Do You Still Love Me

Guest Room

"Yea, um you can stay in here. It's the guest room." Georg said opening the door on the first floor. I took a small step inside. There was a huge bed in the middle of the room against the wall with a silky olive colored blanket. The three pillows were a creamy green color. There was a short dresser with three drawers on the other side of the room with a dark green lamp on top. The walls were painted a beautiful shade of green that was different from the rest of the green in the room, but still blended in with the other shades of greens. There was a large window across the from where I stood (in the doorway) with curtains that matched the bed color, silky olive green.

"I'm guessing some here likes the color green." I said smiling a little. Georg nods,

"Ja, Gustav loves green. I think he designed this room too. I'll let you get situated." Georg said leaving me to an empty green room. It's a beautiful room when someone is with you, but when they leave it feels smaller, and almost suffocating. I looked out the window. It had a view of the entire drive way and the road that leads to it.

I put the few shirts and two jeans into the first drawer, and everything else in the bottom drawer, and threw my backpack on the bed. I took a picture of the room with the camera on my cell phone. Once I shut the phone, it started to go off. I flipped it open again.

Call from:

Bill Kaulitz

I pressed the top right button, the ignore button. I slipped the phone back in my pocket and went to find Georg. He was sitting on a dark blue couch talking with Gustav in German. Gustav looked over. I shyly waved and he nodded his head up once. Georg looked over.

"Hey, komm, you can have a seat." He said pointing to a blue recliner chair. I sat on the edge of the seat. When I'm in other peoples houses, I get easily shy and uncomfortable.

"So, whats up with you and Bill?" Georg asked. I shifted a little on the seat. I could tell that Gustav could easily see I was uncomfortable here.

"Um...me and Bill's relationship isn't doing the best right now. Oh, by the way, don't tell him I'm here please." I said folding my hands together on my lap. Gustav and Georg nodded.

Gustav showed me around the house. It had three floors, a basement, ground floor and an upstairs. They both had their rooms upstairs. It wasn't nearly as big as Bill and Tom's house, but it was still pretty damn big compared to a normal house. My phone made a little short noise.

"Phone call?" Gustav asked. I shook my head.

"Voice mail." I corrected. Then my phone started to ring again. "Now it's a phone call." I flipped open my phone again.

Call from:

Bill Kaulitz

I pressed the top right button, the ignore button and smiled to Gustav. He weakly smiled back.

The rest of the day I was in the guest room listening to my iPod, and every 5-10 minutes I received a voice mail from Bill. Every time I pressed ignore, it made me die a little inside.