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Love Will Bring Us Together Again
Chapter 4
"Unbrace the silence
cuz theres nothing that can change the way I feel
Taking all that you wanted
Now theres nothing that can change the way I feel" A dark flow of energy came from my body, it started to gently feel the glass around me
"Hold on little girl!" The energy pulsated hitting the glass, not hard but not soft
"The end is soon to come!
(Sick of it all" The energy hit the glas HARD, making a crack, a small crack, but a crack non the less
sick of it all
we will not follow
sick of it all the energy hit again, making the crack bigger. Loki smirked watching me with lust.
sick of it all
we will understand how
sick we are
sick we are
of this bottomless
pit of lies
behind closed eyes!"
The energy hit again but this time Angela walked in not saying a word. Just watching me. I instantly stopped singing as she opened my door"Listen here sister. I knew you would do this. I brought this from home...from the Allfather"She then, in one swift movement,attatched something to my neck.It wrapped around my neck like a choker, but it didnt hurt"What have you done to me?!"I said angrily"You can no longer sing so long as u wear the brace of no melody.He has made it especially for you"She said handing me a bottle of water, well rather, shoving it into my gut and then storming out.I tried to sing, but I was instantly shocked.I coughed roughly"Are you alright?"Loki asked worriedly"I..I really can not sing.It shocked me"I said with wide eyes.Loki glared"They treat you like a dog...do not worry my love...I will have that off of you soon.Just rest for now.It was a good attempt"He said smiling sadly at me.I smiled back touching the window.He touched it where my hand was,but in an instant, it turned back to a mirror"Ah!You bloody ass!"I yelled in frustration"Calm yourself my love.Everything will be alright"He said.I sighed"Im going to meditate"I said pitifully"Good"He said.I then sat in the middle of the room and began to meditate.I thought for a while...I was so angry with Angela and Thor...but should I really start a war with Asguard.....I shook those thoughts away.To be free with Loki is something that would make me happier then anything.What do I have left in the castle?Materialistic things and lonlieness for all eternity..without Loki?I think not.In my opinion..it just wasn't worth it.It wasnt worth the lonliness.I was lost in my thoughts truely, deeply lost, biting on my thumb and I sat with my knees to my chest when the mirror effect went down and I saw a pretty auburn haired woman in a tight suit..Loki smirked"Not many people can sneak up on me"Loki said"But you figured I'd come"she said.She glanced at me, then back to Loki"I'll accept it.After what ever tortures you can concauct,you would appear as a friend.And I would cooperate"Loki said smiling"I wanna know what you've done to agent~~"She said(its really hard to hear and see what they wrote >~<) "I would say I expanded his mind"Loki said with a ghost of a smirk.She took a step closer and began to slowly walk up to the glass"And once you've won,once you're the king of the mountain,what happens to his mind?"She asked crossing her arms"Is this love agent Romonoff?"Loki asked smirking"Love is for children.I owe him debt"She said coldly"I beg to differ love.After all, we are living, breathing examples of true love.I know what you're thinking.Love makes you weaker...but it actually makes you stronger.I know.You fight for what u believe in"I said crossing my arms.I had been listening patiently.She smirked"This makes you both children"She said.I smirked back"I do not call it childish.I call it being grown up enough to admitting my feelings.So I ask you Agent Romonoff, who is the childish one here...and who is the one asking for someones knowledge of what he did to your secret lover...and by the way..I saw him...for a mortal..you have good taste"I said with no smile.She gave me a look...as well as Loki.Hers was a defeated look, and Loki's was a jealous look"You...saw him?"she asked"Did you not see me the night he left with us?I saw you"I said smirking.Loki smirked and sat down"And what of this debt you speak of?I always enjoy a good love story"I said sitting down on my bench.She sighed and began"Before I worked for sheild..I uhh..well"She sat down in a chair"I made a name for my self.I have a very specific skill set.I didnt care what I stood for or all.I rubbed sheild in a bad way.Agent He was sent to kill me.He made a different call"She said.I smirked"So you fell in love with him when he gave you a chance to change.And you...being attracted to him...gave in to the change...for him.Thats what I did.I changed for Loki"I said smirking"That's not why I started working for sheild at all...and you..Jessica..from what I heard changed for the worst and that's sad because you are so beautiful"She said sighing.I smile"They say you do crazy things when you are in love...like how you worry for your precious agent"I said smirking"And what will you do if I have not vowed his name?"Loki asked"Not let you ou-""Oh, Oh I like this.Your world in the balance and you're barganing for one man"I tend not to weave over them I'm Russian..or I was"Romonoff said"And what are you now?"I asked with curiosity"Its really not that complicated.I got red in my letcher,I'd like to wipe it out"She said"Can you?Can you wipe out that much red?"Loki then bagan naming locations that she has done wrong in.She looked sooooo shocked"Barton told me everything.Your legend is terrific.Its gushing red and you think saving a man more virtuous then yourself will chang anything?This is the basis sence od mentality.This is a child's prayer.Its pathetic.You lie and kill, in the service of liers and killers.You pretend to be seperate, to have your own code.Something that makes up for the horrors but they've haunted you.They will never go away"Loki then slammed his fist into the glass, making her jump back.I watched in interest, sitting on the bench casualy while he spoke menacingly to her"I wont touch Barton, not until I let him kill you,slowly,intimately.In every way he knows you fear and then he'll wake just long enough to see his good work" Romonoff gagged and walked a little away "And when he screams, I'll split his skull.This is my bargin you muling quim"Loki said.He was scary...but this side of Loki..made me more attracted to him..."You're a monster"She said but Loki chuckled"You caught the monster"Loki said
but then the wheels started to roll in my head as to why"Loki you idiot!"I said standing up.Loki looked at me in confusion, then Romonoff turned around"So, Banner.That's your play" she said"What?"Loki said confused"Oh you idiot!"I said banging my hand on the glass as Romonoff left saying Loki was planning to use Banner against us"She got into your head!"I said glaring at him.Loki looked beyond pissed"I will kill her personally"Loki said.I rolled my eyes"Forget it.If we're lucky he'll still get angry"I said sighing as I sat back down on the bench"I never thought you would be tricked so easily Loki.You seemed to know what you were doing"I said"Jessica my love"He said"What?"I asked"Shut up"He said calmly.My jaw dropped.I turned back to him"So that's it then?"I said as my heart nearly stopped.He looked up"What's it?"He asked.I walked to the camera"Could someone please put up the mirror again?!Thor?I no longer wish to see this bloody git"I said"Jessica!"Loki said in a hurt and angry way.I kept my back to him as the mirror came back up.I dropped to my knees and tear began to fall.The fact that he said shut up didnt bother me at all...but he has NEVER spoken to me like that and I didn't appriciate it one bit"Jessica...Jessica I'm sorry.I was just angry that she tricked me" he sighed"You're really the only person I can rely and trust on.With out you my love...I am nothing"He said.I kept silent thought.I just wasn't ready to talk....so about 15-20 minutes later, there was a BIGGGG explosion, shaking the entire place, and knocking me off the bench.the mirrors fell and I saw Loki.He looked at me"Are you alright?"ghe asked.I got up, dusting myself off,them sittimg back down"Jessica please.If we get out of here..we would have time..to make love you know"He said.I blushed turning to him"Loki...is that all you think about?"I asked.He sighed"No..but I got you to talk to me"He said.I sighed with a small smile"Try to be less of an ass and we'll be alright"I said"I am sorry love.Truely"he said.I got up placing my hand on the glass again"We do this together darling.As a team"I said.He nodded"A team"He said smiling as I placed my forhead on the glass,he did too,starring into my eyes"If it werent for this glass...I would kiss you right now"I said smiling sadly"I agree"He said"How about you just kiss as soon as I let you free?"we looked seeing agent Barton standing there, he began to press buttons and our doors opened.Loki and I walked out and I hugged him"Im gonna take care of some things now"He said and ran off.I looked at Loki.He smiled"Have I told you lately that I love you?"He asked.I smiled"Yes, but I do enjoy hearing it"I said smiling"I love you"He said kissing me deeply.I gasped as he kissed my neck then bit it"Loki!"I said blushing then gently pushed him back"If I cant have any fun with you there's no fun at all"He said smirking but his smirk faded as he pulled me into hiding.He then made a clone in the chamber of him and I"I thought u could only clone yourself?"I said"Learned a few new tricks since I last saw you love"He said.Thor and Angela came in and saw the doors opening with our illusion clones walking out"No!"He yelled as Angela went for me and he went for Loki but the doors closed behind them as they fell right through us"Are you ever not going to fall for that?"Loki asked.Thor then slammed his hammer on the glass.Loki and I jumped, expecting the mighty hammer to break it, but it only cracked a bit.Loki laughed"Humans think us immortal.Shall we test that?"Loki went to push the button to let Angela and Thor fall into the open air of 30 thousand feet but he was interupted but one of Loki's guards being knocked out"Move away please"said some guy holding a beam"Do u like this?Started working on the prototype after the Destroyer.Even I dont know what it does.Wanna find out?"the man said as the gun glowed orange just like the Destroyer.I smirked"How about we dont"I said and threw an ice shard right at him,hitting him in the heart.Angela screamed and Thor yelled no.The man dropped in pain.Loki smirked as the Teseract appeared in his hand.He began to press buttons as Thor and Angela watched us in anger"Jessica..you..you killed an innocent man"Angela said.I glared at her"He was just going to kill us"I said"He gave you a choice!"Angela yelled"And I choose to live!"I yelled back.The holes opened up under Thor and Angela.Thor said nothing just kept glaring"Jessica..."Angela said"What"I said"You are not my sister"She said.I glared in the most angry and hurt way.I slammed my hand down on the red button actually breaking the whole thing.I didnt even watch them fall.The second I broke the screen, I walked out"So be it"I said coldly as Loki caught up with me"You still have me love"he said. I sighed"Its not the same"I said letting a tear slide"But it will have to do"I said quickly getting over it.I wasnt over it actually, but I chose to ignore the pain.There were bigger things to worry about.Loki led me to the front.Where another flying craft was waiting for us.We got on and it flew off...Sitting there in silence...I couldnt get what Angela had said off of my mind. I didn't even realize it but tears were streaming"Darling do not worry about what Angela said.You must learn to ignore things like this"Loki said"But...she is my sister"I said.Loki sighed"I suppose it would feel different if Thor was actually my brother"Loki said then pulled me in a hug,resting his chin ontop of my head, rubbing my back soothingly"Here, let me get this damn thing off of your neck"he said pulling me back abit.He held the teseract up to my neck, and the thing broke off.I rubbed my neck"Test it to be sure"He said.I sighed.I coughed for a second then sang
"Please please forgive me
but I wont be home again
Maybe some day you'll look up
and barely concious you'll say to no one
isnt something missing?
You wont cry for absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isnt something missing?
Isnt someone missing me?
(Even though Im the sacrifice
you wont try for me not now
though I'd die to know you love me
Im all alone
Isnt someone missing me?)
Please please forgive
But I wont be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isnt something missing?
Isnt someone missing me?
(Even thought Im the sacrifice
You wont try for me not now
Thought I'd die to know you love me
Im all alone
Isnt someone missing me?
And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you dont care
And if I sleep
just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isnt something missing?
Isnt something...
even though Im the sacrifice
you wont try for me not now
Thought I'd die to know you love me
Im all alone
Isnt something missing
Isnt someone missing me....."
I finished and Loki kissed my head"I would miss you my love"He said.I smile"I know you would...it was to Angela"I said sighing"Sleep Jessica.You need your rest.I wish to take care of you"He said.I smiled kissing his cheek"Alright"I said then layed my head on his shoulder and fell off into a dreamless sleep...
cuz theres nothing that can change the way I feel
Taking all that you wanted
Now theres nothing that can change the way I feel" A dark flow of energy came from my body, it started to gently feel the glass around me
"Hold on little girl!" The energy pulsated hitting the glass, not hard but not soft
"The end is soon to come!
(Sick of it all" The energy hit the glas HARD, making a crack, a small crack, but a crack non the less
sick of it all
we will not follow
sick of it all the energy hit again, making the crack bigger. Loki smirked watching me with lust.
sick of it all
we will understand how
sick we are
sick we are
of this bottomless
pit of lies
behind closed eyes!"
The energy hit again but this time Angela walked in not saying a word. Just watching me. I instantly stopped singing as she opened my door"Listen here sister. I knew you would do this. I brought this from home...from the Allfather"She then, in one swift movement,attatched something to my neck.It wrapped around my neck like a choker, but it didnt hurt"What have you done to me?!"I said angrily"You can no longer sing so long as u wear the brace of no melody.He has made it especially for you"She said handing me a bottle of water, well rather, shoving it into my gut and then storming out.I tried to sing, but I was instantly shocked.I coughed roughly"Are you alright?"Loki asked worriedly"I..I really can not sing.It shocked me"I said with wide eyes.Loki glared"They treat you like a dog...do not worry my love...I will have that off of you soon.Just rest for now.It was a good attempt"He said smiling sadly at me.I smiled back touching the window.He touched it where my hand was,but in an instant, it turned back to a mirror"Ah!You bloody ass!"I yelled in frustration"Calm yourself my love.Everything will be alright"He said.I sighed"Im going to meditate"I said pitifully"Good"He said.I then sat in the middle of the room and began to meditate.I thought for a while...I was so angry with Angela and Thor...but should I really start a war with Asguard.....I shook those thoughts away.To be free with Loki is something that would make me happier then anything.What do I have left in the castle?Materialistic things and lonlieness for all eternity..without Loki?I think not.In my opinion..it just wasn't worth it.It wasnt worth the lonliness.I was lost in my thoughts truely, deeply lost, biting on my thumb and I sat with my knees to my chest when the mirror effect went down and I saw a pretty auburn haired woman in a tight suit..Loki smirked"Not many people can sneak up on me"Loki said"But you figured I'd come"she said.She glanced at me, then back to Loki"I'll accept it.After what ever tortures you can concauct,you would appear as a friend.And I would cooperate"Loki said smiling"I wanna know what you've done to agent~~"She said(its really hard to hear and see what they wrote >~<) "I would say I expanded his mind"Loki said with a ghost of a smirk.She took a step closer and began to slowly walk up to the glass"And once you've won,once you're the king of the mountain,what happens to his mind?"She asked crossing her arms"Is this love agent Romonoff?"Loki asked smirking"Love is for children.I owe him debt"She said coldly"I beg to differ love.After all, we are living, breathing examples of true love.I know what you're thinking.Love makes you weaker...but it actually makes you stronger.I know.You fight for what u believe in"I said crossing my arms.I had been listening patiently.She smirked"This makes you both children"She said.I smirked back"I do not call it childish.I call it being grown up enough to admitting my feelings.So I ask you Agent Romonoff, who is the childish one here...and who is the one asking for someones knowledge of what he did to your secret lover...and by the way..I saw him...for a mortal..you have good taste"I said with no smile.She gave me a look...as well as Loki.Hers was a defeated look, and Loki's was a jealous look"You...saw him?"she asked"Did you not see me the night he left with us?I saw you"I said smirking.Loki smirked and sat down"And what of this debt you speak of?I always enjoy a good love story"I said sitting down on my bench.She sighed and began"Before I worked for sheild..I uhh..well"She sat down in a chair"I made a name for my self.I have a very specific skill set.I didnt care what I stood for or all.I rubbed sheild in a bad way.Agent He was sent to kill me.He made a different call"She said.I smirked"So you fell in love with him when he gave you a chance to change.And you...being attracted to him...gave in to the change...for him.Thats what I did.I changed for Loki"I said smirking"That's not why I started working for sheild at all...and you..Jessica..from what I heard changed for the worst and that's sad because you are so beautiful"She said sighing.I smile"They say you do crazy things when you are in love...like how you worry for your precious agent"I said smirking"And what will you do if I have not vowed his name?"Loki asked"Not let you ou-""Oh, Oh I like this.Your world in the balance and you're barganing for one man"I tend not to weave over them I'm Russian..or I was"Romonoff said"And what are you now?"I asked with curiosity"Its really not that complicated.I got red in my letcher,I'd like to wipe it out"She said"Can you?Can you wipe out that much red?"Loki then bagan naming locations that she has done wrong in.She looked sooooo shocked"Barton told me everything.Your legend is terrific.Its gushing red and you think saving a man more virtuous then yourself will chang anything?This is the basis sence od mentality.This is a child's prayer.Its pathetic.You lie and kill, in the service of liers and killers.You pretend to be seperate, to have your own code.Something that makes up for the horrors but they've haunted you.They will never go away"Loki then slammed his fist into the glass, making her jump back.I watched in interest, sitting on the bench casualy while he spoke menacingly to her"I wont touch Barton, not until I let him kill you,slowly,intimately.In every way he knows you fear and then he'll wake just long enough to see his good work" Romonoff gagged and walked a little away "And when he screams, I'll split his skull.This is my bargin you muling quim"Loki said.He was scary...but this side of Loki..made me more attracted to him..."You're a monster"She said but Loki chuckled"You caught the monster"Loki said
but then the wheels started to roll in my head as to why"Loki you idiot!"I said standing up.Loki looked at me in confusion, then Romonoff turned around"So, Banner.That's your play" she said"What?"Loki said confused"Oh you idiot!"I said banging my hand on the glass as Romonoff left saying Loki was planning to use Banner against us"She got into your head!"I said glaring at him.Loki looked beyond pissed"I will kill her personally"Loki said.I rolled my eyes"Forget it.If we're lucky he'll still get angry"I said sighing as I sat back down on the bench"I never thought you would be tricked so easily Loki.You seemed to know what you were doing"I said"Jessica my love"He said"What?"I asked"Shut up"He said calmly.My jaw dropped.I turned back to him"So that's it then?"I said as my heart nearly stopped.He looked up"What's it?"He asked.I walked to the camera"Could someone please put up the mirror again?!Thor?I no longer wish to see this bloody git"I said"Jessica!"Loki said in a hurt and angry way.I kept my back to him as the mirror came back up.I dropped to my knees and tear began to fall.The fact that he said shut up didnt bother me at all...but he has NEVER spoken to me like that and I didn't appriciate it one bit"Jessica...Jessica I'm sorry.I was just angry that she tricked me" he sighed"You're really the only person I can rely and trust on.With out you my love...I am nothing"He said.I kept silent thought.I just wasn't ready to talk....so about 15-20 minutes later, there was a BIGGGG explosion, shaking the entire place, and knocking me off the bench.the mirrors fell and I saw Loki.He looked at me"Are you alright?"ghe asked.I got up, dusting myself off,them sittimg back down"Jessica please.If we get out of here..we would have time..to make love you know"He said.I blushed turning to him"Loki...is that all you think about?"I asked.He sighed"No..but I got you to talk to me"He said.I sighed with a small smile"Try to be less of an ass and we'll be alright"I said"I am sorry love.Truely"he said.I got up placing my hand on the glass again"We do this together darling.As a team"I said.He nodded"A team"He said smiling as I placed my forhead on the glass,he did too,starring into my eyes"If it werent for this glass...I would kiss you right now"I said smiling sadly"I agree"He said"How about you just kiss as soon as I let you free?"we looked seeing agent Barton standing there, he began to press buttons and our doors opened.Loki and I walked out and I hugged him"Im gonna take care of some things now"He said and ran off.I looked at Loki.He smiled"Have I told you lately that I love you?"He asked.I smiled"Yes, but I do enjoy hearing it"I said smiling"I love you"He said kissing me deeply.I gasped as he kissed my neck then bit it"Loki!"I said blushing then gently pushed him back"If I cant have any fun with you there's no fun at all"He said smirking but his smirk faded as he pulled me into hiding.He then made a clone in the chamber of him and I"I thought u could only clone yourself?"I said"Learned a few new tricks since I last saw you love"He said.Thor and Angela came in and saw the doors opening with our illusion clones walking out"No!"He yelled as Angela went for me and he went for Loki but the doors closed behind them as they fell right through us"Are you ever not going to fall for that?"Loki asked.Thor then slammed his hammer on the glass.Loki and I jumped, expecting the mighty hammer to break it, but it only cracked a bit.Loki laughed"Humans think us immortal.Shall we test that?"Loki went to push the button to let Angela and Thor fall into the open air of 30 thousand feet but he was interupted but one of Loki's guards being knocked out"Move away please"said some guy holding a beam"Do u like this?Started working on the prototype after the Destroyer.Even I dont know what it does.Wanna find out?"the man said as the gun glowed orange just like the Destroyer.I smirked"How about we dont"I said and threw an ice shard right at him,hitting him in the heart.Angela screamed and Thor yelled no.The man dropped in pain.Loki smirked as the Teseract appeared in his hand.He began to press buttons as Thor and Angela watched us in anger"Jessica..you..you killed an innocent man"Angela said.I glared at her"He was just going to kill us"I said"He gave you a choice!"Angela yelled"And I choose to live!"I yelled back.The holes opened up under Thor and Angela.Thor said nothing just kept glaring"Jessica..."Angela said"What"I said"You are not my sister"She said.I glared in the most angry and hurt way.I slammed my hand down on the red button actually breaking the whole thing.I didnt even watch them fall.The second I broke the screen, I walked out"So be it"I said coldly as Loki caught up with me"You still have me love"he said. I sighed"Its not the same"I said letting a tear slide"But it will have to do"I said quickly getting over it.I wasnt over it actually, but I chose to ignore the pain.There were bigger things to worry about.Loki led me to the front.Where another flying craft was waiting for us.We got on and it flew off...Sitting there in silence...I couldnt get what Angela had said off of my mind. I didn't even realize it but tears were streaming"Darling do not worry about what Angela said.You must learn to ignore things like this"Loki said"But...she is my sister"I said.Loki sighed"I suppose it would feel different if Thor was actually my brother"Loki said then pulled me in a hug,resting his chin ontop of my head, rubbing my back soothingly"Here, let me get this damn thing off of your neck"he said pulling me back abit.He held the teseract up to my neck, and the thing broke off.I rubbed my neck"Test it to be sure"He said.I sighed.I coughed for a second then sang
"Please please forgive me
but I wont be home again
Maybe some day you'll look up
and barely concious you'll say to no one
isnt something missing?
You wont cry for absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isnt something missing?
Isnt someone missing me?
(Even though Im the sacrifice
you wont try for me not now
though I'd die to know you love me
Im all alone
Isnt someone missing me?)
Please please forgive
But I wont be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isnt something missing?
Isnt someone missing me?
(Even thought Im the sacrifice
You wont try for me not now
Thought I'd die to know you love me
Im all alone
Isnt someone missing me?
And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you dont care
And if I sleep
just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isnt something missing?
Isnt something...
even though Im the sacrifice
you wont try for me not now
Thought I'd die to know you love me
Im all alone
Isnt something missing
Isnt someone missing me....."
I finished and Loki kissed my head"I would miss you my love"He said.I smile"I know you would...it was to Angela"I said sighing"Sleep Jessica.You need your rest.I wish to take care of you"He said.I smiled kissing his cheek"Alright"I said then layed my head on his shoulder and fell off into a dreamless sleep...
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