After All This Time I'm Still Into You

(Morning my pov)I came down stairs, refreshed and happy"Ok!I KNOW Im not the only one who had a very good night of sleep"I said smirking.All the ladies talked at the same time laughing and going 'yeaaaahhh!!' which made me laugh.."So today is 4th of July and we're going to where the feild is rightTo watch fireworks?"Jasmine asked"Yep"I said sitting next to Sally and Roxanne at the sewing machine.Then the sewing machine went off by it self..again.It was old and Roxanne started speaking in her own language"Ooohhh sexy.What'd you say?"Sally asked"Oh it was something like-"Deanna spoke gibberish ending with the word Milon.We all laughed at her"You know these guys at the store were talking so much smack about this basketball rematch thats supposed to go on"Amber said.I rolled my eyes"It was probably Baily...he's all talk.Dont worry about him...the boys have never lost a match and Im sure they wont intent to now"I said smiling"Oh I remember those creeps"Sally said.I nodded"Mmhmm Always hittin on Jess and us cheerleaders"Deanna said.I rolled my eyes at the though"Such slime balls.."I said"Then we have to get these uniforms ready"Roxanne said smiling"Where's the guys and kids?"I asked"The kids are playing and the guys are in the shed playing shoots and ladders"Gloria said"Oh.Okay.Well I just wanna say goodmorning to my love"I said smiling but then Lenny's phone went off"Oh it's Lenny's phone"Roxanne said picking it up"Hello?"She said and in a few short seconds, her face twisted in anger"Ohh Lenny's in trouble"I said smirking.She slammed the iphone on the table"What's wrong?"Sally asked"I just found out he cancled the trip Milon before we even got here!"She said.My jaw dropped. "Wow....I'll go get Marcus..that's one less guy to be nosey"I said and walked outside.I was going to sneek up to Marcus and hug him but I stopped to listen to what he was talking about to the guys...I mean the guys saw me but he kept talking"So this blonde and I were, you know, shakin the bed, when right at the good part"Lenny's eyes widened seeing me"A picture above her, right on the wall falls and hits her head""So what she cut your throat?-I-I mean she cut her head?"Lenny asked.I crossed my arms smiling annoyed"I just throw her 2 asprins and she starts nibbling-""Hi boys!"We all looked seeing Jasmine with an icepack on her head"Marcus!Your snoring kept me up all night long!"She took the pack off her head and there was a cut. Lenny looked at Robby"Robby,you hold him down....and I...will cut his fucking dick off!"I yelled angrily"Jess!How long have you been standing there?!"Marcus asked"Long enough to hear about your stupid dream!"I yelled shoving him.Robby shot up and chased him away,up to the deck"I'll kill him.I will FUCKING kill him with my OWN BARE HANDS!"I yelled as I stomped up to the deck.Robby kicked him in the balls.Marcus doubled over but looked up seeing me standing infront of him"J-Jess you believe I didnt do that right?"Marcus asked.I didnt think twice, I punched him in the mouth.Lenny and Eric held me back because I was going to punch Marcus again"Did last night mean ANYTHING to you?!It's age 18 all over again!Why did you have to make me feel like this if you just wanted to sleep with me?!Just tell me Higgins!Why would you be with me and make me fall for you AGAIN if you were just trying to get in my pants again?!"I yelled in a cracked voice as tears fell down my face"I didnt do ANYTHING Jess!You think I would do that to you?!I love you god damn it!"Marcus yelled"Oh bull shit Higgins!I heard your STUPID dream!She's got a scratch on her god damned head!If you loved me so FUCKING much why would you betray me?!You out of ANYONE HERE would be the FIRST person to jump on that!!!"I yelled still crying"Yeah you did sleep with Stipson's mother"Kurt said"I dont even know that guy!He was your friend!I barely knew him!She grabbed my weiner I told you guys!That's his daughter!It's different!Do you really think I'd give Jess up over a girl that's two times younger then me?!"Marcus yelled"Me and him?Maybe I flirted with him,but that was to get your attention...Jess I'd never do that to you.Ive known you way to long then to betray you like that"Jasmine said"I heard it too"Amber said running up the steps over to us"Lenny,Eric,let me go so I can kill him and throw him into the lake for the turles to pick at him!"I said angrily squirming to get free"And thats why we wont let you-" Lenny stopped as Robby kicked Marcus in the balls again with his arrow foot so Robby and Marcus yelled in pain"We heard it 3 rooms away"Said Bridget.I instantly calmed down"Well then he's off the hook"Lenny said"No wait!What happened to your head Jaz?"I asked as Lenny let me go"When I was changing last night, I got the feeling someone was watching through my window,so I went to close the shades,and I tripped and fell on my head"Jasmine said.I felt bad for everything now..."Yeah,dude, thats your daughter.I would never do that,you're my best friend man...and Jasmine would never be with me because Im me and only Jess can really handle me.Im sorry Im not married to Jess the way I should have been for the past 30 years but thats why I wanted everything to work with us now...I love you too much to risk anything Jess.I always thought and hoped we could be happy together like Lenny and Roxanne"Marcus said"Im sorry"I said as tears fell"Hey its okay.Ive hurt you before"Marcus said as he hugged me but it was cut short when Roxanne spoke"Oh, like Lenny?"Roxanne asked annoyed.Lenny was confused"I answered your phone today.It was your assisstant?I asked if he cancled the flight for Milon and he did BEFORE WE EVEN CAME HERE!Roxanne yelled"He said that?Why would he say that I mean-""Oh he just made that up?"Roxanne asked"Im not saying that he made it up,I mean in his head he believes it's true"Lenny said but I shook my head knowing he was lying"Dont you agent me Lenny!Stop trying to handle everyone and everything and start taking a little responcibility for once!"Roxanne said infront of him now"Ok you're right!I'll start taking responcibility.I just thought it be better for our family to be here with normal people"Lenny said"We're notmal?"Deanna asked.I stifled a grin"I just thought it wouldnt be easy to tell ya, so I-I kept it a secret"Lenny said"You peel back any marriage,there are secrets"Eric said.Sally gave him a look"I dont have-I love you,I love you"Eric said"Our kids are becoming nutty,snotty,spoiled.I mean we have a nanny-""So she is a nanny"Kurt said smiling"No no no she's not a nanny-""Of course she's a nanny! When does the lying stop?!"Roxanne yelled"It stops right after this - - she's more of an opear not really a nanny-""Lenny"Roxanne said annoyed.Robby,Marcus and I started laughing lightly at his stupidity"The lying stops now.I swear to god, I love you"Lenny said"Men lie!They always lie!Kurt sure as hell lies!"Mama Ronzoni yelled from the porch swing"What do I lie about Toe-J simpson!"Kurt asked"Oh please. The nanny?"Deanna said.Rita was offended"What about the nanny?"Kurt asked"You have a thing for her"Deanna said"I do not have a thing for the nanny.Im a married man,period.But did I have a nice conversation with a woman who doesnt go 'where's this?' and 'did ya pick up that'? Yeah"Kurt said"What?You can have nice conversations with me"Deanna said"When?You're always working.And when you're home you're just always tired, and u dont even touch me let alone even look at me"Kurt said"Sounds like an old woman!Deanna you should of married Alberto Delucio like I told u!"Ronzoni said"Yeah and if I had stayed with him you'd be the one pregnant right now!"Deanna yelled"You're probably right sweety!I'll just butt out!"Mama yelled"Thankyou!"Kurt yelled"Look maybe I do take you for granted and Im sorry"Deanna said.They got closer "How's about every Thursday night I take you out for a date night"Deanna said"Thursdays are Grey's Anatomy but any other night is beautiful"Kurt said and Deanna and him hugged"As long as we're being honest...I'm actually not part of the lawn and furniture store.I dont even work there anymore.I got layed off in April.I rented the cadi and acted like a big shot cuz I didnt want u to know"Eric said embarassed"Lamonsoff you dont have to hide anything from us"Lenny said"As long as we're getting things off our chest..I got a confession to make.I'm wearing a toop"Robby said"No shit"Rita finally spoke making all of us laugh"I have a confession to make"Gloria said"Im really a man"She said and all of us BUT Robby laughed saying at different times 'I knew it' or 'I told you!' "Im just kidding!I'm actually kind of hurt you all believed me"Gloria said then qwe all said at different times we were kidding and we were joking"Never the less,I know it's not my place but,uh,well after all I am the oldest" Gloria said"Hell ya you are!"Ronzoni said.I smirked"Despite the joking and razzing,I see alot of love here.And with love comes hostility.Like with Rob when he snapped at me the other day?That was scary.And u all thought that I was so calm but inside, inside,I was saying 'Gloria Newnan do not call him a bug eyed sosiopath with a little man complex.Do not say that his hair makes him look like a dirty q-tip.Or that he resembles an elder gay Jonas brother"Gloria said, we were cracking up"Ok,they get it"Robby said"Or a midget Phillipino Fonzy.I didnt say that"Gloria said but I had already fell to my knees laughing so hard"Ok Im good"I said wiping a tear away standing up"Life can be difficult sometimes.It gets bumpy.What with family and kids and things working out again"Gloria said.Marcus hugged me.I put my head on his shoulder"But it gets interesting.And life?The first half's always exciting.Then the second half,that's where the depth comes in"Gloria finished"Wow...that really inspired me to do some thing crazy and impulsive...Jess...I was gonna wait but..look I love you and I wanna do this infront of all of my friends...I realize now how quick I could easily lose you...and that's scary.. so I have to do this now before you get away from me....so..."I gasped as Marcus got on one knee and took off his necklace then took the ring off the chain"Jessica Marie Ferdinando..will you please give me the privelage to marry you finally?"Marcus asked holding out his ring "Oh my god Marcus....I dont know what to say"I said"Say yes!"Ronzoni said.I laughed as my eyes watered"Yes.Yes you idiot yes"I said as he shot up and kissed me.He slipped the ring on my finger"I love you"Marcus said"I love you too"I said kissing again.The whole gang awed at us"That girl you slept with from the resturaunt is gonna be gone when I get to your house"I said"How'd you-Lenny!"Marcus said angrily"What?!She's your fiance now.No secrets remember?"Lenny said smirking"Whatever.I got my lady"He said smiling as he kissed me...