Sequel: The Risks We Take ›
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High School & Love; It Sucks
Change Of Heart
Once again he was at my house watching a movie with me. This time it was Hell Raiser 2! I jumped at a scary part, he wrapped his arms around me, “It’s okay, I’m here.” He whispered. I loved times like those when he felt the need to make me feel safe. He grabbed the DVD remote from me and paused the movie. “Blakely?” he asked. “Yeah?” I asked softly. “I love you.” He whispered into my hair, “I love you too.” I laid my head on his chest. He kissed the top of my head. We played the movie, but all I could think about the rest of the movie was how he had finally said “I love you”!
That summer…
(In case you’re an r-tard it’s the summer before sophomore year)
ShameInsanity: Blakely?
PrettyNPurple15: yeah? =[
ShameInsanity: What’s the sad smiley for?
PrettyNPurple15: You never call me by my full name…
ShameInsanity: Oh, sorry to worry you, I decided to call you by your name today… =]
PrettyNPurple15: Oh, ok… =]
ShameInsanity: Hey, can I come over today?
PrettyNPurple15: Yeah sure…
ShameInsanity: Ok, is like now okay?
PrettyNPurple15: Yeah sure…
ShameInsanity: Ok, see you then...
ShameInsanity has signed off.
I was watching TV when he got to my house. I let him in, “Hey!” I kissed him, but he didn’t kiss back like he usually does. Something is wrong, I just know it is. “Hey can we go like somewhere private?” he asked. “Yeah, sure.” I said frowning. “What’s wrong?” I asked worried. He didn’t say anything this time. My chest was getting tight, what was he going to say? “Uh, um, I can’t do this anymore… I just don’t feel the same as I used to,” he said. That was kind of vague but I knew exactly what it meant. He looked at me; I fell in the floor, “Why?” I cried. He couldn’t say anything, but he knew he had hurt me BAD! I lay in the floor and cried hard. He left I couldn’t see or breathe and now nothing was right. I loved him, and I thought he loved me, but in the end I guess he just couldn’t do it. All I know is, I will never love again. Never again will I let anybody put me through this pain. Never. Never. Never. Never again.
That summer…
(In case you’re an r-tard it’s the summer before sophomore year)
ShameInsanity: Blakely?
PrettyNPurple15: yeah? =[
ShameInsanity: What’s the sad smiley for?
PrettyNPurple15: You never call me by my full name…
ShameInsanity: Oh, sorry to worry you, I decided to call you by your name today… =]
PrettyNPurple15: Oh, ok… =]
ShameInsanity: Hey, can I come over today?
PrettyNPurple15: Yeah sure…
ShameInsanity: Ok, is like now okay?
PrettyNPurple15: Yeah sure…
ShameInsanity: Ok, see you then...
ShameInsanity has signed off.
I was watching TV when he got to my house. I let him in, “Hey!” I kissed him, but he didn’t kiss back like he usually does. Something is wrong, I just know it is. “Hey can we go like somewhere private?” he asked. “Yeah, sure.” I said frowning. “What’s wrong?” I asked worried. He didn’t say anything this time. My chest was getting tight, what was he going to say? “Uh, um, I can’t do this anymore… I just don’t feel the same as I used to,” he said. That was kind of vague but I knew exactly what it meant. He looked at me; I fell in the floor, “Why?” I cried. He couldn’t say anything, but he knew he had hurt me BAD! I lay in the floor and cried hard. He left I couldn’t see or breathe and now nothing was right. I loved him, and I thought he loved me, but in the end I guess he just couldn’t do it. All I know is, I will never love again. Never again will I let anybody put me through this pain. Never. Never. Never. Never again.