Status: working
Simply the Best
Guilt
It's been a week, a week since Alex ran again, a week since tour ended, and a week ago I found out I had a daughter. Three days since I got with Sam and since then I haven't thought about Alex or our daughter, I haven't told Sam I had a kid yet I was suppose to today or Chris said he would tell her, so thats what im doing waiting at the beach for Sam to finish work and meet me here just to tell her. Sam was a simple band geek girl multi color hair, really hyper, but she loved sex.
like thats most of what we did we never really went on a date, just kinda hooked up and went from there and after about two days of sex I just kinda asked her out.....sounds bad right like I dont want to be with her doesnt it?
"of coarse you dont want to be with her Ricky she is a fucking user, and honestly I dont think you should tell her about Ly and Alex I mean she is only going to make Alex's life harder and destroy what little friendship you guys have together" Chris told me that before getting off recording earlier today
I didn't believe Sam could do something like that but than again just like Balz said "girls are fucking weird"
my phone started buzzing thinking it might be Sam I go to answer it only to be tackled into the sand right in front of me.
"Ricky im sorry are you okay" Sam asked all I could feel was her boobs on my bare back her and that stupid bathing suit, she went to get off me I pinned her down and started to bite her neck and a small moan squeaked out of her lips.
"Ricky" that sound she was making made me start to grind my hips with hers, I could hear my phone beep singling my phone finished a picture download it was the farthest thing for my head I ignored the phone and went back to kissing Sam she moved her head and I got the other side of her neck "Ricky..oh fuck Rick....God" I then felt her move and before I could even think about my phone again Sam pushed me off her.
"what the fuck was that for Sa..Sam?" I looked up and saw her crying I went to go looked for my phone but she had it my heart then dropped thinking Chris texted me asking if I had told Sam I took the phone only to realize it was a slideshow from Max I clicked pay to see Alex pop up she looked about 6 months pregnant Max had his arms wrapped around her with a little heat on her stomach, it changed to the next photo of Alex in a hospitable bed with Craig in the bed next to her looking at what I amused was my daughter, it then showed Alex in what looked like a bathing suit with a tattoo person who I think was Kat from LA Alex was facing the camera holding her hand up in a peace sign you could see the pain in her face, it changed the tattoo done Alex was holding her hair up you could see all her back pieces but what stood out was the tattoo of me and our daughter on her shoulder. it then changed to a recent photo of Alex, Lyrica, and Angelo he was holding Alex in his arms looking at Lyrica was running around in the water Alex was smiling, the slide show ended with
"look what you are missing out of by not being a dad"
I looked up and Sam who was just pretty much just trembling I dropped to my knees in front of her.
"you weren't supposed to find out like this Sam"
So I wasnt supposed to know this?!!?!"
"no....I mean yes..I mean I was planing on telling you today I didn't Know this what was making my phone go off"
"how long have you known?"
"about a week tops" I looked at her a waited
"okay" she just stared at me then randomly says that, what does that even mean.
"what do you mean okay?" I asked
" I mean its okay you didnt tell me till know" she simply stated then got up and looked at me with a smirk
I couldn't believe she was okay with this I was happy I got to keep Sam and Alex too I got up and kissed Sam with as much passion as I could muster
~Sam's P.O.V~
I cant lose Ricky to that girl so all I have to do is get pregnant and make it look like Alex caused me to fall down the stairs.....that will work right?
"it has to"
"what babe?"
"oh nothing hun, hey can we go get ice cream" I said
"sure anything for you" Ricky grabs my hand and kisses the top of it
like thats most of what we did we never really went on a date, just kinda hooked up and went from there and after about two days of sex I just kinda asked her out.....sounds bad right like I dont want to be with her doesnt it?
"of coarse you dont want to be with her Ricky she is a fucking user, and honestly I dont think you should tell her about Ly and Alex I mean she is only going to make Alex's life harder and destroy what little friendship you guys have together" Chris told me that before getting off recording earlier today
I didn't believe Sam could do something like that but than again just like Balz said "girls are fucking weird"
my phone started buzzing thinking it might be Sam I go to answer it only to be tackled into the sand right in front of me.
"Ricky im sorry are you okay" Sam asked all I could feel was her boobs on my bare back her and that stupid bathing suit, she went to get off me I pinned her down and started to bite her neck and a small moan squeaked out of her lips.
"Ricky" that sound she was making made me start to grind my hips with hers, I could hear my phone beep singling my phone finished a picture download it was the farthest thing for my head I ignored the phone and went back to kissing Sam she moved her head and I got the other side of her neck "Ricky..oh fuck Rick....God" I then felt her move and before I could even think about my phone again Sam pushed me off her.
"what the fuck was that for Sa..Sam?" I looked up and saw her crying I went to go looked for my phone but she had it my heart then dropped thinking Chris texted me asking if I had told Sam I took the phone only to realize it was a slideshow from Max I clicked pay to see Alex pop up she looked about 6 months pregnant Max had his arms wrapped around her with a little heat on her stomach, it changed to the next photo of Alex in a hospitable bed with Craig in the bed next to her looking at what I amused was my daughter, it then showed Alex in what looked like a bathing suit with a tattoo person who I think was Kat from LA Alex was facing the camera holding her hand up in a peace sign you could see the pain in her face, it changed the tattoo done Alex was holding her hair up you could see all her back pieces but what stood out was the tattoo of me and our daughter on her shoulder. it then changed to a recent photo of Alex, Lyrica, and Angelo he was holding Alex in his arms looking at Lyrica was running around in the water Alex was smiling, the slide show ended with
"look what you are missing out of by not being a dad"
I looked up and Sam who was just pretty much just trembling I dropped to my knees in front of her.
"you weren't supposed to find out like this Sam"
So I wasnt supposed to know this?!!?!"
"no....I mean yes..I mean I was planing on telling you today I didn't Know this what was making my phone go off"
"how long have you known?"
"about a week tops" I looked at her a waited
"okay" she just stared at me then randomly says that, what does that even mean.
"what do you mean okay?" I asked
" I mean its okay you didnt tell me till know" she simply stated then got up and looked at me with a smirk
I couldn't believe she was okay with this I was happy I got to keep Sam and Alex too I got up and kissed Sam with as much passion as I could muster
~Sam's P.O.V~
I cant lose Ricky to that girl so all I have to do is get pregnant and make it look like Alex caused me to fall down the stairs.....that will work right?
"it has to"
"what babe?"
"oh nothing hun, hey can we go get ice cream" I said
"sure anything for you" Ricky grabs my hand and kisses the top of it