Can You Save Me Now?

Carter closed the space between us and kissed my forehead. He was worried about me; I haven't had someone worry about me in a long time. I didn't know what to say, so I stayed silent. I need time alone to think but I didn't dare go any where with Carter in this type of mood. " I thought it was obvious. I thought I might have lost you, in one sense or another." he whispered into my hair. I stood there, with my head nestled between his shoulder and neck and slowly silent tears ran down my face.

We left Carson's house short after I started crying. Carter didn't say anything about my tears he just wiped them away and we left. I knew I had school tomorrow so I needed to spend some time at my house. Carter dropped me off at home and drove away, I know he is still angry, but he would never admit that. I slowly opened the door and listened for signs of my mother still being home. Nothing. I walked into my house and up the stairs into my bedroom. There was a note left on my bed.

Dearest Molly,
I know that we don't get along and I am sorry about that. If you need me I will be home around 5, I had a doctors appointment today. I'm sorry we don't ever see each other any more.
love,
MOM

I looked at the note in disgust; I crumpled it up and threw it into my already overflowing trashcan. I then sat down at my desk and pulled out a sheet of paper, deciding to write a letter to my mom.

Dearest Mother,
You are the scum of the earth and I never wish to see your face, you abandoned me now you must suffer. Don't you ever say you love me, that's a lie that you spit from your venomous fangs. I wish it was you that died and not my beloved father. Have fun burning in hell, Woman!

I taped it to the front door, and then turned to walk into my room. I locked the door and curled up in my bed. If only I could stay like this forever and never have to leave my room.

***

I pulled into the school parking lot at 8:05. "Late", I thought as I ran to my first class. I turned the corner in building 2 and ran smash-dab into someone. I look up from the ground to see a tall brunet boy with soft brown eyes. " 'Ello, I'm Demetri Lane" his beautiful English accent caught me so off guard, that I didn't even see him holding out his hand to help me up. He chuckled a little bit. "Um Molly, you're staring at me, it's not like we didn't know each other in 4th grade" I starred as he helped me to my feet.

"No way, I would have remembered if I had seen Stiles Stilinski's twin" I state as I walk off for my art class. "Hey wait up! Could I have your number?" he asked. I pulled a pen out of my side bag and scrawled my number on his hand. "Just don't keep me up to late, texting me" I winked at him and disappeared into my class. Did I really just flirt with the only guy that was cuter than Carter? Is this cheating? Oh god, I hope not.