Ghost of You

I should have known that it would come down to this. I knew, that if anything ever happened to her, I would be next. If I ever for a moment wasn't there to catch her fatal fall, then she'd slip away fully from me. I never wanted it to get that far. I never wanted her to say goodbye to me, and I never wanted to let go. I wanted to wake up to her sleeping body each and every morning for the rest of my life.

I should have figured that waking up to her each any every morning was going to be simple. We never managed to pull the "normal" couple act off. We were eccentric people, and we were a different breed of our own. Our lives were always something a little different than our neighbors. Our ending should have been something a little different as well.

She never thought I needed her as much as she needed me. I guess she would have never imagined how much she has helped me through these hard past years. I guess she'll never ever know now how I really felt. Not until I see her again, at least.