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The Drug in Me Is You
chapter 1
name: Jessica Williams
Age: 21
Looks: long black hair, blue eyes, pale skin, dresses in an 80's gothic style. Loves to wear skinny jeans and low cut shirts, or skirts with fishnet stockings, both outfits, always with combat boots.Im 5'4 and Im a C-38.
Personality: im a total bad ass. I'm a dare devil and I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I'll kill to get what I want and 9 times out of 10 they're people no body cares about so I always get away with it. I ALWAYS get what I want. Wether it be money, sex or true love. I can be deep. When you piss me off, I can say some pretty fucked up things. I'll end up bringing up every mistake in your life that I know of. But I have a side to me only my brother and a two close friends have seen of me. That side is protective, hot headed, stubborn, sweet, down to earth, real, blunt, and playful.
Info: I am the younger sister of Eddie Caputo. He's my step brother. My mother married his father. My mom died two years later when i was only 12 and Eddie was 16. My step dad began to drink and abuse me while Eddie sold drugs....I became very depressed and on the brink of suicide a friend of Eddie's stopped me.....
(flashback)I was in the bathroom crying my eyes out...not quiet but not a screaming kind of cry. I was normally when I had already cut my wrists and was about to over dose from my dad's medication he had stored in the bathroom cabinet when just as I was about to take it,with a small puddle of blood already on the floor,some guy I didnt even know came in.I was only 13 but anyways he pulled me up by my upper arms"What the hell are ya doin huh?!Eddie you let ur sister cut herself?She's about to kill herself man!What the fuck is wrong with you?!"He yelled at Eddie"Man so what she's not really my sister.She can do whatever the fuck she wants"Eddie said but then this guy punched Eddie in his mouth"You fuckin help me take care of her or I'm gonna beat the living shit out of you!"he yelled picking me bridal style and carrying me to my room.I was a little out of it from blood loss...but then I realized what was going on"N-no!Let me go!Let me go!I wanna die!Let me go damn you!"i screamed but he put me on the bed"Shut up!You're an idiot!There aint no point in killin yourself!Shut up!"He yelled as Eddie gave him guaze"Hold her down Eddie!Jesus!"he said as Eddie held me down while I kicked and screamed"Jess shut the fuck up!"Eddie yell as this mystery guy wrapped up my arms then took the medicine bottle"You FUCKING ASSHOLE!Do you have ANY IDEA what the mother fuckers dad does to me?!HE HITS ME!He tries to touch me but I fight him off!I DONT WANNA LIVE LIKE THIS!"I screamed kicking Eddie off me and getting up"Wait a fucking minute!"This guy pushed me down"Lets talk!...Eddie what the fuck?!Marrige or not you're her brother!You're supposed to protect her!You are a piece of shit brother!From now on you better stick up for her or I'm gonna shoot you you hear me?!"he said gripping Eddie's shirt.Eddie looked terrified"Alright! I'll protect her!J-Just dont shoot me man"Eddie said with a scarred expression"It wont do anything...he wont really protect me..only when you're here he'll do it.Any other time he wont give two shits about me.I promise you....but for what it's worth I'm Jessica Williams.I refuse to take their last name....you can call me Jessie or Jess"I said sniffling.He touched my cheek gently"Im Charles Lee Ray.But you can call me Chuckie or Chuck"Chuckie said. I smile weakly"Nice to meet you...thanks for stopping me..I guess you're worth living for"I said smiling light"Likewise"He said with a smirk(end flashback)
sooo yeah now im 21 and Chuck is my closest friend.Eddie turned to be an ok brother. He's not the best but he's there to defend me but doesnt really have to now that my step dad is dead and Chuck is there to defend me too now C:
Start:(flashback)Soo I was watching a scary movie with my friend from highschool,Tiffany.We started hanging out in sophmore year.Every guy I told her I liked she ended up screwing him...which didnt really bother me too much...they were just to get my mind off of the one guy I truely love...and thats my closest friend Charles Lee Ray...Chuck.He's my world and yet we're just best friends....though...Im 100% positive Tiffany and Chuck were fuck buddies.See,Tiff was supposed to be a senior when I was a sophmore but she failed two years...she's only a year younger then Chuck..while me..Im 4 years younger.I dont care though.I love him with all my heart and soul.I think he feels the same but he's holding back because how close we are....ANYWAYS.We were watching scary movies when just as it felt like something would pop out,we heard a deep yell making us both scream!I turned around holding my chest, to recover from the heart attack I just recieved only too see Chuck and Eddie laughing their asses off"Oh you think thats funny huh?"I jumped off the couch tackling Chuck"Hey!"He said as he landed on the floor.I tried to pin him but he was definitely too strong for me and pinned me instead"You're too small kid"he said smirking"Im not a kid ass hole.You know I dont like being called a kid"I said glaring at him"Sorry.Its a habbit.Your just so..short"he said smirking as he got up,holding out his hand"Aw leave her alone Chuck"said Tiffany giving him a flirtatious look.I glared at Tiffany"I need a cold one"I said and went to the fridge.I pulled out Mike's hard lemmonade"When you gonna stop drinking that piss water?Drink a beer damn it!"Eddie said"Sorry,Im not an alcoholic like you and your daddy.Secondly the taste of beer is absolutely disgusting.You say its an aquired taste but I dont aquire to taste it.Thankyou very much"I said and gave one to Tiffany"Mm yummy"She said and popped it open with her shirt"Hey skankoid.You dont need to lift ur shirt that high to open it...and trust me u dont need to lift it to have them starring"I said like(-___-)"What?It's stuck"She said still trying to get it open"Ohh jeeez gimmie it"I said and opened it with my skull bottle opener"See blondy.It can work"I said smirking"Shut up"She said and took a chug"Hey Jess...can we talk a minute?"Chuck asked.I sighed"Yeaaa I guess"I said and got up.He lead me to my room where the fire escape was.I followed him out my window.It was cold,I shivered a bit"Here"he put his jacket on me.I smile"Chuck...let me say something first.....I know you and Tiff have been screwing around...and you know it really hurts me because...I figure you of all people wouldnt betray me like that...but I was wrong"I said sadly"Thats what I wanted to say.I got drunk,nailed her once and now she's got some ring I stole off a bitch that i dumped into the river....she thinks we're gettin hitched"Chuck said"Great.So go get the hell hitched with her I dont-""I was gonna give you this"He said scratching that back of his head as he pulled out a blood red ruby with a silver ring"Oh my god...its so beautiful"I said in shock but shook my head"Sh-shut up I dont need to be lied to-""Im not lying!We've been friends for years!You cant look me in the eyes and tell me you dont feel anything between us"Chuck said making me blush"Well of course i do...but you never seemed interested..especially wen Tiff came around...I mean she thinks you're the one"I said looking at my feet sadly but then he lifted my chin"Well i think you're the one"Chucky said and pulled me into a deep kiss.I blushed but wrapped my arms around his neck.He pressed my back up against the railing of the fire escape.We made out for a few minutes until he pulled back"When ya gonna move in with me huh?"He asked.I giggled"I know he hasnt been the best brother but i cant just leave him like that"I said playing with his hair as I sat ontop of the railing while he held me tight.My legs were wrapped around him too.I was not intending on falling any time soon"Awe jeez Jess he's my best friend and all but he chose this life.I want to make you my queen.I want to treat you like a queen.Spoil you in riches and make sweet passionate love to you whenever I want...you dont understand...when I saw you about to end your life that night....you changed my life for ever.I wanted to take care of you..and the more I did..the harder I fell in love"Chucky said"You'd never betray me?I mean the one thing I agree with on Tiffany is....if I slave over a hot stove for you all day the least you could do is the dishes"I said looking into his eyes"You got it.What ever you want.I'll pull my weight around the house just come with me"Chuck said.I smile"Well....I mean if I kept my job,and you actually GOT one that isnt illegal then I could always give Eddie a check to support himself...I wanna get him into a rehab"I said laying my head on Chuck's chest.I could hear his heart beat"Ok.I'll do it.I'll die for you Jess...I love you so much...I hate to say it.It makes me weak but I dont care any more.I cant stand to be just a friend anymore.I need to know you're in this with me"chuck said.I smile"Im there for ya babe"I said and kissed him deeply....and...then we went to my room and sort of..did some love making.I fell asleep shortly after...it was only 1 when i fell asleep...i woke up it was 4...Chucky was GONE.I quickly got dressed and rushed down stairs.I saw Tiff was asleep on the couch"Tiffany wake up!"I said.She shot up"What?"She asked"Chuck and Eddie are gone do u know where they went?"I asked"I dont know they said they had some heist to do down town"She mumbled and went back to sleep.I grabbed my keys and got in my jeep.I have a job as a waitress so its enough to get a jeep.I drove down town sure enough there was Chucky!He was limping.I saw some guy shooting at him"Shit"I said as I rolled down my window and began to shoot at im guessing to be cop.He didnt know where it was coming from,Chuck did"Get out of here! Go!"He yelled and broke into a toy store"Dammit Chuck!"I yelled as the cop followed him in...I wanted to get out but then I heard a gun fire.SO that motivated my limbs.I ran into the store but real quiet.I followed a blood trail and saw Chuck lying on the ground"Chuck!"I whispered.He was about to die.I knew it"Babe....listen to me Jess...u...u gotta transfer my soul,take my body and go ok?Do it before its too late"He said"What?How?"I said"Th-the doll damn it the doll.Use the spell I taught you last week..hurry"He said.Normally I'd flip out on him for being a prick to me when ever he gets mad but this was an acception.I began to call out the incantations,my fingers placed gently on Chuck's head,while the doll I pulled out of the box was where my other hand was"Give me the power I beg of u!"I called.I looked at Chuck.I felt hot tears falling"I love u"He said in a weak voice.I kissed him deeply"I love you too"I said and with that his soul was transferred into the doll"Hey!"I saw the cop"Shit"I picked up his body with difficulty and dragged him to my jeep.After that i sped off before that cop could get in his car.I got home and looked back at Chuck's dead body.I felt hot tears fall down my cheek.I sat on the drivers seat,my head on the steering wheel,as I sobbed.The man i loved was now a FREAKING doll!!!!"God dammit!!I should of grabbed the fucking doll!Fuck! Fuck!Fuck!"I yelled as I sobbed ...I managed to regain my composure enough to go inside just to get tiffany.I saw her sitting on Eddie's lap"YOU PIECE OF SHIT!YOU KILLED CHUCK!IT'S YOUR FAULT!"I screamed at Eddie.He shot up,knocking Tiff on her ass"What?!"Tiffany said"It wasnt my faul-""THATS FUCKING BULL SHIT!HE GOT SHOT IN THE ARM AND LEG AND U JUST DROVE THE FUCK OFF INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR HIM!"I screamed as I hit him in my face HARD.I pulled out my gun and loaded it"No Jessie!"Tiffany said but I elbowed her in the side,knocking the wind out of her"Stay the FUCK out of this god damn it!"I yelled angrily"I-Im sorry!Please!!!Please dont kill me!"He screamed.I glared at him then sighed"You're not even worth it.I know he would agree...Chuck wanted me to leave you but i thought you were still family.I couldnt just leave you like that.But you know what, im leaving.Im so out of here"I said and ran up stairs.I began to pack EVERYTHING in boxes,suitcases anything that could hold my stuff up until it was nothing but my room with a bed,a dresser,a mirror,desk and chair.I was gonna move FAR away.Start fresh and clean..sort of.I went down stairs to my jeep afew times and Eddie just stayed in his room"Jess u can stay with me-""No!You sleep with every guy I like,I loved Chuck.So leave me the fuck alone.Im done with everyone and everything in Jersey got it?"I said and packed the last of my stuff"I know I've stolen alot of ur guys..but...well you never go for them and u have good taste...oh im sorry I-""Good bye Tiff"I said getting in my jeep and driving off.I made a grave for Chuck in the graveyard in our town and bought a tomb stone.It only took about an hour.I payed the guy off and with that,put him in his grave in a casket.That was only $100.Not bad at all.So yea,Chuck had his own grave"I wish i knew where that doll is...but I really need to get out of here...forgive me Chuck.If I dont go..I'll get killed"I said and left(10 yrs later - my age = 31 still look like im 21)
Age: 21
Looks: long black hair, blue eyes, pale skin, dresses in an 80's gothic style. Loves to wear skinny jeans and low cut shirts, or skirts with fishnet stockings, both outfits, always with combat boots.Im 5'4 and Im a C-38.
Personality: im a total bad ass. I'm a dare devil and I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I'll kill to get what I want and 9 times out of 10 they're people no body cares about so I always get away with it. I ALWAYS get what I want. Wether it be money, sex or true love. I can be deep. When you piss me off, I can say some pretty fucked up things. I'll end up bringing up every mistake in your life that I know of. But I have a side to me only my brother and a two close friends have seen of me. That side is protective, hot headed, stubborn, sweet, down to earth, real, blunt, and playful.
Info: I am the younger sister of Eddie Caputo. He's my step brother. My mother married his father. My mom died two years later when i was only 12 and Eddie was 16. My step dad began to drink and abuse me while Eddie sold drugs....I became very depressed and on the brink of suicide a friend of Eddie's stopped me.....
(flashback)I was in the bathroom crying my eyes out...not quiet but not a screaming kind of cry. I was normally when I had already cut my wrists and was about to over dose from my dad's medication he had stored in the bathroom cabinet when just as I was about to take it,with a small puddle of blood already on the floor,some guy I didnt even know came in.I was only 13 but anyways he pulled me up by my upper arms"What the hell are ya doin huh?!Eddie you let ur sister cut herself?She's about to kill herself man!What the fuck is wrong with you?!"He yelled at Eddie"Man so what she's not really my sister.She can do whatever the fuck she wants"Eddie said but then this guy punched Eddie in his mouth"You fuckin help me take care of her or I'm gonna beat the living shit out of you!"he yelled picking me bridal style and carrying me to my room.I was a little out of it from blood loss...but then I realized what was going on"N-no!Let me go!Let me go!I wanna die!Let me go damn you!"i screamed but he put me on the bed"Shut up!You're an idiot!There aint no point in killin yourself!Shut up!"He yelled as Eddie gave him guaze"Hold her down Eddie!Jesus!"he said as Eddie held me down while I kicked and screamed"Jess shut the fuck up!"Eddie yell as this mystery guy wrapped up my arms then took the medicine bottle"You FUCKING ASSHOLE!Do you have ANY IDEA what the mother fuckers dad does to me?!HE HITS ME!He tries to touch me but I fight him off!I DONT WANNA LIVE LIKE THIS!"I screamed kicking Eddie off me and getting up"Wait a fucking minute!"This guy pushed me down"Lets talk!...Eddie what the fuck?!Marrige or not you're her brother!You're supposed to protect her!You are a piece of shit brother!From now on you better stick up for her or I'm gonna shoot you you hear me?!"he said gripping Eddie's shirt.Eddie looked terrified"Alright! I'll protect her!J-Just dont shoot me man"Eddie said with a scarred expression"It wont do anything...he wont really protect me..only when you're here he'll do it.Any other time he wont give two shits about me.I promise you....but for what it's worth I'm Jessica Williams.I refuse to take their last name....you can call me Jessie or Jess"I said sniffling.He touched my cheek gently"Im Charles Lee Ray.But you can call me Chuckie or Chuck"Chuckie said. I smile weakly"Nice to meet you...thanks for stopping me..I guess you're worth living for"I said smiling light"Likewise"He said with a smirk(end flashback)
sooo yeah now im 21 and Chuck is my closest friend.Eddie turned to be an ok brother. He's not the best but he's there to defend me but doesnt really have to now that my step dad is dead and Chuck is there to defend me too now C:
Start:(flashback)Soo I was watching a scary movie with my friend from highschool,Tiffany.We started hanging out in sophmore year.Every guy I told her I liked she ended up screwing him...which didnt really bother me too much...they were just to get my mind off of the one guy I truely love...and thats my closest friend Charles Lee Ray...Chuck.He's my world and yet we're just best friends....though...Im 100% positive Tiffany and Chuck were fuck buddies.See,Tiff was supposed to be a senior when I was a sophmore but she failed two years...she's only a year younger then Chuck..while me..Im 4 years younger.I dont care though.I love him with all my heart and soul.I think he feels the same but he's holding back because how close we are....ANYWAYS.We were watching scary movies when just as it felt like something would pop out,we heard a deep yell making us both scream!I turned around holding my chest, to recover from the heart attack I just recieved only too see Chuck and Eddie laughing their asses off"Oh you think thats funny huh?"I jumped off the couch tackling Chuck"Hey!"He said as he landed on the floor.I tried to pin him but he was definitely too strong for me and pinned me instead"You're too small kid"he said smirking"Im not a kid ass hole.You know I dont like being called a kid"I said glaring at him"Sorry.Its a habbit.Your just so..short"he said smirking as he got up,holding out his hand"Aw leave her alone Chuck"said Tiffany giving him a flirtatious look.I glared at Tiffany"I need a cold one"I said and went to the fridge.I pulled out Mike's hard lemmonade"When you gonna stop drinking that piss water?Drink a beer damn it!"Eddie said"Sorry,Im not an alcoholic like you and your daddy.Secondly the taste of beer is absolutely disgusting.You say its an aquired taste but I dont aquire to taste it.Thankyou very much"I said and gave one to Tiffany"Mm yummy"She said and popped it open with her shirt"Hey skankoid.You dont need to lift ur shirt that high to open it...and trust me u dont need to lift it to have them starring"I said like(-___-)"What?It's stuck"She said still trying to get it open"Ohh jeeez gimmie it"I said and opened it with my skull bottle opener"See blondy.It can work"I said smirking"Shut up"She said and took a chug"Hey Jess...can we talk a minute?"Chuck asked.I sighed"Yeaaa I guess"I said and got up.He lead me to my room where the fire escape was.I followed him out my window.It was cold,I shivered a bit"Here"he put his jacket on me.I smile"Chuck...let me say something first.....I know you and Tiff have been screwing around...and you know it really hurts me because...I figure you of all people wouldnt betray me like that...but I was wrong"I said sadly"Thats what I wanted to say.I got drunk,nailed her once and now she's got some ring I stole off a bitch that i dumped into the river....she thinks we're gettin hitched"Chuck said"Great.So go get the hell hitched with her I dont-""I was gonna give you this"He said scratching that back of his head as he pulled out a blood red ruby with a silver ring"Oh my god...its so beautiful"I said in shock but shook my head"Sh-shut up I dont need to be lied to-""Im not lying!We've been friends for years!You cant look me in the eyes and tell me you dont feel anything between us"Chuck said making me blush"Well of course i do...but you never seemed interested..especially wen Tiff came around...I mean she thinks you're the one"I said looking at my feet sadly but then he lifted my chin"Well i think you're the one"Chucky said and pulled me into a deep kiss.I blushed but wrapped my arms around his neck.He pressed my back up against the railing of the fire escape.We made out for a few minutes until he pulled back"When ya gonna move in with me huh?"He asked.I giggled"I know he hasnt been the best brother but i cant just leave him like that"I said playing with his hair as I sat ontop of the railing while he held me tight.My legs were wrapped around him too.I was not intending on falling any time soon"Awe jeez Jess he's my best friend and all but he chose this life.I want to make you my queen.I want to treat you like a queen.Spoil you in riches and make sweet passionate love to you whenever I want...you dont understand...when I saw you about to end your life that night....you changed my life for ever.I wanted to take care of you..and the more I did..the harder I fell in love"Chucky said"You'd never betray me?I mean the one thing I agree with on Tiffany is....if I slave over a hot stove for you all day the least you could do is the dishes"I said looking into his eyes"You got it.What ever you want.I'll pull my weight around the house just come with me"Chuck said.I smile"Well....I mean if I kept my job,and you actually GOT one that isnt illegal then I could always give Eddie a check to support himself...I wanna get him into a rehab"I said laying my head on Chuck's chest.I could hear his heart beat"Ok.I'll do it.I'll die for you Jess...I love you so much...I hate to say it.It makes me weak but I dont care any more.I cant stand to be just a friend anymore.I need to know you're in this with me"chuck said.I smile"Im there for ya babe"I said and kissed him deeply....and...then we went to my room and sort of..did some love making.I fell asleep shortly after...it was only 1 when i fell asleep...i woke up it was 4...Chucky was GONE.I quickly got dressed and rushed down stairs.I saw Tiff was asleep on the couch"Tiffany wake up!"I said.She shot up"What?"She asked"Chuck and Eddie are gone do u know where they went?"I asked"I dont know they said they had some heist to do down town"She mumbled and went back to sleep.I grabbed my keys and got in my jeep.I have a job as a waitress so its enough to get a jeep.I drove down town sure enough there was Chucky!He was limping.I saw some guy shooting at him"Shit"I said as I rolled down my window and began to shoot at im guessing to be cop.He didnt know where it was coming from,Chuck did"Get out of here! Go!"He yelled and broke into a toy store"Dammit Chuck!"I yelled as the cop followed him in...I wanted to get out but then I heard a gun fire.SO that motivated my limbs.I ran into the store but real quiet.I followed a blood trail and saw Chuck lying on the ground"Chuck!"I whispered.He was about to die.I knew it"Babe....listen to me Jess...u...u gotta transfer my soul,take my body and go ok?Do it before its too late"He said"What?How?"I said"Th-the doll damn it the doll.Use the spell I taught you last week..hurry"He said.Normally I'd flip out on him for being a prick to me when ever he gets mad but this was an acception.I began to call out the incantations,my fingers placed gently on Chuck's head,while the doll I pulled out of the box was where my other hand was"Give me the power I beg of u!"I called.I looked at Chuck.I felt hot tears falling"I love u"He said in a weak voice.I kissed him deeply"I love you too"I said and with that his soul was transferred into the doll"Hey!"I saw the cop"Shit"I picked up his body with difficulty and dragged him to my jeep.After that i sped off before that cop could get in his car.I got home and looked back at Chuck's dead body.I felt hot tears fall down my cheek.I sat on the drivers seat,my head on the steering wheel,as I sobbed.The man i loved was now a FREAKING doll!!!!"God dammit!!I should of grabbed the fucking doll!Fuck! Fuck!Fuck!"I yelled as I sobbed ...I managed to regain my composure enough to go inside just to get tiffany.I saw her sitting on Eddie's lap"YOU PIECE OF SHIT!YOU KILLED CHUCK!IT'S YOUR FAULT!"I screamed at Eddie.He shot up,knocking Tiff on her ass"What?!"Tiffany said"It wasnt my faul-""THATS FUCKING BULL SHIT!HE GOT SHOT IN THE ARM AND LEG AND U JUST DROVE THE FUCK OFF INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR HIM!"I screamed as I hit him in my face HARD.I pulled out my gun and loaded it"No Jessie!"Tiffany said but I elbowed her in the side,knocking the wind out of her"Stay the FUCK out of this god damn it!"I yelled angrily"I-Im sorry!Please!!!Please dont kill me!"He screamed.I glared at him then sighed"You're not even worth it.I know he would agree...Chuck wanted me to leave you but i thought you were still family.I couldnt just leave you like that.But you know what, im leaving.Im so out of here"I said and ran up stairs.I began to pack EVERYTHING in boxes,suitcases anything that could hold my stuff up until it was nothing but my room with a bed,a dresser,a mirror,desk and chair.I was gonna move FAR away.Start fresh and clean..sort of.I went down stairs to my jeep afew times and Eddie just stayed in his room"Jess u can stay with me-""No!You sleep with every guy I like,I loved Chuck.So leave me the fuck alone.Im done with everyone and everything in Jersey got it?"I said and packed the last of my stuff"I know I've stolen alot of ur guys..but...well you never go for them and u have good taste...oh im sorry I-""Good bye Tiff"I said getting in my jeep and driving off.I made a grave for Chuck in the graveyard in our town and bought a tomb stone.It only took about an hour.I payed the guy off and with that,put him in his grave in a casket.That was only $100.Not bad at all.So yea,Chuck had his own grave"I wish i knew where that doll is...but I really need to get out of here...forgive me Chuck.If I dont go..I'll get killed"I said and left(10 yrs later - my age = 31 still look like im 21)