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Hopes And Dreams
Chapter 3
Renae's POV
I woke up for the third time tonight with another nightmare! I keep having a dream that he's gonna come back and i-i just dont know what to do and i cant listen to music because my phone is dead. "Great" i muttered out as i noticed my phone is dead.
i started singing to myself...
"I cannot spend another night in this home
I close my eyes and take a breath real slow
The consequence is if I leave I'm alone
But what's the difference when you beg for love?
I run through glass in the street
Kerosene hearts carry the name that my father gave me
And take the face of the wolf
'Cause this is a wasteland, my only retreat
With heaven above you, there's hell over me
I met a girl who never looked so alone
Like sugar water in your mouth luke warm
She tied a cherry stem for me with her tongue
We fell in love and now we're both alone"
I finished the song and slowly drifted to sleep again and this time i stayed asleep until it was light out. I went to the nearest gas station witch was about 3 blocked away and changed into my outfit (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=89453833) i got yesterday and luckily my hair is still the same was it looked yesterday except the curls fell a little and it looked even better! i walked back to the venue and went right back to the alley.
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A couple hours passed and i slowly heard people slowly lining up for the pierce the veil concert but i wasn't in the mood to be around people so i just stayed here and waited for a while until i heard voices, very very familiar voices and i walked to where the were coming from until i reached the back of the venue until i saw them.
"Holy Fuck" i muttered to myself as i saw the four boys that i loved from the bottom of my heart. they were walking into the venue until jaime dropped his water bottle and it rolled to where i was. "Oh shit" i said as i turned around and started to go back to where i was sitting in the alley.
Jaime's POV
"Oh shit! Welp there goes my water" "NO!!!
"Dude jaime its just water go get it" Vic yelled to me in his sassy voice
"Alright jeez Mr. Sassypants!"
Just as i grabbed my water i saw a short girl with long hair, she looked scared. As soon as i bent down to grab my water vic came and jumped on my back yelling "Piggy Back Ride!!!" and we both collapsed to the ground. When i pushed Vic off i was sitting on the ground looking at that girl and i pointed in her direction and Vic's eyes lit up!
Vic's POV
"Oh my god! Jaime, she looks so scared come on lets go! he said quietly as he tried to pull Jaime with him
"Dude we don't even know her or why shes there she could be a serial killer for all we know" jaime replied pulling away from vic
"Okay jaime she looks like shes about 18 i don't think shes gonna kill us okay jeez your scared of everything!"
"Well ya never know.." he said in a funny voice and shrugged a couple times
"Just come on" i said as i dragged Jaime with me
Renae's POV
i heard a couple voices and i look up to see Jaime and Vic standing in front of me my mind immediately started racing trying to think of what i did wrong because i always do something.
"im sorry" was the only thing i could get out of my mouth before tears started running and i put my head down.
Honey don't be sorry you did nothing wrong, Im Vic by the way and this is my good friend Jaime. he said while extending his hand.
"R-renae i said saying hello" and extending my arm to shake his hand which was a BAD idea because i had forgotten i had cut the night before and all of my bracelets couldnt cover them
"Oh Renae what happened why are you sitting here alone?" Vic asked as jaime just stared at my arm and looked down
"I-I cant tell you" i said with tears running down my face
"Hey, hey now dont cry everything will be alright just take a few breathes and calm down everything will be just fine. Jaime said to me as he wiped the tears off of my cheek
"I- im sorry you guys should go, thanks but i need to get a good spot in the venue." i said while getting my bag out from behind me.
i stood up while adjusting my bracelets and looking down shyly.
"No..no you are coming with us!" Vic said as he gently put his arm out.
No i-its really im okay i-
"Please come on you can come hang with us on the bus for a little bit" jaime said cutting me off
"Yeah! and we could talk and get you some food or something and yeah just hangout" Vic added
"Okay" i said and grabbed Vic's hand
We walked until we reached the bus
I woke up for the third time tonight with another nightmare! I keep having a dream that he's gonna come back and i-i just dont know what to do and i cant listen to music because my phone is dead. "Great" i muttered out as i noticed my phone is dead.
i started singing to myself...
"I cannot spend another night in this home
I close my eyes and take a breath real slow
The consequence is if I leave I'm alone
But what's the difference when you beg for love?
I run through glass in the street
Kerosene hearts carry the name that my father gave me
And take the face of the wolf
'Cause this is a wasteland, my only retreat
With heaven above you, there's hell over me
I met a girl who never looked so alone
Like sugar water in your mouth luke warm
She tied a cherry stem for me with her tongue
We fell in love and now we're both alone"
I finished the song and slowly drifted to sleep again and this time i stayed asleep until it was light out. I went to the nearest gas station witch was about 3 blocked away and changed into my outfit (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=89453833) i got yesterday and luckily my hair is still the same was it looked yesterday except the curls fell a little and it looked even better! i walked back to the venue and went right back to the alley.
---------
A couple hours passed and i slowly heard people slowly lining up for the pierce the veil concert but i wasn't in the mood to be around people so i just stayed here and waited for a while until i heard voices, very very familiar voices and i walked to where the were coming from until i reached the back of the venue until i saw them.
"Holy Fuck" i muttered to myself as i saw the four boys that i loved from the bottom of my heart. they were walking into the venue until jaime dropped his water bottle and it rolled to where i was. "Oh shit" i said as i turned around and started to go back to where i was sitting in the alley.
Jaime's POV
"Oh shit! Welp there goes my water" "NO!!!
"Dude jaime its just water go get it" Vic yelled to me in his sassy voice
"Alright jeez Mr. Sassypants!"
Just as i grabbed my water i saw a short girl with long hair, she looked scared. As soon as i bent down to grab my water vic came and jumped on my back yelling "Piggy Back Ride!!!" and we both collapsed to the ground. When i pushed Vic off i was sitting on the ground looking at that girl and i pointed in her direction and Vic's eyes lit up!
Vic's POV
"Oh my god! Jaime, she looks so scared come on lets go! he said quietly as he tried to pull Jaime with him
"Dude we don't even know her or why shes there she could be a serial killer for all we know" jaime replied pulling away from vic
"Okay jaime she looks like shes about 18 i don't think shes gonna kill us okay jeez your scared of everything!"
"Well ya never know.." he said in a funny voice and shrugged a couple times
"Just come on" i said as i dragged Jaime with me
Renae's POV
i heard a couple voices and i look up to see Jaime and Vic standing in front of me my mind immediately started racing trying to think of what i did wrong because i always do something.
"im sorry" was the only thing i could get out of my mouth before tears started running and i put my head down.
Honey don't be sorry you did nothing wrong, Im Vic by the way and this is my good friend Jaime. he said while extending his hand.
"R-renae i said saying hello" and extending my arm to shake his hand which was a BAD idea because i had forgotten i had cut the night before and all of my bracelets couldnt cover them
"Oh Renae what happened why are you sitting here alone?" Vic asked as jaime just stared at my arm and looked down
"I-I cant tell you" i said with tears running down my face
"Hey, hey now dont cry everything will be alright just take a few breathes and calm down everything will be just fine. Jaime said to me as he wiped the tears off of my cheek
"I- im sorry you guys should go, thanks but i need to get a good spot in the venue." i said while getting my bag out from behind me.
i stood up while adjusting my bracelets and looking down shyly.
"No..no you are coming with us!" Vic said as he gently put his arm out.
No i-its really im okay i-
"Please come on you can come hang with us on the bus for a little bit" jaime said cutting me off
"Yeah! and we could talk and get you some food or something and yeah just hangout" Vic added
"Okay" i said and grabbed Vic's hand
We walked until we reached the bus