Riverside Girl

It's been about 2 months since me and Travis made it official that we were going out which we've been at it for almost 10 months all together our feelings were growing stronger and stronger for each other Madelyn found out she was pregnant couple weeks ago I'm so glad for her she quit doing all the shit she did smoking drinking and stripping for tony I guess love at first site does exist for some people they clicked right as I introduce them both it was so exciting her and tony made such a cute couple they decide that she would move into a condo with tony and josh it was two floors so josh had his own and her and tony had the other floor it was a big condo with so much space for the twins Cassie went back to school and stays on the campus she would only come back on holidays or summer vacation basically it was just me living by myself Travis didn't like the fact I lived there all by myself so he would sleep over whenever he wasn't promoting his mixtape or doing interviews I mean I kept myself occupied I had my pitbulls to help the boredom pass I was cooking a nice meal for when Travis came over I decide to cook some nice steaks that my mom used to make with her famous secret recipe sauce I had to beg her for it she was actually surprise I was cooking for someone who wants me or the roomates since I haven't cooked for a guy in so long it all stopped when I broke up with my ex but honestly of course my mom had to be nosy and ask who it was that I was cooking for cause she knew that I lived alone since the girls decide to go do their own thing which I was totally fine with it I let out a long sigh before I began to tell her who he was and what he did she told me to watch out and not let him walk all over me like my ex she didn't like the rappers cause of the kind of life style they head and my ex was a fine example of why she hated me to go through the pain with someone else all over again I explained to her hes different he's really sweet and treats me like a princess and with respect I deserved it took some convincing but I could tell she was excited to meet him I told her after the whole travis subject ended it got awkward I told my mom I missed her she replied back with such sadness in her voice it broke my heart I was on the verge of tears but tried to hold it in I told her I would try to make sometime for her and that I would vist sometime soon for the holidays to see everyone it sucks my moms in florida and I'm in cali I have to travel 6+ hours to see her on the other side of the country basically I knew it broke her heart I wish I could see her as much as I can but I want to work and achive the promise I made when she moved down there with my step dad that I would make enough money so they both won't work again and they can live back here with me and finally she could meet travis after an hour on the phone with my mom I decide I should start the food now before I get side tracked even more I proceeded to prepare the steaks and the potatoes and rice and everything I needed for this meal including the sauce I only had 2 hours to complete it all as I waited for it all to be done I decide I would curl my hair since it was semi curled from last night's date with him I waited 10 mins for it to heat up during those 10 mins I decide I would check on my cooking make sure I didn't burn anything everything looked good so I continued on doing my hair 20 mins or so go by I am done curling my hair I just chill in my bra and undies wondering where my boyfriend was I decide to take a picture "Patiently waiting for my lovely boyfriend @ilovetmills to come home so I can feed him" I clicked upload and went to check on my food I did a little taste test it was turning out amazing I had a text from Travis " is that what your wearing right now?.." I looked confused and replied "yeah why." when I put periods that means I'm serious he quickly replied back "damn lil mama can't wait to see you and that fine ass of yours ;-)" I giggled to myself and threw my phone on the bed then went into the kitchen I took out the rice since it was all done and the potatoes I guess living alone has its perks which is cooking for your man half naked or having sex anywhere and everywhere without someone walking in I was finishing up the steak and the secret sauce as I heard Travis's Suv alarm go off I heard keys jiggling to get the door open he pushed the door in and first thing he did was look towards my direction I swear this kid has turned me into a sex addict because I just want him inside me anywhere and everywhere I crave him all the time but like when we have sex its not just sex its more feelings we take our time with each other and make sure the other one is pleased I just love the way he knows how to get me all worked up his eyes looked at me with hunger I didn't know if he was actually starving or he wanted me maybe it was a little both he wrapped his hands around my waist and nuzzled into my neck I took in his familiar scent kush and his favorite cologne he sent shivers down spine I had goose bumps all over my legs his hand moved down to where the goosebumps were located and gave me a grin I shook him off and told him dinner would be ready soon he went to my living rooms and went to play with my dogs he led them outside so he can smoke a blunt I stopped smoking because my doctor told me it wasn't good for my health so I made Travis and whoever wanted to smoke at my house go outside he hated the fact I couldn't be high but he can deal about 30 mins everything was done I told him to come back in and he did we sat in my dining room eating usually don't ever cook or eat at home so it felt nice to do something new for a change I asked how his day went and what did he do he told me that his record company wants him to do a video shoot for the song pillow talk I congratulated him and told him thats great news he told me there was more I said oh? he explained he needed someone for the main girl who he'll be singing about since the song was written about me he figured it would only be fair enough to give me the part I jumped up in happiness and kissed him I was actually going to appear in one of his video I was excited I never got to be in my ex's videos this is seriously a upgrade from that piece of shit he explained to me that we would be a bedroom and I would be wearing lingerie and some high heels basically on top of him looking like we are going to do it just a lot of touching and of course he'll be singing to me and kissing my neck and just showing the chemistry between us I thought it was a perfect idea I was so interested so he told me shooting would start this week we got out of that subject and into another one he told me my cooking was very good and asked me what it was I told him it was a secret sauce my mom makes and she let me borrow it to win you over with my cooking I began to tell him that my mom excited to meet him she gave me a confused look cause really I never really talk about my family but he wanted to know so after we ate we quickly migrated to the sofa I grabbed a bottle of win and poured me a glass full and a beer for him while we watched tv he wanted me to finish my conversation that went on with my mother on the phone after that was done being told he aked me why my mom doesn't live here anymore and the whole situation on why I wasn't down there with her so I continued with the conversation about my mom was being physically abused by my father and she kicked my father out got a restraining order on him he ended up moving to Newyork we were like 12 when he left I don't know how my mom did it but she manged to put food on the table everyday and got us what we wanted when we shouldn't have had it then she met my step father and she fell in love by the time she married him I was already 19 she wanted a better life for all of us so they decide to move to florida of course I decide I couldn't this was my life my home I didn't want to start all over again I was stubborn I let them go and we keep in touch but I don't see them often or my nephew or nieces but its life I told them I promise I would buy them a beautiful house and give them a life they gave me when I was a child I felt like I owed them I ended up drinking all the wine I was starting to feel the tears come down Travis comforted me as much as he could he decide changing the subject would be good I agreed we started watching tv white chicks was on so we decide to watch that we cuddled after an hour into the movie we drifted off to sleep


I woke up in the middle of the night around 4 am I forgot me and Ashton fell asleep on the couch I decide to take the dogs out and clean up the mess in the kitchen she did a lot for me and I just wanted to give back I was still kinda upset the shit she was telling me about her dad and how he hit her and her mom I'm blessed my parents never raised a hand on me even when they wanted to I had the smartest idea I was going to take Ashton to see her family in florida its perfect we can go on a vacation and shoot the video out there its perfect I went outside and smoked a cig before coming back inside with the dogs I brought them inside and gave them their food and water I decide they could sleep with me and Ashton tonight since they were being good boys I shut the tv off and carried Ashton upstairs bridal style I laid her down on the bed I'm guessing she knew she wasnt on the sofa anymore cause she woke up and mumbled something right before passing out again I giggled damn she was so cute I knew this would surprise her and make her so much happy cause I hate seeing her upset it just breaks my heart I decide to crawl into bed with her and take out her mac and search for the plan tickets to get on there right away I figured if we leave tomorrow we could spend 2 weeks there and a month doing whatever she wants before I leave for tour I wanted her to come with me but it wouldn't be fair to leave Madelyn all alone here while me and tony go on the 4 month tour I was considering buying us a place a place we could call our home I looked online there was a plan leaving Riverside Cali to Miami at 3 pm it was perfect gave her time to sleep in and pack since the airplane ride there was about 6 and a half hours maybe abit longer I booked those tickets and printed them out by the time I was done with that and found the perfect house I wanted it was already 9 am I decide I would go talk to the person who was selling the house and find out more information about it I let a note on her bedside and it said "babe I went out to run a couple errands when you wake up get dressed and pack your bags we are going to florida for 2 weeks to spend time with your family and do the video shoot down there i love you be at the airport at 2:30 I signed it and kissed her forehead and quickly got my belongings and brought the dogs with me to my moms house I asked if she could babysit them for a 2 weeks I claimed they were mine so I would sit there while she sidetracked me about 20 mins begging my mom I had to go I headed out the door and made my way to meet the person who was willing to see me the house it was a tiny lady about 30 years old maybe abit older she waved me to come out of the car to look around the house I opened my driver's side door locked the car and went to her direction she gave me a warm welcome we chit chatted for couple mins to get to know each other then she took me around the house explaining what each room has to offer and what the product was it was beautiful I liked the view and there was 6 rooms one was a master there was 3 1/2 bathrooms the kitchen and living room was huge we headed out the actual house to the back yard it was honestly breath taking huge pool hot tub and everything that you could picture in a big backyard I knew the dogs would love it after we checked everything out here came the challenging part making a deal with her we sat in the living room area she brought out the paper works and we talked I asked her how much it would be she told me it would cost roughly around 1,000,000 I tried sweet talking her to bring the price down I guess it worked because she dropped it by 30,000 we agreed upon the price we signed the papers and it was off I had the house I decide I would have Madelyn pick out the furniture and colors for the walls in the house while we were gone it was something I know she would have fun with just see Ashton happy



it was around noon time when I decide to get out of bed of course I looked to my side to find Travis no where to be found I shrugged and grabbed my phone off the nightstand there was a note on it with Travis's handwriting it said "babe I went out to run a couple errands when you wake up get dressed and pack your bags we are going to florida for 2 weeks to spend time with your family and do the video shoot down there i love you be at the airport at 2:30" I jumped up and down I was so fucking excited this was seriously THE SWEETEST thing he has ever done for me he's beyond amazing I got lucky with this kid and it makes me happy knowing he's all mine I was so in love with him there was no doubt about that this feelings I have for him are things I never felt or experienced with any guy I ever dated I decide I would go wash myself and start backing my things since I only have 2 hours to get everything all packed he seriously treats me so good I turned the shower on and undressed myself I stepped in and let my hair done and washed my body the shower felt so good on my skin I stood in for a couple more mins when I was done I turned the shower off and wrapped the towel around my body I quickly slipped into some comfty shorts and a tanktop and my jordans I went into my closet and grabbed like 10 pairs of my duke shorts tanktops vnecks crop tops I also grabbed my underwears and bras and couple of bathing suits I figured I'd do some shopping down there anyway might as well buy some new bathing suits by the time I was done I grabbed my passport and all the things I needed for the trip and headed on my way to the airport I texted travis and told him I was on my way that I would see him then I speed my way off to the airport about 20 mins later I was there I grabbed my luggage and headed inside to get everything situated after carrying all my bags and going past security I see my very handsome boyfriend waiting for me I dropped my bags off at baggage claim and gave him such a deep kiss I kept thanking him over and over again he looked at me and said "babe you deserve this it broke my heart yesterday that you broke down and cried and I couldn't do anything to comfort you so this was something I thought would make you happy you i love you babygirl" I just kissed him again it was such a loving kissing we got cut short when our flight was being called on the loud speaker we grabbed our bags and made our way towards the plane