‹ Prequel: Chain of Events
Status: Feeling depressed and I chose the title because that what it feels like right now. Don't bash me for what I feel. I changed it from NC-17 to PG-13 since my plans changed for this story.
My Heart's a Battleground
What's Left of Me Now?
Abandoned... that's all I feel. Deceived by people I thought that I loved. My chest hurts... is this what a broken heart feels? It's unbearable. I can't stand it. Especially the closest one to me has made me feel like I don't matter. Sure we've had our ups and downs and said our apologies. I thought everything was fine but I guess not...
"I hate you!"
That's what killed me the most. I thought we were close but now nothing can be changed. This is how my special someone feels. What's the point of even going on if my special someone has crushed me. Surely I can't continue to live with this pain in my chest. What if I didn't have these feelings? What if I just didn't have a heart? That would make everything easier and tolerable.
I feel darkness all around me. Constricting me yet it feels comforting at the same time. The cold clutches of the unknown was welcoming. I close my eyes, feeling tears slide down my pallid face, wanting an end to this. There was no use for me now. What's left of me now?
"Hey, why so gloomy?" a voice piped up in front of me.
Looking up, I see a man in a black coat with emerald eyes, purple reverse teardrop tattoos under his eyes as well as spiky slicked back red hair. He was extremely handsome and he seemed upbeat.
"Who are you?"
"Axel, got it memorized?"
"I hate you!"
That's what killed me the most. I thought we were close but now nothing can be changed. This is how my special someone feels. What's the point of even going on if my special someone has crushed me. Surely I can't continue to live with this pain in my chest. What if I didn't have these feelings? What if I just didn't have a heart? That would make everything easier and tolerable.
I feel darkness all around me. Constricting me yet it feels comforting at the same time. The cold clutches of the unknown was welcoming. I close my eyes, feeling tears slide down my pallid face, wanting an end to this. There was no use for me now. What's left of me now?
"Hey, why so gloomy?" a voice piped up in front of me.
Looking up, I see a man in a black coat with emerald eyes, purple reverse teardrop tattoos under his eyes as well as spiky slicked back red hair. He was extremely handsome and he seemed upbeat.
"Who are you?"
"Axel, got it memorized?"
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Wrote this on my lunch break. I wanted to start a Kingdom Hearts story since I've been playing through II like crazy and I love Axel so much. I couldn't come up with a beginning but recent events have caused the start of this chapter. Expect more later.