Status: I hate myself for writing this
Love, Your Mother
IX
Dear Mother,
I watched you die today. It was something I never wanted to see in my life. You were too young and beautiful to die. Mom, through everything you only showed me love and compassion. Even when I wasn’t close to being born yet, you loved me with every ounce of your soul. I love you, mom. I wish that you would come back, dad misses you. Melissa miss you. And I miss you, I miss you so much, Mom. You’ve been there for me for so much shit. You’ve put up through all of my stupid problems and there isn’t a woman I’ve been that close to. I’m going to do my best to make you and dad proud. I’m sorry I’ve been such a shit son like I told you earlier. I’m going to raise my future kids like you raised me. I love you, Ma. I miss you so much. I’m sorry. I hope you’re happy wherever you are. While you’re up there, can you tell Uncle Jim that I miss him too?
Love you always,
Your son, Jaxon Alexander Baker.
I watched you die today. It was something I never wanted to see in my life. You were too young and beautiful to die. Mom, through everything you only showed me love and compassion. Even when I wasn’t close to being born yet, you loved me with every ounce of your soul. I love you, mom. I wish that you would come back, dad misses you. Melissa miss you. And I miss you, I miss you so much, Mom. You’ve been there for me for so much shit. You’ve put up through all of my stupid problems and there isn’t a woman I’ve been that close to. I’m going to do my best to make you and dad proud. I’m sorry I’ve been such a shit son like I told you earlier. I’m going to raise my future kids like you raised me. I love you, Ma. I miss you so much. I’m sorry. I hope you’re happy wherever you are. While you’re up there, can you tell Uncle Jim that I miss him too?
Love you always,
Your son, Jaxon Alexander Baker.
♠ ♠ ♠
I hate myself