I just wanna die in your arms tonight

Jake's POV

I started to plan for mine and Jerry's date. I know that he didn't know about me kissing him but I needed to fix things with him. I needed to show him that I care about him. I loved him and I was going to win him over. It needed to be somewhere special, somewhere that he loved. Well he always seems to act funny when we mention about our old homes, maybe he missed it?
"
Jerry, get your sexy ass out of bed!" I shouted.

"What?"

"Erm nothing" I blushed. I didn't realize what I said until it slipped out of my mouth. I didn't mean to say that out loud!

"Oh okay" He mumbled uneasily.

Thank god he didn't hear that, I'd have a whole lot of explaining to do. I watched as he slowly got out of bed. I was a little disappointed to see that he was wearing underwear but nevertheless I stared at his gorgeous body. I watched as he put on his skin tight spandex pants. I longed to get him out of those pants. The pants made his package look huge. I wanted to wrap my lips around that huge c... I noticed Jerry looking near my penis but he looked away when he realized I could see him looking. I looked down, I was hard in my pants. Wow, so was he. That just made me want him even more. Why would Jeremy be turned on? Man this is the most awkward moment in my life.

"Come on, Jerry, I want to take you somewhere." I stuttered, moving my eyes from his crotch to his face. I was trying to stay calm but he was making me so nervous. How do I earn the privilege to even look at him? He's just too perfect to be my friend let alone more. Jerry looked like he wanted to laugh when I said that, I could just tell by his smug little face. He made me laugh when he did that. You wouldn't think Jeremy would be dirty minded but sometimes he is dirtier than Ashley.

We made our way out of the door. I blindfolded him and strapped him into my car and I drove up to his old home. Jerry just sat smugly in the passenger seat, not questioning me on where we were going or why he was blindfolded. I wanted to hear that cute little voice of his, to see his cold blue eyes filled with such happiness and love. It felt just like the old times when we best friend, I've missed having this kind of relationship with Jerry.

Of course Jerry's house was quite big, after all, his parents did work in the army when he was younger. Jerry used to stay at my house when they were in abroad which was very fun as we used to do dares all night and tell each other secrets. I know that sounds girly but we just trusted each other with anything, I knew he'd keep my secrets to his grave and me likewise. That's why we used to have such a close bond, I needed to get that back. I had to kick the door down to get in, after all, it had been abandoned for several years. I don't get why his parents would ever want to move away from such a beautiful home.

I quickly removed the blindfold from Jerry's eyes. I don't think he recognized where we was as he was giggling loads and said we were rebels. I missed Jerry's childish side, it was great to see him like this again. I got out the Jack Daniels from the car and we made a little picnic on the floor which included Tacos with mini Pizzas inside the, so Jerry called them PizzaTacos. Don't judge him, you could never come up with a name so brilliant. Don't judge me either, PizzaTacos is a masterpiece, better than anything I've ever done at stupid old school. We drunk quite a bit but not too much (as I didn't want to get Jerry hooked on the stuff again) and I lit the candles to set a romantic mood. He was smiling a whole lot so I bestowed a kiss on those plump glossy lips. I felt an instant spark as he passionately kissed me back. It reminded me of last time but I blocked it out. Nothing is going to ruin this moment. Our tongues fought for domain but I won him over and deepened our kiss. I felt Jerry's hard dick pressing against my thigh, making me twice as hard. I moaned into his mouth and he did the same. We had to stop after 10 minutes though because we could hardly breathe. I didn't want to stop, I wanted to carry on and then make love but if course my body got the better of me. I didn't think Jerry wanted to stop, his penis looked so hard through his spandex pants.

After we finished catching our breath I pulled him upstairs to one of the bedrooms. I looked around and I could just tell it was Jeremy's old bedroom. The room was mainly black, Motley Crue & KISS posters were plastered to the wall and there were even some classical music tapes. Jerry was always weird when it came to music, he was practically the Mozart of the rock genre. I opened his wardrobe to just find everything Goth.

There was his year book in there. I went to a different school to Jeremy so I was surprised to find he was his school's only Goth. How did he survive like that, not having anyone like him to talk to. He was one of the smart kids too, he achieved an A+ in almost every subject, his lowest grade a B+ for art. The other one was Bob Bryan. They used to be best friends but Bob moved to Indiana. Bob was the 'emo' of his school and he was in this awesome band called My Chemical Romance.

Jeremy and I met through my parents. We moved to Los Angeles when I was 14 and I didn't know anyone there. We only moved because I was bullied, coming home with bruises almost every day. My mom threw a party to try to get me to socialise but I felt so awkward around everyone and I was scared I was going to be hit for looking like an 'emo'. I hate stereotypical names. Kids were so pathetic back then. My parents got a little mad about me not making an effort so they sat me with Jeremy. At first I was scared but then I became entranced by his attractive looks. He knew I was staring and his cheeks became a rosy pink shade. He smiled at me and from the moment he first spoke I broke out of my shell. I didn't feel scared any more, there was just something about him that made me feel comfortable

I suddenly set my eyes upon a photo album; I was curious to see what Jerry looked like as a kid. Of course, because it was my Jerry, he was adorable. Most of his pictures was with older sister (and best friend) Lindsay, his older half brother Travis, and his younger sister Autumn. Ashley used to have a massive crush on Lindsay we set them up on a blind date and they have been dating ever since. I found it kind of strange how his dad wasn't in any of the photos where he was 15 but then I turned the page to find pictures of his dad's funeral. So that's why I barely saw his dad.

When Jeremy went to check what I was looking at, he burst into tears. I'd have never picked it up if I knew about his dad not being alive any more! I felt so awful. I wanted to make Jerry happy not upset!
"Jerry, I'm sorry" I said, crying and hugging him. I couldn't help but cry, I didn't want him being upset. We cried for at least an hour, only stopping because our throats got too sore and we'd almost ran out of tears.

"S-so how did you d-dad die?" I asked nervously, not really wanting or expecting him to answer.

"My mom just said my step-dad Matt Babbitt found him at the bottom of the stairs dead but I'm pretty sure that Matt killed him. You see, he was jealous of my mom and dad's strong relationship. He didn't fancy my mom or anything, he just knew she was good at cooking & the housework and that she always did it in my house. He also wanted my dad's wealth. When I came to the funeral, I noticed the tips of his fingers were blue and that proves that he was poisoned. Matt probably poisoned him and threw him down the stairs to make it look like he had tried to commit suicide. I told mom but she wouldn't believe me and buried the evidence- a.k.a. my dad." I took in every single word, my face was full of horror.

"Is that why you ran away to live in the apartment, because of your dad being murdered?"

"It wasn't just that. At first Matt started off as my dad's friend but he began to want more. He 'comforted' my mom and moved into the house with us. She tried to make me call him dad but I just wouldn't so she started shouting at me, saying that he had always been there for us but I knew it was just to get my mom. I got so sick of it so I ran off to live with you, I couldn't handle any more. Lindsay and I stayed in contact and later on she told me how Matt had ran off with all our mother's money so they had to leave the house. I don't know what happened to mom, Autumn or Travis – I just hope they're safe." I finally knew why Jerry was depressed. The weird thing was, I wish he never told me. I began to feel guilty about all the times I complained about my dad to him, I was lucky to even have one!

"I'm sorry, Jerry" I said, starting to cry again even though my throat was ever so sore. He tried to cuddling me, telling me it's not my fault but I just couldn't stop, making my throat hurt even more.

"Jake, listen to me. You are beautiful and I don't want you to cry. It's not your fault." He kissed me tenderly. We made out for a bit and started to take off our tight spandex pants and laid around in our underwear for a bit. I daren't take off his boxers in case he didn't wanted me but soon enough he slowly tugged off my boxers so I did the same to him. I was surprised to see how big his penis is, I knew it'd be big but not that huge. He was so hard as well. I tried not to cum with my delight but I just couldn't help myself. Jerry soon cummed after when he saw me cum. God, he was a hot mess!

Jake, I need you inside of me." He moaned.

I quickly got some lube and slowly got through the procedure of stretching him. At first he moaned in pain but he slowly started getting pleasure out. I carefully inserted my penis into him, not wanting hurt him, I moved slowly.

"FASTER JAKE!" He moaned. I started to speed up, making him moan even louder as hit his sweet spot dead on. I finally hit his prostate, making him cum all over the bed. I cummed inside of him, I just couldn't control it. Oh god I was enjoying this but I was also getting a little exhausted. I started to realize how loud Jerry was moaning and giggled. He was so noisy haha!

After that amazing sex, we had a bit of a break but Jerry soon did the same to me but he was even better. He was so just damn good! I still wasn't as loud as him but I think it was because he wasn't used to any form of sexual pleasure unlike me who had done oral and stuff like that with women but I hadn't slept with anyone like C and Ashley. Soon we heard shouting from outside, startling us.
 
Jerry quickly got off me. "Did we trespass?" Oh god I forgot about that. If the owner caught us, we'd be in so much trouble! It was certainly worth the risk though otherwise this wouldn't have happened.
"Yeah, kinda. I just wanted to make everything all..."
 
"No time for talking Jake, we need of get out of here!" We quickly picked up our clothes, as we didn't have enough time to get ready and we snuck out of the back door. We laughed as we ran out and quickly got changed and I drove him home, our hands meeting on the gear stick...
 
Ashley's POV
 
Where the hell where Jerry and Jake? I tried ringing them and they wouldn't pick up. I had booked a restaurant and everything! What the hell was I going to do? This was so expensive and no it's going to have to go to waste. Wait, Lindsay would love this! I called her up on my mobile and within minutes she arrived. She appeared in a sexy red dress that showed off her amazing figure. I just couldn't help but stare, she was honestly stunning. Man she was beautiful! How did I end up with such a beautiful girlfriend?
 
We laughed all night at everything, talked about Jerry and Jake, how happy I was to be her.
 
"You're the best thing that ever happened to me, I am such a lucky man to have you." I slowly got down on one knee. "Lindsay, will you marry me?"
 
"Yes!" she screamed. I sat her on my knee and made out with her for the last 10 minutes before we had to leave.  What we thought was a bit was 2 hours so I carried her home bridal style to go make love to my lil' outlaw.
 
 Jerry's POV

Instead of turning home, Jake stopped us at the cliff side we used to visit when life got too much for us. Was this too much for him?
"Jerry, look at me." I turned to him. His eyes looked glassy, as if he was going to burst into tears. He was regretting this wasn't here.
"It's okay Jake, I know you regret this."
"No, no, no! I definitely don't!" He smiled, his eyes more glassy from before. "It's just that... I've been waiting for this moment all my life to tell you this... I'm in love with you. Since I've met you, I've had feelings for you and the grew greater everyday. I've been so scared to tell you so I put it off for years but now I wish I hadn't waited."
"What do you mean Jake?" He said he didn't regret it but had he changed his mind?
"I wish I told you all those years ago, then I could spend my life longer with you. You're the one for me and I wish I had told you earlier. You mean so much to me. I was just..."
"Shut up and kiss me." I smiled, tears pouring down my face. I kissed him softly and looked into his eyes. "You have no idea how long I've been waiting for you to tell me you love me. You were always there for me even when I treated you like nothing. You made me the good person I am now. You saved me from myself."
"Now look who's blabbering." He giggled, fresh tears pouring down his face. I laughed and then looked down.
"Wow we still haven't dressed." I laughed, kissing him again.
"We better get going home, we both look a mess!" He messed up my hair that little bit more and started up the car.
"Jake?"
"Yeah?"
"I love you too." He smiled widely at me and then started up the car, that beautiful smile never leaving his face...