Lashing Out

Monday September 23, 2013

Today was the first day in 2 months that I looked at my weight. I am so fucking disgusted with myself!!!!!!!!! I don't understand how I diet and diet and gain weight!!!! Like what the fuck?!!?? So looks like I'm going to skip a few meals god I fucking hate myself!!! I'm taking away food from starving children!! What a selfish bitch!!!!

Maybe if I keep cutting the. I can just cut the fat off!!!!!