Status: Completed
Poison or Ink?
9
"Don't fucking joke with me!" I started pushing Mike through the window. "Don't you fucking dare!"
I climbed in after him. All the anger that I had felt just a few moments before were gone. Denial was now rushing through my veins.
"What is wrong with you?" He yelled at me. "I tell you I want to be the one to crawl into your bed at you start screaming at me!"
I kept pushing at him. "I don't want to be your fuck buddy!"
He grabbed my hands, "I never said anything like that."
"I'm not good with commitment then." I struggled against his grip.
"You are the most stubborn person I have every met!" He looked straight at me. "And I like you, so suck it up."
"Let me go!" I screamed in frustration.
"What's holding you back, Lithium?" He looked just as angry as me. "Huh? 'Cause I can't think of anything."
"Nothing," I cried out. "Nothing is holding me back. But you deserve better."
"No I don't." He pulled me into his chest. "So what is it? The truth."
"I've never been in a relationship." I whispered.
He pulled back, "How can you not of?"
"I usually just fuck, no feelings. Nothing." I put my head down in shame.
"Then let me be your first."
"Are you two okay?' Vic's eyes were wide when we came back.
"We heard you guys yelling." Tony had the same expression as Vic.
"But we thought we better leave you two." Jamie finished.
"We're fine." I looked to Mike who as standing just behind me.
Vic shook his head, "What happened?"
Mike shrugged and put his arms around my waist, "We got together."
"You mean like, sex?" Jamie asked.
I shook my head, "Mike is now my first ever boyfriend."
"You're fucking joking?" Tony looked at us both.
"Look, I know we've only known each other for a little-"
"It's not that." Vic said. "We're fine with you two being together."
"It's just..." Jamie seemed lost for words. "How can you not of had a boyfriend?!"
I shrugged and sat down on the free one seated, Mike sat on the arm.
"To me, sex is just sex." I started. "No feelings. Nothing of the sort. Mike's the first guy I've had any feelings for."
"Have you had girlfriends?" Jamie leaned forward, interest in his eyes.
I shook my head, "No relationships for this girl."
"Wow." Tony breathed.
"I would of never guessed." Vic sighed then looked Mike straight in the eye. "You take care of her, or I will skin you."
I giggled into Mike's side.
"I thought you were meant to be my brother." Mike muttered.
"He is." Tony had a light tone.
"But we all love Lill Pie." Jamie came and ruffled my hair.
"Aw." I pouted. "I love you guys too."
Vic smiled at me then winked. This was a family, and I was now part of it.
I climbed in after him. All the anger that I had felt just a few moments before were gone. Denial was now rushing through my veins.
"What is wrong with you?" He yelled at me. "I tell you I want to be the one to crawl into your bed at you start screaming at me!"
I kept pushing at him. "I don't want to be your fuck buddy!"
He grabbed my hands, "I never said anything like that."
"I'm not good with commitment then." I struggled against his grip.
"You are the most stubborn person I have every met!" He looked straight at me. "And I like you, so suck it up."
"Let me go!" I screamed in frustration.
"What's holding you back, Lithium?" He looked just as angry as me. "Huh? 'Cause I can't think of anything."
"Nothing," I cried out. "Nothing is holding me back. But you deserve better."
"No I don't." He pulled me into his chest. "So what is it? The truth."
"I've never been in a relationship." I whispered.
He pulled back, "How can you not of?"
"I usually just fuck, no feelings. Nothing." I put my head down in shame.
"Then let me be your first."
"Are you two okay?' Vic's eyes were wide when we came back.
"We heard you guys yelling." Tony had the same expression as Vic.
"But we thought we better leave you two." Jamie finished.
"We're fine." I looked to Mike who as standing just behind me.
Vic shook his head, "What happened?"
Mike shrugged and put his arms around my waist, "We got together."
"You mean like, sex?" Jamie asked.
I shook my head, "Mike is now my first ever boyfriend."
"You're fucking joking?" Tony looked at us both.
"Look, I know we've only known each other for a little-"
"It's not that." Vic said. "We're fine with you two being together."
"It's just..." Jamie seemed lost for words. "How can you not of had a boyfriend?!"
I shrugged and sat down on the free one seated, Mike sat on the arm.
"To me, sex is just sex." I started. "No feelings. Nothing of the sort. Mike's the first guy I've had any feelings for."
"Have you had girlfriends?" Jamie leaned forward, interest in his eyes.
I shook my head, "No relationships for this girl."
"Wow." Tony breathed.
"I would of never guessed." Vic sighed then looked Mike straight in the eye. "You take care of her, or I will skin you."
I giggled into Mike's side.
"I thought you were meant to be my brother." Mike muttered.
"He is." Tony had a light tone.
"But we all love Lill Pie." Jamie came and ruffled my hair.
"Aw." I pouted. "I love you guys too."
Vic smiled at me then winked. This was a family, and I was now part of it.