Edge of Destruction
Jealousy doesn't look well on you my dear
It was crazy; we had been on tour for almost a week and George and I had hardly spoken. I tried my best to get his attention when I could but between trying to keep Aria busy I found us becoming distant. I watched them play every night by side stage, and when he came off he would always hug Aria and walk past me, which made me start to question the whole I need someone I can depend on thing. I hadn’t paid attention that Aria had disappeared from my side when I turned to start looking for her. To my surprise I found her talking to Colson which I had been a bit of a shock considering she had been ignoring him all this week, despite his attempts to talk to her.
I knew George was enjoying the silent treatment Aria had been giving Colson… that was until he came off stage and saw them, then I was pretty sure all hell would break loose again. He stormed past me until I had grabbed his arm clicking my heels against the stage below my feet as I tried to slow him down but failing miserably. “George stop it!” clearly seeing that he had no intent on stopping I sighed before letting go of my grasp on him as he stormed over to where Aria and Colson were. I watched as he began swinging his arms around, most likely yelling at her for hanging with him as she shook her head. Even from where I was I was sure Aria was rolling her eyes.
“Well hello pretty lady.” I nearly screamed as I turned around seeing Travis stand behind me. Even though I wasn’t much a fan of T. Mills I had to admit the boy was hot. He smiled before leaning against the wall beside us as he reached forward tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to scare you.” I could feel my cheeks burning as he smiled before grabbing my hand gently. “What do you say we head back to my tour bus… maybe get to know each other a little better.” Anything I could have possibly been feeling went out the window with his cocky ass attitude as I rolled my eyes.
“No thank you… honestly.” I pulled my hand away from him as I noticed most of the guys were heading outside to sign autographs and take pictures. I started to walk away from Travis when I noticed he had caught up to me. I shook my head as I looked over seeing him smile as he nudged me.
“You’ve got me all wrong doll, I just merely wanted a private place to get to talk that’s all, we have all tour to hook up.” I cringed as he winked at me before looking forward and seeing that George had been staring at me as he talked with a few fans. It had to honestly be the first time I was able to grab his attention this week, which made me smile. I placed my hand on Travis arm as I gave him a soft smile.
“You seem sure about yourself there stud.” He only nodded as he slung his arm around me before we made our way past George. Now sure I didn’t have any intention of hooking up with Travis, in fact the idea kind of repulsed me but if using him meant getting attention from George… well then yes I was that desperate. The guys were very grateful for their fans I had to give them that, Aria had managed to sneak off with Colson again and most of the guys from 3 Pills Morning and even Travis had all disappeared but the Hollywood Undead boys had been going hard at their fans for at least two hours after the show.
I was standing next to Matt when I decided to call it a night knowing some of the guys still wanted to go to the bar after this. I said goodnight as I headed for the bus and climbed on after punching in the code before making my back to the bunks as I grabbed my small carryon bag to get a change of clothes when I heard the bus door open again. I assumed it was one of the guys grabbing something so I didn’t pay any attention as I started to take my clothes off and change into some pajamas when the sliding door to the bunks slid opened to reveal George.
“Not going out tonight?” he shook his head as I rolled my eyes before sliding on a pair of cotton shorts and a tee shirt before stuffing the clothes I had just had on into the bag. “You don’t have to use the bath room do you? I need to wash my face.” Again all I had gotten from him was a shaking of his head as I rolled my eyes once more before making my way toward the bath room. He had followed me again, which had creeped me out slightly as I pulled my hair into a ponytail before running the small sink as I splashed some water on my face and turned it off before proceeding to rid my face of the nights make up.
“What is going on with you and Travis…” here’s what I had been waiting for.
“Nothing why do you ask.” I patted my face dry as I glanced over at George seeing him leaning against the door frame of the bath room.
“So… there’s nothing between you two?” I couldn’t help but feel a smile tug at my lips as I glanced into the mirror before pulling out my tooth brush and brushing my teeth as I let him sit in silence. Once I had spit and rinsed I answered him although it wasn’t going to be an answer he wanted to hear.
“Well that depends…” I could see looked confused and hadn’t gathered what I was getting at.
“Depends on what?” with one quick smile I pushed past him before glancing over my shoulder.
“You…”
I reached out and grabbed her by her arm before pulling her back into the bath room as I slid the door shut. Depending on me huh… well I can fix that. I grabbed her up under her ass as I set her on the counter, I knew she wanted it as badly as I did by the way she wrapped her thighs around my waist and her arms around my neck. Our lips crashed as I clawed at her shirt tugging it up and off her body only breaking our kiss for a moment as I dropped her shirt behind me. Mine was the next to go as my arms roamed her bare chest enjoying the moans she gave as she rolled her hips against my groin. I sucked and bit at her neck, knowing bruises would form and Travis would see them.
I didn’t know why I had felt so jealous when I had seen them talking, but I didn’t like it, and I didn’t like him. Lilly pushed away from me as my body back into the wall before she hopped down off the counter and bent to her knees. I couldn’t help but smile as she fumbled with my belt buckle and tugged at my zipper. A million and one things were going through my head as she yanked my pants down around my ankles. This was my baby sister’s best friend, I had practically watched this girl grow up, I shouldn’t be doing this. This was so wrong, I hadn’t even known if I had liked her yet, or at least if I had liked her enough to do this… to cross this line…
All the thoughts had disappeared when she took my entire length into her mouth causing me to groan as I wrapped my fist into her hair. “Fuck Lilly…” I bit my lip looking down as she bobbed along my shaft seeming to enjoy it, but nowhere near the level I was enjoying it, I glanced into the mirror for a moment hating what I had saw. As fucked up as it had sounded, Lilly was the only sane thing I had in my life right now, she was what seemed to make sense, like a glue holding me together as well as Aria… and what I was doing was wrong, but not wrong enough for me to stop. “Shit… I’m gonna cum.” No sooner had the words left my lips I heard her voice and no sooner had I heard her voice was the door opening as Aria let out a high pitched scream at the site that was before her.
I knew George was enjoying the silent treatment Aria had been giving Colson… that was until he came off stage and saw them, then I was pretty sure all hell would break loose again. He stormed past me until I had grabbed his arm clicking my heels against the stage below my feet as I tried to slow him down but failing miserably. “George stop it!” clearly seeing that he had no intent on stopping I sighed before letting go of my grasp on him as he stormed over to where Aria and Colson were. I watched as he began swinging his arms around, most likely yelling at her for hanging with him as she shook her head. Even from where I was I was sure Aria was rolling her eyes.
“Well hello pretty lady.” I nearly screamed as I turned around seeing Travis stand behind me. Even though I wasn’t much a fan of T. Mills I had to admit the boy was hot. He smiled before leaning against the wall beside us as he reached forward tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to scare you.” I could feel my cheeks burning as he smiled before grabbing my hand gently. “What do you say we head back to my tour bus… maybe get to know each other a little better.” Anything I could have possibly been feeling went out the window with his cocky ass attitude as I rolled my eyes.
“No thank you… honestly.” I pulled my hand away from him as I noticed most of the guys were heading outside to sign autographs and take pictures. I started to walk away from Travis when I noticed he had caught up to me. I shook my head as I looked over seeing him smile as he nudged me.
“You’ve got me all wrong doll, I just merely wanted a private place to get to talk that’s all, we have all tour to hook up.” I cringed as he winked at me before looking forward and seeing that George had been staring at me as he talked with a few fans. It had to honestly be the first time I was able to grab his attention this week, which made me smile. I placed my hand on Travis arm as I gave him a soft smile.
“You seem sure about yourself there stud.” He only nodded as he slung his arm around me before we made our way past George. Now sure I didn’t have any intention of hooking up with Travis, in fact the idea kind of repulsed me but if using him meant getting attention from George… well then yes I was that desperate. The guys were very grateful for their fans I had to give them that, Aria had managed to sneak off with Colson again and most of the guys from 3 Pills Morning and even Travis had all disappeared but the Hollywood Undead boys had been going hard at their fans for at least two hours after the show.
I was standing next to Matt when I decided to call it a night knowing some of the guys still wanted to go to the bar after this. I said goodnight as I headed for the bus and climbed on after punching in the code before making my back to the bunks as I grabbed my small carryon bag to get a change of clothes when I heard the bus door open again. I assumed it was one of the guys grabbing something so I didn’t pay any attention as I started to take my clothes off and change into some pajamas when the sliding door to the bunks slid opened to reveal George.
“Not going out tonight?” he shook his head as I rolled my eyes before sliding on a pair of cotton shorts and a tee shirt before stuffing the clothes I had just had on into the bag. “You don’t have to use the bath room do you? I need to wash my face.” Again all I had gotten from him was a shaking of his head as I rolled my eyes once more before making my way toward the bath room. He had followed me again, which had creeped me out slightly as I pulled my hair into a ponytail before running the small sink as I splashed some water on my face and turned it off before proceeding to rid my face of the nights make up.
“What is going on with you and Travis…” here’s what I had been waiting for.
“Nothing why do you ask.” I patted my face dry as I glanced over at George seeing him leaning against the door frame of the bath room.
“So… there’s nothing between you two?” I couldn’t help but feel a smile tug at my lips as I glanced into the mirror before pulling out my tooth brush and brushing my teeth as I let him sit in silence. Once I had spit and rinsed I answered him although it wasn’t going to be an answer he wanted to hear.
“Well that depends…” I could see looked confused and hadn’t gathered what I was getting at.
“Depends on what?” with one quick smile I pushed past him before glancing over my shoulder.
“You…”
I reached out and grabbed her by her arm before pulling her back into the bath room as I slid the door shut. Depending on me huh… well I can fix that. I grabbed her up under her ass as I set her on the counter, I knew she wanted it as badly as I did by the way she wrapped her thighs around my waist and her arms around my neck. Our lips crashed as I clawed at her shirt tugging it up and off her body only breaking our kiss for a moment as I dropped her shirt behind me. Mine was the next to go as my arms roamed her bare chest enjoying the moans she gave as she rolled her hips against my groin. I sucked and bit at her neck, knowing bruises would form and Travis would see them.
I didn’t know why I had felt so jealous when I had seen them talking, but I didn’t like it, and I didn’t like him. Lilly pushed away from me as my body back into the wall before she hopped down off the counter and bent to her knees. I couldn’t help but smile as she fumbled with my belt buckle and tugged at my zipper. A million and one things were going through my head as she yanked my pants down around my ankles. This was my baby sister’s best friend, I had practically watched this girl grow up, I shouldn’t be doing this. This was so wrong, I hadn’t even known if I had liked her yet, or at least if I had liked her enough to do this… to cross this line…
All the thoughts had disappeared when she took my entire length into her mouth causing me to groan as I wrapped my fist into her hair. “Fuck Lilly…” I bit my lip looking down as she bobbed along my shaft seeming to enjoy it, but nowhere near the level I was enjoying it, I glanced into the mirror for a moment hating what I had saw. As fucked up as it had sounded, Lilly was the only sane thing I had in my life right now, she was what seemed to make sense, like a glue holding me together as well as Aria… and what I was doing was wrong, but not wrong enough for me to stop. “Shit… I’m gonna cum.” No sooner had the words left my lips I heard her voice and no sooner had I heard her voice was the door opening as Aria let out a high pitched scream at the site that was before her.
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Lilly