You

I burnt the picture. Not the ones of us together. I burnt the baby scan. It doesn’t mean I forget, I can never forget, but I think it means I forgive. And I don’t mean forgive you but forgive myself. I forgive us both. As much as we struggled to accept each other’s decisions we struggled to accept our own decisions. I blamed myself too. I wished I could have changed something that day.

Said something.

Done something.

I wish those days had never happened but they did and the only thing to do is accept it.

I have to accept that there are some things that are going to hurt forever.