Begins With a Word

Sometimes, I wish Ty and I were as close as we were.
He is to busy with his fianccee. And I get it.
He followed his dreams became a teacher
I couldn't ask for a better father for our children
Sometimes, I wish I could reverse time to
Four years ago when we lived with my granny.
That brings me to another subject.

My granny was born Ethel Louise Rhinehart on June 9th 1921
In nuremburg Germany. She had three sisters,
Her mother passed away when she was seven in child birth
With her younger sister viola.
My granny raised her three sisters
Lily, lionana and Viola
My granny was married to lucah giffen and she
Had a son named jackie he is a asshole. This was when my granny
Was 13 she liked to tell me this growing up
When world war 2 rolled around my granny married
Bowmen Carlton Rhinehart, he was a S.S officer
My granny then joined the Nazi party.
After ww2 they moved to aiken south carolina
My granny gave birth to my grandpa
Carlton georg Rhinehart.

My grandpa, married Donna Sharpe they had two kids, my uncle
Brent and my aunt Jeana. That's all i know of their relationship.

My granpa then married Debrah Ott, she was from nuremburg germany and had two children Carlmen and swana.
They had my mom Debrine Nicole Rhinhart on November 30,1978
When my mom was nine months old my grandma's brother shot my granpa in the back of the head.
My grandma then dropped my mom off at my granny and grandpa pick's and she was never heard of again
well, since my moms dad died and he was a nam vet my mom got a check every month, according to granny
My grandma tried to take this

I talked to Debrah ott once in my life
I was 5 we talked about back street boys
That was the one and only time i talked to her

My granny died on april 13th 2012 I was hysterical at her funeral
I was to worried about prom to mourn her death this year
My mom hates the fact that I love my granny more than
Her, but my granny was my real mom for so many years
She protected me from the hurt.
I miss her, she was a beautiful woman
She always knew what to say
People say I look llike her
I don't believe them.
she was stronger than me
I wish she told me stories about germany
That way i wouldn't hve had to find out after she
Died and i couldve talked to her about it
She entrusted me with a secret no one else in my family
knows.

Now, on to my aunt and uncle.

Aunt Jeana is 40 something, she has two kids
Sommer and Taylor
Taylor is a year younger than me
Sommer is 25
Aunt Jeana is bat shit crazy
But she treated me likeba daughter all my life
even though her husband rande is a perv.
He is in the military.
They have lived in
Korea germany france
Arizona and now alaska.
Of course they lived in aiken also.

My uncle Brent is my favorite
He spoils me. Always has.
He is in the military also
He has two sons
Trevor and wayyat
I remember when i was 10 he came and got me
and took me to atlanta just the two of us
He has lived in china korea london and paris
He bought me a pooh bear blanket from paris
When i was six and a bear from paris
When I was 17 HE sent me christain loubotans from paris.
On his last tour in Iraq he was in a building with four
of his men and a suicide bomber blew the buliding up
My uncle was pushed out of it before the bomb went off
He was hit in the head and now he doesn't remember
His second son being born.
The last time I talked to him
It was at my granny's funeral.

I miss my family.