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"I don't want to feel like this anymore."

I didn't want to feel like I was mental anymore. The flashbacks, the nightmares, the still occurring hallucinations, the frequent hospital visits...

"I know you don't."

I wasn't some machine that could just restart itself, or go in for repair and come out good as new.

"You should probably go." I said quietly, closing my eyes and taking in a slow breath. I hated being like this around her. I hated being the lunatic she had to put up with... take care of... feel sorry for...

"Will, I'm not going anywhere." She sighed, sitting down next to me on the bathroom floor. I instinctively moved away as she placed a hand on my shaking back. I was going to throw up again. I was going to throw up again, and I really didn't want her in here when I did. "Besides, I live here too. Remember?"

*(All flashbacks will be in italics)*