My Heart, It Beats, Beats For Only You.

My eyes shoot open and I instantly turned my head to my left, like it was a routine, and actually it was; I knew he would be by my side, always, waiting for me to wake up. And suddenly I was facing once again this absolutely beautiful, gorgeous face, covered in those messy brown curls I’ve grown to love. A smile played on my lips as I saw him stir under the sheets, his eyes slowly opening. I couldn’t help but chuckle at his cuteness and that’s when he realized I was watching him. He turned his face to me so I could see those big, brown eyes locking into mine. He finally smiled and let out a yawned.

“Good morning, sleepy head.” I said looking at him with nothing but such adoration. There was no other way I could see him; this boy stole my heart since the first time I fell my eyes on him. Everything about him screamed perfection, and I still wondered, what did I do to deserve this perfect angel?

“Hey Kels.” He answered, his smile growing bigger and my heart beating faster at the nickname I so loved. I cupped his face with both hands and placed a soft kiss on his lips. I could kiss them all day and never get tired of it. It was like a drug that I couldn’t quit. A drug that I didn’t want to quit. Vic himself was an addiction.

We got up from bed and did our usual way to the kitchen. I made breakfast of course; I always made breakfast for that ball of love. He was sat in the table, whining and impatiently waiting for me to bring the so needed food.

“Keeeels I’m hungry!” I just chuckled at my boyfriend’s words and went back to my work.

That was until I felt a pair of arms, gently hugging my waist. I relaxed against Vic’s body and looked up at him. His head rested on my shoulder and his eyes were closed, but that smile of his never leaving his face. He softly hummed to one of our favourites songs and started rocking back and forth. I raised my eyebrows but I couldn’t complain. He had those days where he would be all childish and extremely cute, which in fact I didn’t care. Today seemed to be one of those days and I couldn’t help but smile at the lovely sight. He slowly started to walk backwards.

“Vic, babe, breakfast.” I said chuckling as I held his hands.

“I’m not hungry anymore.” He usually was hungry, even more in the mornings. Who isn’t? I just rolled my eyes and laughed a little before turning so I was now facing him. I repositioned my arms around his neck and we stared at each other as we talked.

“But you love food; you just can’t say no to it.” I said chuckling once more, my eyes never leaving his. My mind was too far away to notice that we were walking to the couch. Without saying a word, he leant forward and pressed our lips together. Our mouths moved against each other for a while before he pulled apart, leaving me wanting more.

“But I love you.” He said before reconnecting our lips in what it seemed to be a sweet kiss at first. It got rough, full of hunger. Vic always managed to take my breath away just with smiling at me. Now think of all the things he could easily do with me in these conditions. I was now completely his and he could do the hell he wanted to with me.

Air was needed so we finally pulled apart. Why did I need to breath when I had him? Why did air have to ruin such a passionate moment? Well, it quickly disappeared from my mind as I felt Vic’s lips leaving butterfly kisses all over my neck. It made me shiver and somehow I could keep hold of his head there. He put his hands in my chest and gently pushed me down on to what I recognized as the couch. Vic was on top of me and he was looking at me, like he wanted to remember every inch of my body. I didn’t have that self confidence like he did, so I looked away and blushed. I heard him chuckled, his adorable laugh filling my ears, and I slowly brought my eyes to his again.

“W-what’s funny?” I said biting down on my lip. I was nervous now, I mean, did I have something on my face or? I didn’t use to be like this with him. But sometimes he would be confident and dominant, and I would be shy, but he would make that shyness go away. He always did; he always made me feel better.

“ Mmh, nothing, nothing..” He said smirking at me and chuckling while he saw me frowning.

“ Vic! You always do the same! Is it that hard to te―”He cut me off with one of his lovely kisses and caressed my cheek. I felt the heat in my face and by then I was totally red for sure. I pulled away frowning and confused, but he just insisted on looking me right in the eyes.

“ S-stop doing th―”

“You’re too adorable.” Okay, I was like a tomato now. It was not that he never talked to me like that, because he did. But sometimes it was way more special. I frowned again and looked away.

“ D-don’t look at m―”

“You’re adorable when you frown like that.” He said with a little chuckle. I still didn’t look at him, but it didn’t matter obviously, he continued making my heart jump out of my chest.

“God Kellin, why won’t you look at me? Look at me now.” He said with determination in his voice. I knew he wouldn’t give in; he was so freaking stubborn. I sighed and turned my head, now facing him again. We were only inches away and that made me even more nervous.

“What?” I said, but this time I kept my eyes on his, getting lost in those lovely and warm brown eyes.

“ Why do you hide?”

“Because I’m ashamed and a nervous wreck.” I simply answered not wasting time in making another excuse. He bit his lips and chuckled, and I sware I saw his cheeks turn a rosy color.

“Have I ever told you why I love you Kels?” he said with a sweet smile I really couldn’t resist. I swallowed and shook my head. What with this sudden question?
“ If there’s a day I will never forget, then it’s the day I met you. I remember gasping for air at your beauty,” he said and I giggled a little, “ you caught my attention the second you walked in the class. You were so carefree and kind, and absolutely stunning. Your hair was messy because that day you were late. But that didn’t matter to me. You were real and I couldn’t believe the perfect sight in front of me. If I had to describe you with one word then, It would have been perfection. And even now, I kept thinking the same; you’re nothing but perfect,” I was blushing hard now but for some reason my eyes were glued to his. He looked right through my eyes, I could feel it; like he was looking at my soul. He stared at me a little more before smiling again “ Your eyes. Your eyes Kellin, I get lost so easily in them. They are so mysterious, they hold so much secrets and that just make them a lot more special. I never know the exact color; sometimes are green, or blue, or even grey, Sometimes they are all mixed together and make me want to cry of such perfection. Everything about you is beautiful, from your little toes to your soft black hair. If I could I would stare at you the whole day, because honestly, you are the most important thing that ever happened in my life. I don’t think you understand how much important you are too me. Kellin you are flawless, you are beautiful in every possible way. I love the way you easily blush, just like now,” he chuckled and kissed my cheek, “ I love your hair, your nose, your so perfect eyes, your lips, your personality; the way you treat people, the way you care about others. But most important, I love you. Words can’t describe you Kellin, you are too much for this world.” He finished his speech and searched for anything in my face. I just kept watching at the love of my life not being able to say a word. Finally I smile widely and sat up, wrapping my arms around his neck.

“I-I, w-what, I..” I couldn’t form any coherent sentences, I only knew I couldn’t stop smiling. He hugged me tightly by my waist and I couldn’t hold it anymore, I crashed our lips, hard but lovingly.

“You’re adorable when you stutter.” He said with a big smile plastered on his face. I laughed and shook my head before looking up at him.

“You’re an idiot. A beautiful idiot.”

“I’m your beautiful idiot.”