Eyes Wide Open

I still remember the night Alex was killed. I remember the head lights, the sound of my scream when I saw the car coming towards us, Alex shoving me out of the way, and most of all Alex risking his life to save mine and him dying in my place. The night Alex was killed was the worst night of my life. But he did it out of love for me. He loved me a lot and I loved him too. But I can't help thinking was would have happened if I hadn't stormed out of the house and into the street. If I hadn't done any of that, would Alex still be alive??