My Kind of Crazy

I'm currently at work in a meeting. I look through the window and Danielle is leaning against her car
motioning for me to do somewhere with her. I decide to take the risk and we drove about for a couple
of hours talking. It was going dark and she pulled up her car in front of a big house in the rich
district of Huntington Beach.
'Let's go' she says and exits the car and skips over to a fence and climbs over.
I follow her and climb over the fence. She's taking her sneakers off and places them by the pool in
the yard.
She starts taking her clothes off.
'How do you know nobody's home' i say. she carrys on taking her clothes off until she reaches her
underwear. She jumps into the pool and says ' I don't' and giggles while swimming about. I decide
to join her.
'Get in' she says and i jump into the pool, splashing her and she laughs aloud.
'This is nuts' i say and laugh along with her.
'Ooh, your wearing boxers' she says. ' i always wear boxers' I smile at her.
'Soo, what's the craziest thing you've done lately?' she says.
I raise my brow at her and say 'This is right up there' an she giggles and bites her lip.
I start to get closer to her because i'm going to kiss her and the lights in the house come on.
I turn to look.
'Oh shit' i say
'What?' she says. 'That's my manager Larry Jacobson'
she laughs again and i start getting paranoid. 'It's not funny'
She says 'it's a little funny'
I start to look towards the window again and she notices i'm nervous
'Hey, just go with it'
I still look and we both decide to leave before he sees and i get into trouble
'Go, Go' i say. we make it back to the car and drive off.
'You're crazy, you know that' I tell her and she laughs.
'You say that like it's a bad thing' she says.

*Zacky's place*
'Dude, it creeps me out when you watch porn whilst i'm here' Brian says to Zacky.
*Doorbell rings*
'There's someone on the door, go and answer it. it's your place.' says brian.
Zacky groans and stands up. He goes to the door and.....

'I'm lost, Wet and i want your cock. Are you gonna invite me in'
'Uh uh uh' says zacky.
I jump out from the side of the door and laugh. Danielle joins me.
'Guys this is Danielle'
'You must be Brian and Zacky right. Nice to meet you' she smiles at them.
'Hey, so there's a party. we're all going!' zacky says and danielle starts pacing.
'Okay, can i catch the bathroom first' she says
'Oh it's the first door on the left upstairs' Zacky replys.
Danielle walks up the stairs wiggling her ass, this is the first time i noticed it but that is one fine butt.
I turn my head to see Zacky and Brian staring.
'Dude' they both say in unison. 'I know' i say
'Dude' and i say it again 'I know' I smile.

*At the party*
'Dude, what are we doing here? we don't even know these people?' Brian says.
I look aroud and then Danielle goes to get drinks.
'Hi guys' a guy comes up to us as Danielle comes to stand by my side.
'Hey, is this your party' I say.
He replies 'Nah man, it's a friend of mine's'
He turns to danielle and extends his hand 'I'm hunter'
She shakes his hand 'Danielle, This is Matt'
A guy drags me into a corner and 'Can i talk to you for a second' he says
'What's up? he says
'This party's too full for your tattooed ass'
'sooo' i say.
'So you're gonna have to leave'
'But i'm with her. I can't leave' i point to danielle, talking to hunter
'Oh dude, she's taken care of. There's the door. I suggest you leave'

I turn and start wondering what to do and i turn to see Danielle and i can't leave without
taking this risk.
'Woo, you're m.shadows' A random guy says as i'm walking towards. I nod and say excuse me.
I push hunter back with my hand and say 'Excuse me' to him also. I kiss Danielle and it feels
great. I feel her smile against my lips and drop her cup of beer. She snakes her arm around
my neck to make sure i don't pull back.

*The next day*
'Matt, don't hate me but i need to show you something' zacky says. He takes me into the video
room and presses play on the vcr. A porn starts to play and i groan at him
'Seriously' i say....
'Nah man, just wait for it'
All of a sudden, a girl comes up on the screen and she looks just like Danielle but with red hair.
'That's not her' i say. shaking my head.
'It is dude, it is. Trust me' he says
'Oh no' I feel sad and angry but i like her.
'Ohh yesss' he says watching the screen. I stand up and turn around angry.
'Matt, she's a freakin' pornstar. Take her to a motel room and bang her like the dirty bitch she is'
he says.
I glare at zacky 'I like her dude. I like her a lot'
'Well you can still like her with your dick inside of her' Zacky says. 'You know anybody would tap her
ass, why won't you' he says i walk out of the builing towards my car.
'Zack, if i do this. I'm never gonna see her again. she'll hate me' i say.
'I swear to god if you don't fuck her, I'll kill myself' he says.
He shouts to me 'Fuck her for me, for meeee'
I reach my car and start having images of Danielle sleeping with all these people and it makes me feel
sick. Why would she do that type of job. I might never be able to look at her the same yet'
I get home to see her rifling through old photos of me, brian has been showing her to embarass me.
I start watching and all i can see is images of her sucking brian's dick. I need to stop thinking
this. 'jesus' i snap outta the trance. They both look startled. I just walk to my bedroom and pace.
Danielle comes to check if i'm okay
'I don't feel well' i say
'aw, is there anything i can do to make you feel better' she says. I start having images of her bent
over my bed moaning. I snap out of it fast.
'We can go out another night if you want' she says
'no we're going out tonight'

*That Night*
I drive us near a motel. 'Oh hey, it's umm getting late. wanna get a room' i say.
she says 'Okay'
We go into the room and i start looking around. I turn to see Danielle leaning on her elbows on the bed.
I start getting nervous and i play with the zip on my jacket.
'Do you want to fuck me, Matt?' she says. 'Come here'
'Umm..' i say confused.
'How do you want me' she leans up on her knees and rubs her hands all over her body.
She unzips her bralet and starts bouncing her boobs up and down.
'Why are you doing this' i say getting annoyed with her little game.
'What' she says turning around. 'Isn't this what you wanted, to fuck a ex-pornstar in a cheap disgusting
motel room...now i know what you really think of me' she says and looks like shes about to cry.
'Danielle, i'm sorry'
'Let me guess, somebody shown you a tape and you thought, what the hell. she did it for a living once'
she says.
'No zacky told me to do this. Why didn't you tell me'
'Now that's a mature response...I didn't want you to know, ok. Do you have any idea how....I just liked
the way you made me feel, just by the way you looked at me'
'I'm sorry, it just freaked me out. What made you choose that sort of career' I say.
She's sitting on the bed crying and looking down 'I didn't choose this. My stepfather was a porn director,
when my mom died...he never let me talk to my friends or go out after school. He would rape me and
then he forced me to star in a porn video and then a month ago, he died so that was my opportunity to
never do that again. i never wanted to be a whore on film.I was scared and felt i had no choice but
to do as he asks' She says.She wipes away her tears and stands up and huffs out of the room.
'Wait, just talk to me' i say. she replies 'No this is done. Fuck you!'