My Vow

"Finally, some alone time," Die sighed as he plopped down on the red, plush seat of the tour bus.

"Are you sure that you didn't want to do any sight seeing with the guys?" Amara queried as she looking from the kitchen counter to the rhythm guitarist.

"Nah, I've seen this place so many times," Die replied as he looked up at her, "Besides, it's not every tour I have my girlfriend come with me."

Amara giggled and could feel Die wrap his arms around her from behind. It is true though. Amara was able to take some time off from work to go on a tour with Die. She knew that her assistant, Yukiko, could handle the art gallery no problem. Ever since Amara started dating Die, she would miss him dearly since he would be gone months at a time and she could never go with him. She was happy when Die asked her to come along and she was able to hire more help while she was gone. This gave her a good opportunity to spend time with Die and his bandmates; his closest friends. She loved all his bandmates, thinking that they were all funny and kind. Sure, she has hung out with them before but she got to spend more time with each member on the tour. She mostly liked picking on Kyo, thinking of the vocalist as a brother. Kyo would lightly tease her too as his way of showing that he felt the same. She also liked playing jokes on the others with Toshiya and she enjoyed talking to Shinya about anything. She was surprised that she could talk to Kaoru about anything too. Kaoru was the quiet leader of Dir en grey but on the inside he's a playful kid with a large heart. She thought of Dir en grey as her other family.

Amara turned to look at him with a smile across her pale, pink lips, "I'm glad that I could come along with you guys. I would miss you too much too."

Die could see the pained look on her face. Even though it was for a split second, he could tell. He got up from his seat and took his girlfriend into his arms. Amara wrapped her arms around his torso while placing her head on his chest. Die caressed light circles on her back with his hand. Die really was happy that she could come along with him. His career usually took a toll on his love life but Amara understood what he did is what he loved doing. There were times where he thought she wanted to break up with him because he would be at band practice late or he would announce he would be on tour. He was surprised when Amara said that she was proud of him and proud of what he did. He wanted to keep Amara close. Don't get him wrong, even though he was at practice a lot, he still made time for Amara. He liked taking her out to dinner and to have fun in Tokyo. Amara even liked staying at home with Die, cuddling on the couch and watching movies.

Die nuzzled his nose against hers, "I miss you too when I'm gone, ai. I am really happy that you were able to come with us this time."

"I hope I'm not disturbing you guys at all," Amara replied looking into his umber eyes.

"What? No way! The guys love having you here," Die replied, "Besides, they like your cooking too."

Amara couldn't help but giggle a little at that. It was true. Toshiya and Kyo usually wolfed down the dinner Amara would make for them. She loved cooking for the guys since she thought they deserved a home cooked meal. She wanted to make sure that they were all eating too.

"I'm glad," Amara replied as she ran her hands up his chest while pecking his lips.

Die kissed her back then looked at her, "Since the guys are gone, we have some time to ourselves."

Amara smirked a little and wrapped her arms around his neck, pressing her chest to his chest. Die pressed his lips to hers while letting his hands rub up and down her arms slowly. Amara could feel him nibble her bottom lip playfully then felt Die pick her up and placing her on the table. Amara knew where this was going but she didn't care. She ran her hands over his chest then slid them up his shirt slowly. Die shuddered when her fingers stroked his chest slowly. Die knew she knew that his ticklish spot was his chest. So she wanted to play this game, huh? He pulled away from the kiss to look at her. Amara tried to put on an innocent look but Die could see right through it.

"I'm guessing you are wanting the same thing," Die asked huskily.

"Mm, of course," Amara replied, "We haven't been able to in awhile."

"Hai," Die said placing a kiss on her lips.

"Not afraid of getting caught?" Amara asked with a giggle.

"They won't be back for awhile," Die replied smirking.

He then picked her up bridal style and taking her to his bunk. Die carefully placed Amara on his bed only to climb on top of her. Sure the bed in the tour bus was small but it was still comfortable. Amara sat up slightly to help Die remove his shirt. He couldn't help but smirk at how eager she was. He didn't blame her of course. He hasn't been able to be intimate with her for awhile now. Again he was busy with the band, not leaving too much time to be with his girlfriend. He then snapped back to reality as Amara pushed him down onto the bed, straddling his abdomen. She trailed kisses down his neck to his collarbone while moving her nimble fingers to his belt. Die cupped her face in his hands to bring her face to his, kissing her lovingly. Amara gladly kissed him back, letting her fingers continue to undo his belt slowly. Die unbuttoned Amara's shirt, brushing his lips from her lips to her cleavage. Amara let out a soft moan from his lush lips against her delicate skin.

Die's hands found their way up her arms to her back to find the clasp of her bra. He was able to unclasp her bra, letting it fall from her. Amara removed her shirt and bra for him to throw them aside. Die ran his hands up her stomch to cup her breasts in his guitar worn hands. Amara closed her eyes in bliss as a groan passed through her lips. His thumbs circled her nipples to feel them harden from his touch. She bit her lip and completely removed his pants along with his boxers. Amara could see he was growing hard from their foreplay. Amara moved down a little to gently stroke his member. Die twitched from her touches but loved every moment of it. Amara was usually very gentle but sensual at the same time when she would pleasure him. He could feel Amara take the head of his manhood into her mouth. She wrapped her tongue around the head and giving it small suckles. Die bit his lip as his whole body tingled from the gratification his red headed lover bestowed upon him. Slender fingers reached down to lace through her silken locks, tugging at her hair. Die let out a deep throated moan when he felt Amara take him into her mouth more. He tightened his grip on her hair when Amara began to cup and fondle his sac. Beads of sweat formed on Die's brow as warmth stirred in his groin. His mind clouded as his orgasm racked his whole body. He opened his eyes to see Amara's smiling porcelain face. He smiled back as his lover, bringing her body close to his. Amara pressed her lips against Die's in a loving kiss. Die placed a hand on the back of her head to happily kiss her back. She stroked his hair away from his face then pulled away to look into his umber eyes.

Amara could gaze into his eyes forever. This man was her everything and reason she could love again. Every time she thought about her past lovers, she didn't want to love ever again. ThenDei came into her life and helped her get back on her feet since her old boyfriends knocked her down. Die showed her he actually cared and lover her. He wouldn't push her away when she wanted to cuddle or when she wanted a kiss or even when she wanted a hug. He is always considerate of her feelings. Though when he made lover to her, she could see how much this man loved her. He could be rough and hard but also gentle and tender. She always felt wanted with everything he does for her.

Die broke her out of her thoughts when he pecked her nose. He chuckled when he watched her wrinkle her nose. He loved it when she did that, thinking she was adorable. Die knew she was deep in thought.

"Something wrong, ai?" Die asked caressing her back with the pads of his fingers.

Amara set her hands on his chest while looking at him, "I'm just thinking about how much you've helped me. After what Klaus and Victor did to me... I never wanted to get close to someone again... but getting to know you... I decided to give it another try... I don't regret becoming your girlfriend. I know that you do love me."

Die remembered Amara talking about her ex boyfriends. Klaus was a no good druggie and Victor was an abusive jerk. He couldn't believe how they treated someone like Amara the way they did. He vowed to never end up like them. Die nuzzled his nose lightly against hers.

"Of course I do," Die replied, "Very, very much. I know you love me too."

"More than anything," Amara responded and ran her nails over his chest.

Amara giggled when Die squirmed from her nails against his chest. She loved teasing him when she would tickle his chest. Die held her hands in his so she would stop tickling him. Die leaned up to kiss her gently. Amara felt him shift and she was soon underneath him. Die leaned down to place kisses along her neck. Amara rested her hands on his shoulders, enjoying each small kiss he gave her. She really did love this man. Die continued his sweet kisses along her neck while removing her skirt along with her panties. Amara helped Die take off the rest of her clothing. Die ran his hands along her sides, letting them feel her skin. He moved inbetween her legs to bring them over his hips. He leaned down again to lightly nip her ear and making her shudder. Goosebumps had formed over her body from his nips and kisses. Amara let out a small whimper when she felt Die's fingers caress her clit slowly. She lightly dug her nails into his arms since it felt incredible. Die's fingers then slipped into warm, slightly moving them around. He was getting turned on more and more from Amara's mewls and groans of pleasure. Amara clenched her eyes shut as she felt her climax approach quickly with each time Die pumped his fingers in her. Amara arched her back and cried out as she reached her orgasm. Die smiled as he held her close to him. Amara smiled and wrapped her arms around him to lightly drag her nails across his back.

He then nuzzled his nose against hers while looking into her eyes as if asking her if she was ready. She smiled at him gently along with nuzzling his nose back. Die positioned himself then slowly pushed himself into her. Amara shivered at the feeling but wasn't a stranger to it. Die began to move steadily at first since he wanted this to last to show how much he loved the woman beneath him. He would give her kisses along her face and neck, continuing to move his hips against her. Amara did her best to match the movements of her lover. Die then took her hands into his then placed their hands above her head. His fingers intertwined with hers as he continued to pin them to the bed. Die pressed his body to hers as he began to pick up his pace. Amara closed her eyes and lightly groaning when he began to nip and suckle inbetween her neck and shoulder. She pressed herself against him as she felt her climax approaching. Die picked up the pace and thrusted into her roughly and passionately while he continued placing lovebites on her neck. Amara slightly dug her nails into his hands and cried out his name as she climaxed. Die shudder as she screamed his name the way she did. He thrusted a few more times before he climaxed but continued to ride out his orgasm. He then looked down at Amara to see she was trying to calm her breathing but she was smiling. Die stroked her cheek with his thumb and returning her smile.

He pulled out of her then laid beside her, gathering her into his arms. Amara cuddled against him while closing her eyes, completely spent. Die was about to say something to her but saw that she had fallen asleep. He chuckled and decided to let her sleep. He would just have to tell her tomorrow.

The next day, Dir en grey had a day off before they had to perform again the next day. They were in a new town so everyone decided to go check it out. Die was walking with Amara down one of the sidewalks that was lined with different shops. Die thought about this morning when the guys were poking fun at him for "getting it on" with his girlfriend. Die didn't care though. He had loved Amara dearly and that wouldn't change. Amara's face immediately lightened up when she saw a park. She began to tug Die towards the playground. There was no one there so they had it all to themselves. Amara immediately ran to the swingset and sat on one of the seats. Die couldn't help but laugh at how cute she was right now. Amara smiled cutely up at him and could see that Die was smiling at her. His smile seemed different. He then leaned down to kiss her.

Amara smiled and kissed back, "What's that for?"

"Because I love you," Die replied.

"I love you too," Amara giggled as she moved a little on the swing.

Die then remembered that he wanted to tell her something that he wanted to say last night, "Amara-chan?"

"Yes, Die-sama?" Amara asked looking up at him curiously.

"I know that you have been hurt badly by Klaus and Victor in the past... but I want you to know that I promise I will protect, cherish and love you. You deserve so much," Die replied as he looked into her eyes.

Amara stopped swinging and looked at him. She could see that he was pouring his heart out to her right now. She smiled gently and stood up to face him. She really loved this man.

She held him close and looked up at him, "You already do that, Die. You deserve so much too."

Die smiled softly and stroked her cheek with his thumb, "I love you, Amara Volkova."

"I love you, Andou Daisuke," Amara replied as she smiled gently and kissed his lips.