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Burn Your Name

I Hope You're Happy With Yourself

I walked across the ‘disgusting’ part of the room, over to my own. I smiled as I realized it was exactly how I had mine at home, apart from a few differences. It was strange but I wasn’t complaining, it only helped with me settling in I suppose. I placed my suitcase at the end of my bed and threw my other bag on the bed which sunk down slightly from the weight of my bag. I checked my schedule yet again, looking over the time for dinner. It was another two hours yet, at 7pm. With nothing else to do I decided to take a shower and try and improve my appearance for tonight. It seemed a bit pathetic but I wanted to make a good impression on the people who I would be sitting with tonight. That is if I would be sitting with Jake and the rest of his friends. I shrugged off my jacket and laid it un-neatly on the bed. At least my roommate wasn’t back yet; it would give me a bit of time which I so desperately needed. I walked into the bathroom and met with a flawless modern suite. If you thought the room was good then damn, the bathroom just completed it all. The counter for the sink was dark wood with a mirror hanging in front of the sink on the wall; it had little lights that illuminated it. The bottom of the counter also had little lights except these glowed a dark cherry red. The toilet followed through the theme of dark wood, with a dark wood backing and toilet seat cover. There were two wooden towel racks that had burgundy and cream towels hanging from them. Considering this there wasn’t a lot of ‘decoration’ in the bathroom with only one plant in the corner, it having a dark wood pot. The flowers on the plant themselves were burgundy again, but all the same very gorgeous. I laughed at what I imagined to be my surprised expression and shook it off.[br][br]
I shut the door of the bathroom, starting to get ready to take my shower that I probably did badly need. Travelling in a stuffy, hot car in jeans and other various layers could do some serious damage to your natural smell. I quickly shed all my clothes, having laid out what seemed to be a luxurious fabric towel. I ran the shower water for a few minutes to let the heat come through. I stepped into the shower and was surprised to find the water at a perfect temperature. It ran smoothly over me which was amazing. I washed my hair with what I guessed to be my roommates shampoo and conditioner, judging by the smell of berries. I admitted I thought it would probably smell awful but considering it was actually a good smell. I finished off my shower with washing my body with some shower gel that was hanging around on the shelf in the shower. I shut the water off and shivered at the cold air that immediately hit me as soon as I stepped out. I wrapped a towel around me and headed out to get my clothes that I would wear this evening. I was walking to get my clothes off the suitcase when the door was knocked upon. I instantly cringed. It was super embarrassing when you had to answer the door with a towel or little clothing on, yes, it has happened to me about twice now. I sighed and walked to the door. I pulled it open and half hid behind the door as I looked up- the person was kinda tall you know- at the guy who was now standing there. I was shell shocked for a few minutes at how … well gorgeous he looked. His eyes were a stunning crystal blue and his black hair was perfectly straightened down by his face. He was wearing a plain black pull over and black jeans with black army boots. I noticed that he had a little bit of eyeliner thinly applied over his eyes. I inwardly cringed as I realized that he was the guy from earlier.[br][br]
”Hi.’’ I said timidly.[br][br]
“Hey, is, ah, Kaelie there?’’ I gave him a confused look. I was impressed though by his amazingly deep voice, it sent a few tremors wavering through me.[br][br]
“Who?’’[br][br]
“My girlfriend… ah, she’s in this room?’’ He said. It suddenly clicked in my mind. The girl, who bumped into me earlier and walked over to him, was his girlfriend and now my roommate.[br][br]
“Ah no… she’s not it’s just me.’’ He nodded and then smirked down at me. [br][br]
“Why on earth are you hiding behind the door for?” I flushed and chuckled at his remark.[br][br]
“You knocked just as I got out of the shower. Yano, I’m only wearing a towel” His eyes widened in embarrassment and understanding then.[br][br]
“Oh okay… thanks anyway. I guess I’ll try to find her elsewhere’’ He gave me a wave and then walked off back down the corridor. I shut the door quickly and let out an airy laugh. All my mind could think about was how amazing he looked. It crossed my mind whether he was friends with Jake, I defiantly remember him saying something about an Andy who was going out with Kaelie. I groaned inwardly as I would imagine he’d be there tonight. Let’s hope no awkward conversation would come up between us. I pondered over the fact why he’d be going out with her as I collected up my clothes and headed back into the bathroom to change.[br][br]
‘He doesn’t look like he’d go out with that kind of girl’ I thought as I pulled on my black biker jeans from earlier; I wasn’t going to change those. ‘Perhaps he would I don’t have a clue what kind of person he’d like, I mean I don’t even know him’ I pulled on my cami top that was just a little tight around my waist, it was black like my jeans and with a small grunge pattern. ‘He just seems more like a quiet guy who’d go out with someone… well looking like me?’ I thought sadly. Oh how pathetic I was being, he could never like me and I wasn’t even sure I liked him yet, I’d only just met him so it’d seem insane. I pulled on my little purple batman socks with the black logo painted over them. Standing in front of the mirror I quickly applied a little bit of black liquid eyeliner over the tops of my eyes. I added to my eyes by flaring out my eyelashes with mascara. I didn’t bother with any lipstick or gloss due to the fact I really could not be bothered. I put in my small stud earrings with small spiky hoops. They weren’t very big but at least they were a little noticeable. I slid my bullet belt through my jean loops and done up the front buckle. I knew they were getting stupidly big on my small frame but they were one of my favourite pairs of jeans, I couldn’t just simply give them away could I? I added my laser cut Zelda necklace around my neck and it rested just in the middle of my stomach as such. I decided to wear my Carstairs ring this time so I looped it onto my ring finger, I was lucky it fit so perfectly. At last I added my snake’s bracelets, I hissed a little as one of the links caught on a cut however it soon settled just above and didn’t catch any longer. Unfortunately it drew a small amount of blood. I quickly managed to clean that up with a piece of gauze. I finally pulled out my hair straighters and plugged them into one of the wall sockets. Then I heard the door to our room slam closed. It was followed by several screams and gasps of disgust. I flung open the door to find my roommate picking at the items I’d left on my bed. [br][br]
“Hey stop touching my stuff!’’ The girl, Kaelie, turned around and I smirked at her expression.[br][br]
“Oh my god you’re my roommate! Ew what’s all the trash your wearing little emo fag?’’ She pointed a perfectly manicured nail at me, looking down her noise at me like I was dirt. [br][br]
‘”I’m not a little emo fag, you bitch. By the way, I’m wearing clothes. Look into them!’’ I retorted. I couldn’t help my last remark, she honestly was wearing nothing. She wore a disgusting shade of pink on her shirt which was so tight you could practically see all her chest, and a tight white mini-skirt which if it had been any higher, it would have been made illegal. She had bright neon pink heels as well, which looked absolutely ankle breaking. Her face was like the sun practically orange and bright with all the fake tan and slap. Her eyes had been coated horrifically in neon pink eye shadow and her lips were the same. Her platinum, probably bleached, blonde hair was put up in a trashy style, highlighting her big gold hoops for earrings. I sighed as she glared. I turned back into the bathroom and started to do my hair. It was soon perfectly straightened. There then came a knock at the door. I put down the straighteners and turn them off. I grabbed my Zelda hoodie and put it on.
Opening the door revealed Jake, and standing behind him was Andy. I greeted them both and smiled at them. [br][br]
“Andy wait for me baby I’ll be another five minutes!’’ Came Kaelie’s horribly high voice. Jake and Andy both cringed which seemed a little weird, but I followed both their actions. [br][br]
“Okay, I’ll wait for you hun!’’ He looked at both me and Jake. “You two go on ahead, we’ll be there soon. Go meet the others guys and just explain why I’m late okay?’’ Jake sighed and nodded which Andy gave a grateful look at. Jake started down the corridor and I followed after him then. [br][br]
We arrived down at the cafeteria after a few… long trips around the place. It seemed to take a long time to get there but in reality it was only five minutes. When we arrived we were called over by a hyperactive looking man with black make-up and dress. Jake introduced him as Christian, or better known as CC. There were another two guys sat at the table and they too were wearing black make-up and clothes. CC told me excitedly that they were called Ashley and Jinxx, whose real name was Jeremy. We didn’t have a long time to talk due to the fact the head teacher came up to the platform at the head of the row of tables and demanded our silence. Andy and Kaelie barely managed to get into the hall and too our table in time. They looked a bit shaken up and messy. Andy's shirt was pulled to the side slightly and Kaelie's hair was messed up as well as her shirt not quite meeting her skirt. None of the guys seemed to question it however, I supposed that it was normal.[br][br]
‘’Students, welcome!’’ The women at the platform began. She looked to be in her 40’s perhaps a bit older due to the matching tweed jacket and skirt she was wearing. She wore a plain white blouse and a pair of burgundy middle heels. ‘’This is a brand new term and will be thriving with opportunities for you! We all hope that you will meet our expectations with your hard work and constant good attitude to learning. We had a brilliant term last time so let’s hope we continue the excellent work this time! We expect you to continue learning and improving whilst also using your caring manners. Thank you!’’ [br][br]
After her performance speech was finished we all commenced in eating and talking.
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title credit: merry christmas, kiss my ass - all time low