Junior Year

I want to love her, but I don't want to love her. Honestly, I'm scared of the possible repercussions if I admit myself to this. I like her, but I'm pretty sure she doesn't like me back. Had this other party a couple days ago, but it didn't seem like she liked me. I've been daydreaming about us. But I don't want to acknowledge my feelings. It's this sense of fear that's holding me back from acknowledging. Also, my friends switched seats so I ended up sitting next to her. Pretty fuckin' sweet. Well, anyways, water polo season's over. Soccer season starting up. Team's looking raw this year. Let's kill it out there this season guys. Maybe she'll come to watch one of my games.