Try for Me.

A yawn escaped my lips as I finished the last of my homework. Jace threatening a psychologist was just a power play to me, how obnoxious of him to even think he could suggest such bullshit. I mean sure I look tired as hell, I am doing all my homework immediately when I get home, and staying up with Noelle. I shamefully admit that we have been drinking, and staying up past two in the mornings. A bad habit I truly need to break because sleep is very important to me, and according to my eyes it is important to my looks as well, maybe that is why they call it "beauty sleep". I giggle as I stretch the bags under my eyes, examining myself in the mirror.

"And what is so funny?" Noelle asks, leaning against the wall with her arms folded across her chest, observing me. I jumped up and let out a loud feminine scream. I closed my eyes and breathed heavily from my mouth.

"Jeez Noelle," I snarl, my eyes darting in her direction angrily. "You scared the hell out of me."

"That I did," she giggled with a smirk. "Anyways, what is so funny?"

"My face," I chuckle. "Look at the bags under my eyes, I'm going to fail modeling class."

"They edit that stuff out anyways," she playfully replies, standing beside me and taking in her own appearance. "Maybe we should start going to bed earlier and not stay up so damn late."

"Agreed," I yawn.

"Let's take a nap?" she slouched forward with a pouting face.

"Say no more!" I raise my hand and hurried off to bed. She crawled in next to me, and we both passed out.

...

Pounding at the door is the lovely sounds we woke up to. I held my head slightly angered due to the abrupt awakening. Noelle hurried off to our front door, and opened it with her eyes closed and an obnoxious yawn.

"What the fuck, Noelle," Seth hissed. Great it was not for me, so I can sleep. I roll back over until I heard another voice. Aiden's.

"Are you guys coming or not?" Aiden sounded like he wasn't in the mood as well.

"I am not sure about, V. But, I am definitely in after that nap," Noelle answered for me.

"Tell her to come," Aiden demands. "I haven't seen her outside of class all week."

"You do it," Noelle spat. Fuck you, Noelle. Fuck you.

Suddenly I felt something heavy on me, and I opened my eyes to see Aiden.

"You coming to my house?" Aiden more so demanded than asked.

"No," I dryly answer.

"Oh come on, Viv, you have been avoiding me all damn week," he said through gritted teeth.

"And?" I quirk a brow, his eyes staring intensely into mine now.
"Why do you want me to go anyways?"

"It was fun last time," he shrugs standing.

"When you were fucking that red head with an audience?" I coldly remind, in return a devious smirk appeared on his face as his pupils dilated.

"Jealous much?" He purrs, leaning close to my ear. "Want it to be you this time?"

"No," I shove him away. "Which is precisely why I am staying home, and catching up on some much needed rest."

"Nuh uh!" Noelle came into the room. "We are not staying home."

"You can go," I tell her. Noelle pouts.

"I do not want to go without you, come on Viv," she begs. "Seth said he will give us free pills."

"Aren't they always free?" I mutter, confused.

"And Aiden's house has a bitching pool, we can even do a photoshoot!" She was reaching at this point, as if I was interested in any of that. I narrow my eyes. "Please, seriously don't make me beg."

"It's a bad idea," I whisper.

"Honestly, where's your sense of adventure?" she playfully giggled. I roll my eyes.

"Under one condition," I cut off her excitement as I got out bed. She rose her brows at me awaiting my terms. "No more day drinking, please."

"Fine, I wont drink except Wednesdays," she agreed and hurried off before I could protest. I sluggishly got out of bed, and brushed my hair. I let out disapproving sighs the whole time we got dressed, and slipped on my baggy sweater.

"If you freaking ditch me one more time," I complained.

"Oh stop your fussing," she said. "You always ditch me too."

"I don't ditch you, I just go home," I state while chewing the inside of my lip. I mean, I don't go home but I absolutely never ditch her first. She rose her brows at me with a smile. I narrow my eyes and shrug. She rolled her eyes and clucked her tongue at me.

"Let's go," she sang and met up with the boys that waited in the halls for us.

"Finally ready?" Seth asks, looking at his phone. "Like a damn hour."

"Yeah well," she points to her face that she took the time to apply make up to. "So worth it."

The elevator opened and there stood Jace. His eyes scanned Seth to Noelle to Aiden whom wrapped his arm around me. Jace stared into my eyes for a few seconds before raising a single brow and moved over so we could enter, now he knew who I was hanging out with on the weekends.

"Any wild plans for you Counselor?" Aiden snarkily asks, Seth snorted and Noelle elbowed him.

"Probably," he answers shifting his eyes to me for a split second before looking away.
"And you, Aiden?"

"Most definitely," Aiden's voice was menacing as his eyes stared down at me. I avoided eye contact and let out a harsh breath. My throat felt dry as the room became uncomfortably silent. I felt my palms getting sweaty and my tongue thickened. Anxiety.

"Party at Aiden's if you're interested," Seth teased. They knew he could not attend, and they knew Jace surely wouldn't even if he could. I noticed Jace shifted uncomfortably, his body tense.

"Ha, have fun and be safe," Jace said looking at everyone and ended with me. I shifted my eyes to his then to the floor.

"Always have extras," Aiden mused. He was so unbearably inappropriate, and he wonders why I would never be interested in someone like him. I bit my bottom lip, desiring to go home with Jace right now, dreading having to follow the little clique I am associated with to a party that I detested going.

...

The music was loud, the walls vibrated, people danced all sweaty with one another. Lights flashed making it hard to focus, the voice in the song sent shivers down my arms as I swayed side to side, rubbing my sweaty hands in my hair that tangled too easily. I could not deny the sick pleasure I got in doing illegal activities.

"You good or you want a bump?" Seth appears, holding a key for me. I plug a nostril, and sucked in through the other one. I roll my eyes back and close my lids, swallowing the drip. I became a cliche, and although I should quit after my epiphany part of me didn't want to; because for once I am having fun with no responsibilities.

"Hey!" It was Oliver with Rosalyn.

"We didn't know you were in this scene?" Ro quirked a brow, a stupid grin on her face.

"Didn't strike us as the type," Oliver said while dancing around me. I laugh at how flamboyant he is, and started dancing with him. Rosalyn glanced around.

"You make sure to stay away from Aiden, okay?" She winces, nodding to Oliver before going into the kitchen. I shake off her advice, and continue to dance with Oliver. Grinding against him, and for being a gay man he was getting hard from the friction.

"You are probably the only woman to get that reaction," he says in my ear. I exhale sharply, and turn back around biting my bottom lip with a quirked brow.

"Interesting," I tease squishing my nose up.

"I am not fucking you," he chuckles, twirling me. "I might make out with you though."

"Oh?" I giggle when his lips crashed on mine, and we danced around with our lips locked. Our tongues dancing together, as his hands rested on my hips. I broke away and laughed. "We are way too on one for this."

"Agreed," he laughed shaking his head and started jumping. "Want one?" In the palm of his hand was a white pill, and I shrug snatching it.

"Cigarette?!" Rosalyn hollers, gesturing us to go out and smoke. I look around for Noelle as we followed Rosalyn outside. As usual, no where to be found.

"Oh hey," I heard that all too familiar voice greet.

"Aiden," I shyly greet. Oliver and Rosalyn shift uncomfortably.

"Hey," they both awkwardly say at the same time.

"Mind if I have one? I seem to have lost mine," he chuckled. Rosalyn held one out for him, and he gladly accepted. His eyes stayed on mine, as he pushed the inside of his cheek with his tongue.

"Have you seen Noelle?" I break the silence.

"Yeah, her and Seth went to my pool," he answered with a chuckle. "They are becoming quite the thing, aren't they?" Was he jealous?

"Yeah," I shrug. I snatched his cigarette and took a puff. I closed my eyes and released the smoke out of my nose.

"Damn," he commented with a smile. "You are too sexy, V."

"Really?" I glance at my baggy alien sweater with furrowed brows then shifted my attention to him. "It's definitely the alcohol talking."

"No," he shook his head taking in a harsh hit. He dropped it on the floor and stomped on it. Oliver looked at pissed off Rosalyn.

"Come on, Viv," she hissed.

"Go ahead without us," Aiden spoke for me. His eyes never leaving mine.
"You don't see it, and I think that's what makes you even sexier."

"Stop," I roll my eyes trying to walk past him.

"No," he grabbed my arm, a crooked smile coming across his face.

"Leave her alone," Oliver stepped forward.

"Get the fuck out," Aiden barked and some random guy lifted Oliver up.

"Hey!" Oliver screamed, they took him out the side gates.

"Stop!" I demand shoving Aiden. He bulked his chest up at me, and shoved me against the brick wall.

"You are sexy, Vivian," he nonchalantly continued.

"You are a prick," Rosalyn spat. Aiden glanced at another guy and nodded, at which she was lifted in the same fashion as Oliver and taken out. Aiden slowly returns his grey eyes to my Dr Pepper ones.

"Alright, you had your fun," I breath out trying to shift out from his hold.

"Not yet I have," he slyly replies leaning forward. I jerk my head back and smacked it into the wall. Aiden chuckled and bit my neck. I would be lying if it didn't naturally cause my skin to tingle, my lower regions to ache, and my breathing to get husky.

"Stop," I beg. Aiden continued to look intensely into my eyes as he kept that smirk came on his face.

"You have no idea how sexy," he repeats and lifted my sweater up. I gulp realizing it was pointless to fight him, Aiden does what he wants. I close my eyes moving my head slightly to the right. I stood there in my tight racer back white tank top, listening to Aiden gasp. "See."

"Thanks," I suck my bottom lip into my mouth. "I was getting hot."

"Yeah," he chuckled, leaning forward again. I put my hand on his chest and tried to push him.

"Aiden, it's not going to happen," I reject. Aiden chuckled, his pupils highly dilated. I rapidly blink then close my eyes. He grabbed my wrist and tightened his grip. I bit my bottom lip to prevent the moan that threatened to escape in response to his thumb being dug into the pressure point on my wrist.

"Are you sure about that?" He was so cocky as his breath ran down my back. I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand up, his penis was growing on my leg and I felt the hardness as he kept pressing himself against me. I closed my eyes and maintained my breath.

"I am," I firmly state. Aiden sighed, and released me.

"You will want me," he looked me over. "Bet."

"Give me my sweater," I demand. Our eyes locking together.

"No," he chuckled, smelling it. "I need this."

"Don't," I beg as he hurried inside. I stood there with my arms across my chest, everyone staring at me. I closed my eyes for a few minutes before I hurrying inside.