Fatal Attraction

Good night lover of mine.
The blinding reflection that is embedded in my mind's inner eye.

My completeness and peacefullness watching you sleep is my own set pace lullaby.
Dreams inhabited of who else but you?
Haunting my unconscious soul with your presents even as I slumber.
Or worse yet; as my thoughts begin to wander.

I'm just a simple male, only a boy, brought into this world by surprise
but giving nothing back in return.
Not quite a failure, a user, abuser, seller, loitering, theif who was abandoned by family, but something along those lines.

Born to survive but once my existance is gone I won't even be remembered in entangled thoughts, that would only be lost or forgotton anyway.

So how was I blessed with a curse like you?

Something I don't deserve and is destined to fail.
For I destroy everything and it is sure that you will fall with me.
I am selfish. I understand your fate but don't push you away. I won't.

Or I can't.

But I am not inhuman
so I give dishearten warnings which you take for granted.
And you stay by me like only a fallen heart would.
If only you will take into consideration which I have now come to discover.

We will fight many obstacles, one of which will succeed, as long as we're together.

Rather fighting for our moments and savoring it, then to crawl on longer, alone, which will be killing us inside.
A long, drawn out, merciless torture before we recieve the straw that broke the camal's back.

Either way we are hopeless.

Afterall, what more is love then a fatal attraction?