Status: Active - Rewriting!

A New Beginning.

Five.

My eyes fluttered open and I heard talking, I blinked a few times to adjust to where I was. The room was white and the bed was lumpy, machines were bleeping. 'I need to get out of here' I thought to myself. I saw Edward, Carlisle and Jacob all looking very tense. My hand very slowly moved to my belly. I tried to move my head but the pain was too much and my hand flew to my head. They noticed the movement and all eyes were on me. They looked wearily at me. I looked at my arms and all the wires. 'Can I have a glass of water please?' My plan get them out the room rip all the wire out of me and get the hell out. 'Yes of course Lucy' Carlisle said. Edward was looking at me waiting for me to do something, Jacob was tense.

They left the room, that was to easy. I started taking the i.v out my arm and the heart monitor and all the silly wires. I slowly got out of bed testing my legs and head. I grabbed my clothes and bag and looked out the room. Toilet. I ran and locked myself in the toilet. I got changed and tied my hair back into a ponytail. I grabbed my keys out my bag and casually walked out the hospital. I knew it wouldnt be long til they caught up to me. I went to the bar/grill to grab my car and drove home.

Do I pack and run? Do I stay and things get more weird. I sat down head in my hands when the a knock at the door made me jump.

I looked at my phone, and the time 'oh crap I've got work at 7pm, its 5.' I left the door and jumped in the Shower I looked down at my belly a small bump was there, to people I could look bloated but to me its my popcorn. The one im doing this for.

I showered and got dressed into this. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=133622980

I grabbed my phone and bag and walked down stairs scrolling through my phone. I stepped of the last step and looked up. My house was full of people. Cullens, Jacob and his friends.

I looked back at my phone and went to the kitchen. I grabbed a yogurt and fruit and quickly ate. 'You're gonna eat more than that young lady.' I heard a stern voice... Carlisle. I've gotta go. I start getting up and walking through the living room when my way was blocked by Edward. 'Look what do you want?' I said frustrated. None of them said anything just looked at me. 'Are you going to say anything or do I need to kick your ass out my way?!' I heard sniggers and Rosalie said 'good luck with that one'

I huffed in frustration. My phone started ringing and I stopped glaring and looked through my bag. 'Oh great! Just what I need!' I walked off into the kitchen and into the garden. 'What do you want?' I said as my ex was on the phone. 'I know where you are!' he said. ''And?' I replied. 'Im coming to sort things out, I want you and to be in the babies life' he replied. 'Good luck with that one.' I slammed the phone shut. Im so angry nowadays.

I take a deep breathe, and walk back in. There still there. 'Look Im going i've got things to do.' I grab my heel and bag and keys and walk up to Edward. 'Are you going to let me past or do I need to stick this -I show him my heel- somewhere the sun doesnt shine?' He moves and lets me past. 'Thank you' I say sarcastically. I sort my shoes out and run to the car and start the engine. I race to work just in time to set myself up.

I do a warm up with Amber Rileys - Color Blind

When the world is seeing yellow
I only see grey
When everybody sees the rainbow
I'm stuck in the rain
You take a little piece of me
Every time you leave
I don't think that I'll ever find that silver lining
Or a reason to smile

You know I used to paint such vibrant dreams
Now I'm colorblind colorblind
When did my heart
Get so full of the never mind never mind
Did you know
That you stole the only thing I needed
Always black and white in my eyes
I'm colorblind

Ain't it funny that you managed
To just wash away
Even pictures that you're not in
Have started to fade
I tried to play my favorite songs
But I can't sing along
The words don't feel the same
You've taken all the best things from me
And thrown them away

You know I used to paint such vibrant dreams
Now I'm colorblind colorblind
When did my heart
get so full of the never mind never mind
Did you know
That you stole the only thing I needed
Always black and white in my eyes
I'm colorblind

Edward, Jacob and Alice walked in.

I'll wait
For roses to be red again
And I hate
That you took my blue from the ocean
Give me back green greens and golden's
My purples my blues you stole them
How long will I be broken

You know I used to paint such vibrant dreams
Now I'm colorblind colorblind
When did my heart
get so full of the never mind, never mind
Did you know
That you stole the only thing I needed
Only black and white in my eyes
I'm colorblind
It's only black and white in my eyes
I'm colorblind

I smiled to myself and set the next song up Ella Henderson - Glow

Like a chest of hidden gold
Shimmers in the depths below
We are, we are, the treasures that
They hide
Like the sun that saves the night
Bursting through a darkened sky
We are, we are, soldiers of the light

And we will glow
Oh, oh, oh

So let them build their righteous
Tower
Our blazing hearts will burn it down
We are, we are, soldiers of the light
And we will glow
Oh, oh, oh

We are fire, we are fire
And our love will burn
The flame will never die
We are brighter, we are brighter
Let's show 'em how we light up
Tonight
We will glow
Oh, oh, oh

Like a chest of hidden gold
Shimmers in the depths below
We are, we are, the treasures that
They hide
Like the sun that saves the night
Bursting through a darkened sky
We are, we are, soldiers of the light

And we will glow
Oh, oh, oh

We are fire, we are fire
And our love will burn
The flame will never die
We are brighter, we are brighter
Let's show 'em how we light up
Tonight
We will glow
Oh, oh, oh
We will glow
Oh, oh, oh

We are fire, we shoot our flame up high
They see us burn across a thousand miles
We are brighter, the flame will never die
Let's show 'em how we light up tonight
Oh, you and I we're soldiers of light

We will glow
Oh, oh, oh
We will glow
Oh, oh, oh
We will glow

I slowly decend the steps and go to the bar. I wait patiently for the bar man to come up to me. 'Hey' he smiled. 'Hey' I smiled back. 'What can I get you?' he asked. 'Can I have a glass of water please?' I asked.'Ice?' he asked. 'Of course' I smile and wait patiently observing the room to feel eyes on my back. 'There you go' he places the water infront of me. I take the water. 'Thanks' and I slowly weave my way around people. I put my water down and notice my ex walk in with his friend. I set up the next song Ariana Grande - Break Free

If you want it, take it
I should've said it before
Tried to hide it, fake it
I can't pretend anymore

I only wanna die alive
Never by the hands of a broken heart
Don't wanna hear you lie tonight
Now that I've become who I really are

[x2:]
This is the part when I say I don't want ya
I'm stronger than I've been before
This is the part when I break free
'Cause I can't resist it no more

You were better, deeper
I was under your spell
Like a deadly fever, yeah, babe
On the highway to hell, yeah

I only wanna die alive
Never by the hands of a broken heart
Don't wanna hear you lie tonight
Now that I've become who I really are

[x2:]
This is the part when I say I don't want ya
I'm stronger than I've been before
This is the part when I break free
'Cause I can't resist it no more

No more, baby, ooh

Thought on your body
I came alive
It was lethal
It was fatal
In my dreams it felt so right
But I woke up every time

I notice my ex looking at me, I carry on singing.

Oh, baby

[x2:]
This is the part when I say I don't want ya
I'm stronger than I've been before
This is the part when I break free
'Cause I can't resist it no more

I notice all the Cullen are sat round a table and Jacob and his pack are around another. My ex and his friends are round another. This is getting weird.

I feel a flutter or bubbling in my belly. My hand shots to my belly. I look down. Carlisle notices and keeps a steady eye on me. I smiled and made a note to book a ultrasound tomorrow.

I sang a few more song and the baby kept fluttering. I was on cloud 9 my baby reacts to my singing.

My last song was Demi Lovato - Really Don't Care. I looked at my ex for the song.

You wanna play, you wanna stay, you wanna have it all
You started messing with my head until I hit a wall
Maybe I should've known, maybe I should've known
That you would walk, you would walk out the door, hey!

Said we were done, then met someone and rubbed it in my face
Cut to the part, she broke your heart, and then she ran away
I guess you should've known, I guess you should've known
That I would talk, I would talk

But even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh oh oh I really don't care
Even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh oh oh I really don't care
Oh oh oh I really don't care

I can't believe I ever stayed up writing songs about you
You don't deserve to know the way I used to think about you
Oh no not anymore, oh no not anymore
You had your shot, had your shot, but you let go

Now if we meet out on the street I won't be running scared
I'll walk right up to you and put one finger in the air
And make you understand, and make you understand
You had your chance, had your chance

But even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh oh oh I really don't care
Even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh oh oh I really don't care
Oh oh oh I really don't care

[Cher Lloyd]
Yeah, listen up
Hey, hey, never look back,
Dumb struck boy, ego intact
Look boy, why you so mad
Second guessin', but should've hit that
Hey Demi, you picked the wrong lover
Should've picked that one, he's cuter than the other
I just wanna laugh, cause you're tryna be a hipster
Kick him to the curb, take a Polaroid picture

But even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh oh oh I really don't care
Even if the stars and moon collide
I never want you back into my life
You can take your words and all your lies
Oh oh oh I really don't care
Oh oh oh I really don't care

I sang with as much attitude I had.