Fighting Feelings

Marshall P.o.v

'Hey babe, just texting to see if we are still on for tonight'
I smiled while sending the message to Ashley. Once again I'm stuck in the studio with the guys as I'm helping my new label artist and also doing some new songs with Royce. Today was finally the day Ashley and I both have time off and I'm hoping she's still as keen as I am for tonight.

Even though she's actually been busy working on some of her own work I know she has had today off and is hanging with some friends doing what every girl does
I wasn't expecting her to message back so quickly since she's probably having coffee or shopping but some how she texts me back within a few minutes.

' yeah I'm defiantly keen, are you?' She replied instantly back, as always making sure I'm okay and she wasn't interfering with anything, it's like she's always worrying that I feel I have to actually organize dinner dates and that it doesn't seem to interest me and I would rather just have sex with her instead of generally hanging out with her, which is complete bullshit since I've been looking forward to being with her these last couple of days we've been apart.

' fuck yea I'm keen..... I miss you ' I replied before placing my phone away kind of regretting the last bit since I hate showing all these feelings, but it just seems I can't help myself and it's like my fingers do the talking.

I placed my phone away knowing I probably look like a total loser sitting here with this huge smile plastered on my face as the other guys all chilled around me. We've been working hard for a couple of hours so right now we are just taking a break, I just really kept to myself as Yelawolf and the guys from slaughterhouse all joked and played around, also adding Royce to mixture it was like just how you can imagine, loud, immature and very rude conversations about our favourite topic 'girls.'

" name three women in the business you would defiantly Fuck if you had a chance, doesn't matter about the age or anything?" Bizarre asked Yelawolf as we sat around the lounge talking about the normal things we always talk about.
I just watched as his smile grew and he actually became excited to answer his question.

" In order it would defiantly be, Beyoncé, Megan fox and defiantly Ashley Ann. It doesn't matter if they were married, lonely, or drunk i would defiantly take them just like that" he answered confidently as majority of the guys agreed with him. As soon as he answered that A new a message came in from Ashely making me concentrate on that and on the fact that Yelawolf has just admitted to wanting to fuck my girlfriend.

I miss you too. I wish we could just fast forward time till tonight, I've got a surprise for you' she wrote, straight away making me more excited and eager to know what this surprise is.

' really do you want to give me a little hint??' I replied hoping she will ease my fascination a little bit. But it's like as soon as I replied to her message I couldn't help become more interested in the conversation that's escalated between the guys. As soon as A few of the other guys who I'm not really familiar with started agreeing with Yelawolf I couldn't help but hear Royce laugh to himself and shoot me a smirk knowing very well they are all talking about Ashley Ann.

" I'm so jealous that most of you guys have met her before" Yelawolf said after finding out that a lot of the guys including d12 have met her when she recorded with me and also at a few of fifties parties we've been to. Royce was literally sitting next to me cracking up and making sarcastic jokes about a few things, to most they just came of as smart ass comments but I knew what he was trying to get at.

"Defiantly hotter in real life" bizarre added into the conversation. I have to admit I couldn't help but enjoy this conversation we were having, because it just makes me more exited about tonight knowing I'm going to be able to do the things most of the guys are wishing they could do.

" no way can she get hotter than this" Yelawolf argued back while referring to a magazine he's holding up showing everyone what he's talking about, when I looked at it more I saw he's showing bizarre a photo of Ashley in the magazine, now I don't usually keep magazines here at the studio but I remember one of my daughters left it here accidentally, but I didn't mind since on the cover Ashley posed in a very seductive outfit and inside there's even more amazing photos Of her rocking these outfits that defiantly have the ability of seducing any guy.

I couldn't seem to hide my enjoyment and confidence while listening to these guys talking about my girlfriend knowing how lucky I am, don't get me wrong there were a few parts of the conversation that I did find very inappropriate or uncomfortable listening to since they were getting a bit carried away but when I was on the verge of saying something my pocket vibrated indicating I have a new message and maybe a possible hint of her surprise.

" I don't know....... I guess I could"was all she wrote in the message. I wasn't sure if she was actually going to tell me or if she's just playing around and keeping me guessing.

But in a matter of seconds and before I even could think of something to write back my phone was vibrating again.
Not knowing it was something sexy I just opened it like a normal message but there on my phone I see she's taken a close up picture of this sexy red lace g- string making sure to add a text underneath that said
' I know red is your favourite colour, but your gonna have to wait till later to see it on me:)'

My eyes nearly popped out of my head because I wasn't expecting to see something like that at all, but I still couldn't seem to tare my eyes away from it as I sat there beginning to get really impatient.

" Ill be back in a sec just got to call someone" I said managing to get up and walk into my office before anyone could notice how flustered I've gotten.

' fuck you're driving me crazy here, I can't wait to admire you in them' I replied after sitting down in the chair.
This isn't the first time she's sent me a sexy image, matter of fact we seem to spend most of our time sexting these days since we are always apart, but seeing her image just reminded me I've only got to wait a few more hours until I can see her.

Ashley p.o.v

I know texting Marshall before was a little mean since I know how much he can't wait to be with me, but I also know how much he loves those teasing messages.

" Marshall, I'm here" I yelled while entering the front door of his mansion. I've already called to let him know I was out the front.

Straight away I can smell these amazing spices as I enter the kitchen already spotting Marshall busy cooking dinner while the TV was blaring with football.

" dinner smells nice" I whispered quietly wrapping my arms around and hugging him tightly from the back as I looked over his shoulder watching him prepare some kind of sauce for the steak.
As soon as he felt my presence he chuckled softly and slowly turned around, kissing me straight away.

" yeah goes great with the steak we're having" he replied wrapping his arms around me so no space is formed between us.

" can I get you a drink?" He asked after placing a soft kiss on my forehead. This last couple of months have been so busy for the both of us it's really good to finally have a break and relax with Marshall.

" um just a coke thanks " I answered watching happily as Marshall trotted around trying to make sure I was always happy and satisfied.

It didn't take long before dinner was ready and Marshall was guiding me to the dining room which was again beautifully decorated, like always I can't help but question how this man can be the same man that writes all those songs, whenever I'm with him he's always so gently and sweet.

" how was your day?" I asked from across the table as we both causally sat eating the amazing steak which was covered in this mushroom sauce and was plated next To mashed potato and peas, it was one of those dinners that I haven't had in so long but have defiantly been craving it.

" it was alright defiantly hectic with work but other than that pretty hilarious to be honest" he replied chuckling softly to himself. Every time I've been there a the studio the atmosphere has always been so causal and funny I sometimes forgot that it was actually a music label.

" what made it so hilarious?" I asked smiling as I watched the amusement in Marshall's face. I don't know what happened but he defiantly looks like he had fun and enjoyed hanging with the new artist.

" it's just I spent majority of the time listening while the other guys gushed about how pretty and gorgeous Ashley Ann is" he said smirking while looking at me from across the table. I couldn't help but laugh and blush knowing exactly what he's talking about after he explained it better, I can just imagine Marshall sitting there while Royce laughed beside him making sly comments, defiantly not what Marshall was expecting to deal with.

" besides going shopping and teasing me, what else did you get up to?" He asked very well preferring to my picture that I sent him earlier. I couldn't help but smile knowing how much I teased him and how much he enjoyed being teased, but I also could see the desire in his eyes and knew straight away some thoughts crossed his mind.

" you know, I had one of those pampering days. I did my nails, washed my hair, gave myself a pedicure. All those fun girly things" I answered smiling knowing how much time I put in to actually pampering myself when I could just call up Some professional who is probably 10x better than me, but for some reason I love doing those things, it makes me feel normal.

" I see you've had a busy day" he just commented making us both laugh at his attitude. I know I'm rested which is a good thing since I'm preparing to make tonight Marshall's night, I want to take his mind of the stress of work and everything else that comes with being Eminem.

Throughout dinner we talked about normal things, doing the usual checking up on each other's kids while also talking about things coming up in the future. As much as I tried to stay On topic, just sitting Across from Marshall was getting hard and soon I couldn't help but start flirting with him, saying all these seductive things while gently running my foot up and down his leg.
Straight away he notice my sudden eagerness and it didn't take long till we were stacking everything in the dishwasher ready to venture into his room to watch movies and pig out on junk food.

" I'm just going to get ready for bed, saves me doing It later on" I said after entering his room, usually we would just sit in the lounge room but seeing we both basically know where this is going I don't feel comfortable practically doing it in his Lounge room, so instead we've ventured in here.

" alright well I'm just going to get the snacks, choose one of these movies to watch" he replied smirking slightly before leaving the room to allow me to get change. I've already planned my outfit and I know Marshall's going to be taken away by it, it's just he has to wait till later to see it.

Marshall p.o.v

Walking back in with the snacks I'm really craving it start digging into these while watching the movie, I've left some scary, comedy and sexy options for her to choose from.

As I entered the room, my jaw nearly dropped in shock. Laying across my bed in a silk robe was Ashley, even though she wasn't necessarily posing for me and being hell seductive or even looking at me, i still manage to find her looking amazing as she just laid with her back to me generally reading over the movies I left in the middle of the bed.

I honestly couldn't help myself, even though we are meant to be watching a movie I still couldn't help but get worked up over how much she's seducing me.

" fuck, you look hot" I whispered into her ear after placing the snacks down and jumping on the bed so I'm hovering over her.

" well thank you, i bought it especially for you" she smirked up knowing exactly what those words would do to me. Just glancing over her body and the way she manages to keep everything hidden under her dressing gown just makes me want to see it even more, so without even asking I start to attempt at untiring the rope on her robe.

" no way, you have to wait until a little later to see this" she joked grabbing my hand to prevent me from opening it up and seeing the red lace thong she sent to me earlier.

" fine I guess I can wait" I mumbled knowing I couldn't push it with her and that the wait will be worth it since I already know Ashley's planned this night.

We quickly got comfortable lying down holding each other as the movie Began. Of course Ashley chose some creepy one which was rated R and said that it was going to have a few sex scenes which made me think there's no way I'm going to last this long, it's hard enough just lying here as Ashley is snuggled up beside me making sure to entwine our legs and fingers together, not to mention I'm wearing sweats so it's a bit hard to hide my excitement

I actually began to find myself staring at her as the movie began to start, it's like every time she moved or snuggled closer to me I would look down hoping to just get a glimpse of what she's hiding underneath.

Now I know i should be really watching this movie, but it seems like after I finally got settle and used to Ashley's lustful moves I couldn't help but get extremely tired very quickly. You know when you sit down and it's like all the tiredness your feeling just rushes to your head, well this is exactly what happened to me and instead of trying to stay calm so I don't get turned on to much, now I'm trying to just stay awake while watching this movie.

I hated how Ashley soon caught on with my tiredness and just when the movie started getting interesting she began to notice it more.

" if you need to sleep it's fine okay" she commented, leaning up and looking at me with deep sincereness in her voice and eyes, just like always Ashley manages to look after others Before her.

" no, I want to stay awake and be with you, I can push through this" I replied quickly not bothering to even allow her to say something, it wasn't that I'm angry it's just I know Ashley and I know she'll do anything just to make me happy.

" well if you change your mind, I won't be mad and I can wake you up a lite later if you like" she just said before turning her attention back to the tv, we both don't want to start bickering over something so small.

Ashley p.o.v

I think Marshall managed to last another 10 minutes before drifting off. Even though this is a date I can't really blame him for falling asleep, the movie wasn't that spectacular and he's been working non stop these last couple of weeks. So when I looked up at him sleeping steadily with his little mouth open and snoring quietly i couldn't help but laugh and think how lucky I am to have him. I know he's going to be angry when he wakes up an realizes he has fallen asleep but for now I'm just going to let him rest and sleep until the movie had finished, that's when I'll keep my promise and wake him up.

I still can't believe I managed to stay awake for the entire movie since it's probably the worst movie I've ever seen.
Leaning up I still see Marshall's fast asleep and as much as he looks peaceful sleeping quietly on his side resting his head on his arm with his hand behind my head I still know how much he's been waiting for tonight and I know how angry he'll get if I don't wake him.

Softly rubbing my finger tips over him I can already start to notice him budging as he gently plays with my hair. I can tell he isn't ready or doesn't want to wake up so instead I just lean in closer kissing him gently on the cheek while beginning to rub his back and comforting him while he's enjoying his little nap.
I don't get angry for one second just because he doesn't want to wake up, in a way I'm actually happy knowing he's finally resting and giving into his tiredness.

I watch as his lips curl into a small smile as his eyes still manage to stay shut, like he's still not 100% convinced to wake up completely.
I Hear him groan quietly while rolling onto his back exposing himself to me and allowing me to finally pleasure him like I've been wanting to do for weeks now.

Hovering over him for a second I just look at him and admire his features, never in a million years would I have ever imagined that I would be this close to Eminem and I would be wanting to please him this much. Back in the day he was just known as the rapper who wasn't afraid of making fun of celebrities or commenting on things people would have love to comment on. Now he's the guy that I can't stop thinking about and wanting to be with 24/7, as much as try to push these deep feelings away it doesn't seem to work because every time I'm with him I become this weak woman who allows guys like Marshall in.

I start by kissing his neck watching as he starts reacting to my soft touches and little seductive comments while still trying to keep his eyes shut, but the more he got hard the more he couldn't control his actions and once again tried to turn the tables.
Noticing the way he's hands are trying to get into my robe and trying to pleasure me I start to get really frustrated, I don't get why he always feels he needs to make me feel good, it's like he's afraid to show me this side of him or this much vulnerability. Don't get me wrong I love how he always makes sure I'm satisfied before we even begin sex but we never just spend nights on him, but hey I don't know maybe I'm reading to much into it or I'm just used to always pleasuring the guy. You see with my ex and I he never surprised me or even spent more then a few minutes getting me prepared before he began the sex, so maybe all of this stuff Marshall is doing to me is actually normal and I just haven't experienced it yet, however since I can still clearly see Marshall is exhausted, tonight's his night.

While Still kissing him I manage to grab his hands that are trying to take the lead and quickly place them above his head, holding them tightly there before moving my kisses to his neck and his favourite spot.

" just relax Marshall, I'm in charge for a while" I whispered in his ear while slowly gliding my fingertips down his stomach listening intensely as his breathing changes drastically from my touch. I already could feel how hard he is, but when I slide my hand under his sweatpants that's when I really noticed how much heat has been created.

Just hearing how much his breathing has changed since me touching him I knew I wanted to pleasure him more and makeup for all the time we've spent apart.
So I start making a trail of kisses as I move down his chest, allowing my breast to brush up against him knowing how much he loves this. Thankfully I'm able to stop holding his hands above his head since he's gotten the message that for a while I want to focus on him.

" Ohhh" he moans loudly pushing his shoulder back into the bed as I suck his nipples before biting them gently. To be honest for so many years I had no idea that men's nipples were just as sensitive as our nipples, but watching happily as Marshall starts really getting lost in my touch I see that they can cause just as much pleasure for the guys as they do for us girls.

Our eyes connect making me smile up at him when I keep lowering myself until Im where I want to be. Looking at Marshall I don't see worry in his eyes but I do see uncertainty, I also see him trying his hardest to get me to just move my lips a few inches closer so I touch his member instead of teasing him like I am.
I have to admit he does have great self control, not many guys can just gently play with your hair as you begin giving them head, usually they try to rush things and shove your head down as far as they can get it just because they all get lost In the lust, but Marshall's different, he's just allowing me to be the dominant one for the moment.

" ohhhh crap I'm gonna loose it soon" he moaned warning me how close he really is, but I just keep moving my mouth up and down wanting to go till the end, but for some reason Marshall obviously doesn't want to finish right at this moment and with all the force he can manage to get he quickly flips me over so he's now hovering over me.

" dam Marshall, so much for letting me have the control for a while" I commented trying to act a little upset over his actions. But he knew I was only playing and seeing him smirk while looking me up and down just shows me how much he doesn't really care.

" well I wanted to finally see my surprise" he joked while staring down at my robe knowing very well that he wants to see whats underneath my silk gown. Without even looking up at me I just watch as Marshall concentrates really hard on slowly untying my robe.

" fuck" he whispers to himself as he stares down at my body now fully exposed to Marshall's eyes. I'm currently wearing a red lace thong that had little diamonds on the tue up ribbon and also a push up bra to go match it. Just noticing the way Marshall didn't really know what to look at or wear to touch just showed me how caught up here really is.

Like always Marshall spends most of the minutes trying to take care of me but like I said before, tonight is not my night it's his.

" why don't you ever just lie back and enjoy yourself " I whispered after pushing him back onto his back so he couldn't pleasure me anymore. Knowing Marshall's already as hard as possible I begin gently grinding on him knowing the friction and heat will drive him crazy.

" Iiiiii don't know...... I just ....like..... To make sure...... Your enjoying yourself...... As well" he stumbled trying so hard not to moan as he holds both sides of my waist allowing his smooth hands to glide gently over my breast. Just looking Down at him I can see he's struggling not to just close he's eyes and let go.

" trust me......I always enjoy myself with you" I whispered seductively in his ear as I lean forward so I can take it to the next level.
Straight away we both moan as our bodies come together and become one, not once dropping eye contact with him I start sliding up and down knowing it's not going to take very long to take us over the edge.

Feeling and watching as the sexual lust for each other starts to really show in Marshall as he begins moving faster in me just makes all this wait worth it. I love watching as he finally let's go and enjoys himself, it's been a few hard months for Marshall and his work is non stop at the moment so to be able to be part of relieving some of that stress and helping him enjoy himself just makes me a lot happier.

" Ohhh fuck!!!!!!" He moaned in my ear as he got closer and closer to the end, leaning up and locking eyes with mine as our lips connected just before I reach my peak making me scream from the rush of pleasure that erupts within me.
One of the things I like most about sex with Marshall is majority of the time we do it he never gets to lost and taken away that he forgets I'm there, like I've slept with guys that have refused to even look at me while we are doing it, or they start of really good but as they get caught up they completely forget that there's another person and they seen to pound away until they are satisfied and then the rest becomes a chore for them. But Marshall is different and to tell you the truth it surprises me how sincere he is during sex, yeah we both have nights we like it rough or do something different but even as Marshall's finishes his last couple of thrust without a doubt he just does the smallest thing that really shows me he's well aware that sex isn't just about the pleasure, there's a line if intimacy that's being shown.

Marshall p.o.v

Contempt silence comes over the both of us as the last jolt of pleasure runs through me. Instead of speaking like we usually do tonight I just get caught up staring into her eyes while hovering over her.
The only thing you could hear was our breathing getting back to normal.
Far out I wanted to say something, but I know that something probably isn't something she wants to hear or even remotely feels the same way, so instead of risking everything and blurting those words out that have been driving me crazy I just lean forward and kiss her passionately, deep down hoping she can just read my mind or feel the feelings I'm experiencing through the kiss.

" so that was a fucking awesome wake up call" I joked after the silence between us just came to much. Getting tired I just rolled of beside her, feeling as the cold air started breezing over our sweaty bodies.

" told you I would wake you up when the movie finished" she smiled rolling over and leaning on her elbow as she begins tracing soft circles into my chest like she always does. Glancing beside me I can't help but get caught up just staring at how beautiful she truly is. I can't get over that I've still managed to meet such an amazing woman and that god has somehow wanted me to fall for Ashley. Just like everyone else around, never once would i imagine that I would relate, and be fascinated in someone like Ashley and never once would I think she would be actually interested in me but as much as I try to deny she actually has general feelings for me I can't deny everything she's done for me and how much she enjoys just hanging with me and doing nothing.

" what??.... " she asked glancing up and noticing that I'm completely staring at her unaware of how long I've been deeply thinking.

" nothing" I replied before pulling her closer and kissing her liking how it quickly turned into making out. I know I should have said what I was thinking about but once again instead of telling her how I feel I just let the moment slip away knowing these thoughts are going to be on my mind these next couple of days we are together.

Ashley p.o.v

The sun rose and another day began. Unlike most Marshall and I didn't have to get up and go to work like we usually do and I'm glad we took advantage of sleeping in and snuggling together for a while.

What was meant to be another 5 minutes of kissing quickly turned into an hour or so and by the time we glanced at the clock again it was closer to lunch.

" what can I get you?" He asked lying on top as his hands are embraced around my waist not allowing any space between us.

" nothing I'm not hungry" I replied smiling slightly as my hands are hooked around his neck while trying to show him I'm okay and feel fine just being tangled up in these sheets with him.

" Ash, you must be hungry!" He said sounding concerned over me like he always does when I refuse to eat or decline a meal. Today for the first time Im actually fine and my appetite wasn't something I was thinking about.

" seriously I'm fine, come on we've been munching on all the snacks from last night. So I'm good" I commented smiling as I glanced at the the snacks laying beside Marshall's bed that we've been snacking on since last night. We've actually had so much food there is no was I could eat an actually meal.

" okay well just let me know because I can go make you something" he answered me before slowly leaning in and kissing me again. Straight away it gets steamy and I can't help but pull him closer by his neck just trying to get closer and a deeper connection which is impossible.
Like before we eventually get distracted and end up mucking around instead of venturing out of his room. I feel like a young girl again when you would spend days and days just being with your boyfriend not needing to leave the house or have any other commitments to attend, don't get me wrong I love being a mother it's just the things that come along with being a divorced mother can Be time consumer, not to mention also trying to hold up the image of being a international icon.

Marshall p.o.v

Feeling her flesh against mine as we made up for lost time was making it very difficult to control my urges and mouth. It seems there are times where I just get so caught up that I start blurting things out and saying stuff that might freak her out, I don't want to sound like a clingy, whipped boyfriend but her beauty just seems to do something to me and I begin to feel things I haven't felt since I was a teenager.

" well I might go grab us some more snacks before we get caught up again" I commented taking a break from kissing her to grab some more things since it doesn't look like we are going to be leaving this room anytime soon.

" sounds good, do you need any help?" she asked sincerely looking up as I continue hovering over her hating the fact I have to leave her for a few minutes.

" nah I'll be alright" I replied knowing if she came along we probably would only get distracted and caught up in the kitchen. Quickly I jump up and slip my sweat pants trying to be as quick as possible so I can come back to Ashely.

Slowly I make my way through my house that hasn't been touched since last night. As I was opening the blinds allowing sun to shine through I swear I heard someone up stairs, at first I stopped to see if I could hear it again but when I couldn't I just continued venturing into the kitchen.

Opening the fridge I begin trying to pick snacks that might actually fill Ashley up and give her some nutrients since once again she's refusing to eat, at least she's eating some bad food and isn't still caught up on that diet her manager put her on.

" hey Marshall" I heard from behind me literally making me jump in shock and hit my head on the shelf above me as In surprised and stunned to hear a voice.

" you scared the crap out of me" I stumbled trying to catch my breath as I calm down my fright and the surprise.

Stranding in front of me was someone I wasn't expecting to see today and wasn't meant to be home.

" sorry man" he apologized walking causally over and venturing to the cupboard.

" what are you doing here anyway. Aren't you meant to be working?" i asked as I watched Nathan grab some food out ready to make some lunch like he usually does when he's home from work or not at collage.

" nah it's my day off today. What are you doing home anyway?, usually you are at the studio" he replied making reference to my usual routine. Nathan is a lot of different to me, usually he's the one that's spontaneous and usually I'm the one that you can read like a book, but today's different.

" you know just wanted a day off" I answered him trying to sound as calm and collected as possible, when deep down I'm eager to get him out of here so i can head back into Ashley who's going to be wondering where I got to.

Nathan could tell I was acting weird since I literally stay standing beside him watching as he makes his lunch.
" so are you planning on going out again anytime soon?" I asked randomly as he spreads peanut butter over his sandwich.
Glancing up he can see something is up and he notices my unusual behaviour.

" yeah I'm heading over to my friends house soon, why?" He answered while watching me weirdly. Walking over to the fridge I try to act as normal and relaxed as possible.

" just wondering that's all. What time are you planning on going ?" I did the dumb thing of asking, I should have just left it with my answer but instead I had to ask another random question which caused Nathan to become very aware of my weird behaviour and my nagging questions.

" what's going on Marshall?" He asked, stopping from eating his lunch seeing I'm acting very weird towards him and I never ask him so many questions.

" nothing, just curious that's all" I replied looking at him casually as I lean against the bench acting like I'm totally fine and that I'm casually just chilling around the house by myself.

" your never this curious" He commented, obviously seeing right through this act I'm putting on for him.
Again I did the wrong thing of glancing down at my watch trying to see how long I've been out here, but Nathan saw this.

" oh I get now..... Your expecting someone aren't you, maybe this girlfriend of yours?" He said after realizing why I'm so eager to know how long he's going to be.
Once again I should have just kept looking at him, but when he mentioned me having a girlfriend I couldn't help glance towards my bedroom, which again made fireworks come of in Nathan's head as he figures more out.

" oh crap she's here isn't she?" He asked getting more and more excited and aware of what's going on since Nathan is generally a lot smarter than me.

" maybe!! How do you know I have a girlfriend anyway?" I asked very curiously since Ashley and I try to be so private and secretive, but if Nathan knows than who else does.

" I didn't, I just had a hunch but you've just answered my suspicion" he laughed seeing how he played me pretty well. Okay so Nathan didn't know I was seeing anyone but now thanks to me he does.

" it was pretty obvious anyway. These last couple of months you've been extremely happy which is very rare for you, plus your constantly texting someone" he continued on talking about all my unusual behaviour that I haven't even noticed I've been doing, but I guess it's a lot easy for Nathan to see me acting differently.

Instead of saying anything I just laughed, not being able to hold the smile from spreading across My face as he ask me all these questions, like who is she? Where did we meet? How long we've been dating for ?

" so when do I get to meet this mysterious girlfriend of yours?" He continued, asking the same type of mysterious questions I was just asking before to him.
As much as I wanted to introduce Nathan to Ashley, I didn't want to push it since my girls don't even know yet, but I guess Nathan is my brother and I am really eager to introduce them.

" soon" I replied after thinking about it for a little longer. Since Ashley is back in my room lying naked under my sheets I don't think today's a good day but I am planning on telling him soon.

" in other words you mean another year or so" he commented knowing exactly what I'm like. I guess from past experiences He knows I tend to hold off introducing new people to him or introducing him to girls I've had little flings with. Back in the day Whenever he asked me I would always say soon but I never end up doing so, or if I did introduce him to my little flings they would just turn sour and go bad a few weeks after doing, so I guess he thinks I'm not going to but in all honesty I'm dying to introduce Ashley as my girlfriend.

We began chatting normally again after the anxious feeling started to wear of. I still tried to get Nathan out of the house so I could go back to Ashley but wasn't having much luck, I'm just hoping she doesn't come out looking for me anytime soon.

Nathan p.o.v

Marshall has been on my back asking me constantly when I'm leaving and far out it's getting annoying.

Somehow Marshall managed to get distracted talking on the phone to one of the guards, knowing I really want to see this new girlfriend of his I take this opportunity to slip away and try to find her.

It's good knowing Marshall is enjoy someone again, I wasn't that thrilled when Kim came back into his life but luckily that didn't last very long and it didn't take him as long to find someone new. But of cause I still don't know how serious this girlfriend of his is, whenever Marshall shuts me down to meeting one of his girlfriends it means it's never going to go anywhere so maybe I shouldn't try to get a glimpse of this new one.

I know I was tossing up whether or not I should but in the end my mind was shouting at me to go introduce myself, and hey you never know maybe me meeting her might cause Marshall to actually want to introduce her to the girls.

I knew she was tucked away in her room, but seeing the door ajar just confirmed my suspicion. Now, should I just go in there and act like I had no clue Marshall had company? or should I just go in there and introduce myself as his younger brother?
I'm thinking I might sound a little creepy if I just head in there and introduce myself so I'm going to act dumb.

" Marshall, you in here?" I said quietly while knocking a couple of times before taking one last breath and opening the door.

" Marshall........" I started to ask again knowing I had to play dumb, but when my eyes made contact with the girl sitting up in Marshall's bed I literally stopped speaking I was so shocked.

At the start she just looked like any pretty blonde lying around, but when she looked up from her phone and towards me well I realized straight away who she was. But how the fuck did Marshall get her into his bed.
But Before I could even comprehend what was going on, Marshall was barging through his door looking extremely angry.

Marshall p.o.v

I was literally on the phone for like two minutes making sure no one has come by to see me.
When i looked at the kitchen and saw Nathan had vanished I knew straight away he's gone to check out this new girlfriend of mine.
Nathan has always been the curious type and I could tell earlier on he wanted to meet my girlfriend, so now he has.

Bolting through the house I headed for my bedroom just hoping he decided to go to the bathroom or something and didn't decide to check out my girlfriend, but when I saw him literally enter my bedroom I knew it was to late and without a doubt he's going to see Ashley.

I quickly followed him, opening the door and not even bothering to think before I grabbed onto as he stood just staring at the scene in front of him.

" oh.. There you are Marshall. I was just looking for you" he said glancing back towards me with a massive smirk on his face knowing I had been caught out.

" you're dead" I just mumbled back to him not sounding very pleased at him. It's not such a bad thing he has found out my little secret but it is how he did it.

" I'm sorry.... I had no idea Marshall had company" he continued playing dumb while turning to apologize to Ashley. I thought maybe Nathan was going to walk in on her lying nude In my bed and make Ashely feel uncomfortable as she tried to cover herself, but somehow she must have sensed something like this was going to happen because instead she's sitting crossed legged on my bed wearing my T shirt from last night, I'm just glad she's fully covered.

" that's okay" she politely replied to Nathan. Even though I can see how flustered and embarrassed she is, she never once rude to Nathan even though he did just barge in on her.

" Ash, this is my little irritable brother Nathan........ Nathan this is my girlfriend Ashley" I began introducing us glancing at Nathan and not surprised he's standing there looking very astonished and shocked that he's walked in on Ashley Ann.

" nice to meet you, you're brother has told me a lot of great things about you" she said, I can tell she was about to get up and shake his had like you usually do when you meet someone but I'm guessing she has nothing on down below that's why she decided to stay sitting on my bed with the sheet covering her.

Nathan was so shocked he literally couldn't say anything ,I think it's just hit him and he just stumbled and stuttered a lot not making any sense. I knew he was a fan of hers but I had no idea he was going to react like this.

" well this is awkward" I joked trying to ease the silence between us as Ashley and I just looked at each other.

" Its nice to meet you to, I'm just a little shocked since I had no clue my brother was even dating anyone" he finally answered after getting his composure back. I can tell he's still trying to comprehend who he's standing in front of.

" well we might leave Ashley alone, plus you have to go to work now anyway" I said placing my Hand on my shoulder and gesturing him to follow me out. I think I've put Ashley through enough already.

" It was really nice meeting you" Ashley said after noticing me trying to shove Nathan closer to the door and knowing he doesn't have a say in this matter. Without a doubt he's leaving so Ashley and I can get back to it.

" yeah I hope to see you soon" he managed to get out before I had completely shoved him out of my bedroom.

" I'll be back soon" I quietly said to Ashley before closing my door and looking up to see Nathan there smirking at me.

" was I dreaming or did you just introduce Ashley Ann as your girlfriend?" He spoke up and I continue shoving him further away from my bedroom so she doesn't hear. As much as I could've kill him before my anger seemed to have worn of, I guess I kind of felt relieved knowing another person knows about us.

" you weren't dreaming" I just joked knowing that's all he needed before he got it through his head that I am dating Ashley Ann.
Straight away he literally flipped out and lost it with excitement, happiness and curiosity.

" how long?" He asked, now wanting all the juicy details.

" officially a few months, but I've been sleeping with her for about 10 months" I replied still pushing him away and trying to get him to leave so I can go back and see Ashley.

" wow" was all he said as he tried to get over the shock and surprise. Trust me I'm shocked as well that I've known Ashley for nearly a year or so and we've become this close in such a small amount of time.

" and I'm guessing the girls don't know" he said right before I was about to get rid of him. Just when I heard their names guilt started rising since I'm so desperate to show them who's been making me happy, but I don't know how Ashley will feel about it.

" no not yet. So can you keep this quiet, not even Paul knows" I said hoping he will. We should really start telling people since I'm over keeping this a secret. I guess we are just afraid at how people are going to react.

" well my mouth is shut, but can I just say you are probably the luckiest dude alive. I don't know why you're afraid to tell anyone" he said obviously noticing my anxious and worried behaviour. I know for a fact that guys are going to start running their mouths and making fun of me, saying I'm not good enough for her. So I guess keeping it to ourselves just makes me feel more secure and letting everyone know will only make me realize just how right they are.

Ashley p.o.v

Marshall came back pretty quickly after playfully shoving Nathan out. I was so caught up in looking at all the photos that have now been placed in frames around his new bedroom, making it feel a lot more cosy and warm than before.

" I see you've found my shirt" he whispered in my ear, wrapping his arms around me from behind and beginning to kiss right where he knows does it for me.

" yeah sorry, I just felt weird wearing nothing but luckily I did. Imagine if your brother walked in on me topless" I joked turning around while still in his grip so I could see him. Slowly I place my hands around his neck as I watch the smirk spread across his face.

" He defiantly would have fainted...... But I am sorry about that, he wasn't meant to come in or even be home for that matter" he apologized, leaning his forehead head on mine seeming sincerely sorry for allowing his brother to walk in. But I know it's not Marshall's fault anyway.

" it's not your fault, someone was bound to find out sooner or later" I reassured him trying to get him to see that I'm totally fine with his brother knowing, maybe there could have been a better way but other than that everything is okay.

He didn't say anything after this, instead he just smiled before leaning in and kissing me like he always does, as we fell back onto the lounge.

" you know I have to admit, I feel like weight has been lifted of my shoulders now that someone else knows........ I don't know why but I just feel more relieved" Marshall said taking a break from kissing me to tell me this feeling of his. Since we've already lying down I just lean my head on his chest and listen to everything he's saying.

" that's a good thing...... I know how you feel I felt so much happier when I told my parents about us" I explained knowing how Marshall is feeling. You feel relieved that's there is one less person to lie to and sneak around.

" maybe this is a sign..... Maybe it's telling us that it's time to tell people about us...... We have been dating for nearly 4 months. Don't you reckon it will be a lot easier if we aren't always sneaking around" he said nervously, he's sitting here trying to convince me to tell people.

Leaning up I place a small peck on his lips.
" Marshall you don't need to convince me. I want to tell people as well" I said seeing a smile spread across his face before smashing his lips against mine again.

" maybe just our kids to start of with and fifty" he than added. Doubt came over me but I agreed with him anyway, it's just I can't help but think he doesn't want the public knowing. I've always known Marshall worries about what people think and its no secret he doubts himself. But I already know that peoples comments are going to get to him, so I understand why he just wants to keep it on the down low for a while and only let a few people in.