Puppet on the Stage

Risking everything I had I was keen to find the worst that I could do. Throw this sanity away, brought destruction to the people that I knew.
You bring out the darkest side of me. Can't stop from a place that I can't reach. I would love to practice what I preach. You bring out the good inside of me.

Lyrics from this, which I highly recommend you listen to as you read.