Junior Year

This relationship between my freshman crush and me has developed pretty nicely. I can't tell if it's just cause we're comfortable with each other, or we're just being flirty, but there were a lot of times today at practice where we had physical contact and it was pretty fun. It was really hot today and I like this kind of weather so I really enjoyed today, along with hanging out with the girl I like. I still don't want to accept it, because the family I've developed with certain people at track is so close, I feel like creating a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship with someone within my group could create separation, which is something I definitely don't want. According to some people, she's said that she doesn't need a relationship right now, so I'm kind of dialing it back a bit, but I really think that our relationship can still develop into something more.