Status: There will be seven chapters total including the prologue and epilogue.
Pocket Bible
I've never had a proper reaction to death, I've never really broke down in tears, or cried very much. I've felt saddened and a void left after I've accepted that someone is gone. I've never really experienced a sudden loss. I've always had time to mourn before it actually happened. I cried before they were gone, I knew what was coming and I had mentally registered what was bound to happen. I've never even seen a dead body, the closest I've come were the ashes of my aunt but that’s not really her body it was something else entirely. Death is inevitable it’s all we’re promised in this world it’s just what happens but we try to avoid it for as long as we can.
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Prologue
"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." -Buddha -
Denial & Isolation
“But most days, I wander around feeling invisible. Like I'm a speck of dust floating in the air that can only be seen when a shaft of light hits it.” ― Sonya Sones, One of Those Hideous Books Where the Mother Dies -
Anger
"Anybody can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way - that is not within everybody's power and is not easy."- Aristotle