Stay With Me
Chapter Nine - Present Day
I sat on my bed and starred at the ceiling. The flashback seemed so real. It was like I was there again.
They happend so often. I always tried to take my mind off of them. Focus on something else.
But today I was not going to hide. I was going to face it. I closed my eyes.
I killed a girl. I lost control of my car and killed a girl. Finn had made it. She lived.. I lived. But I killed someone. Someone innocent and undeserving. Someone who I never knew. She was a complete stranger. She had a future ahead of her. Maybe she had children not born, a husband not married.. a whole future never lived because in a split second I took that all away from her. I did. No one else.
I had watched as the blood stained through the sweatshirt she was wearing. It was my favorite sweatshirt.. I always loved when she wore it..
What?.. No.. NO.
And just like that, something clicked.
They happend so often. I always tried to take my mind off of them. Focus on something else.
But today I was not going to hide. I was going to face it. I closed my eyes.
I killed a girl. I lost control of my car and killed a girl. Finn had made it. She lived.. I lived. But I killed someone. Someone innocent and undeserving. Someone who I never knew. She was a complete stranger. She had a future ahead of her. Maybe she had children not born, a husband not married.. a whole future never lived because in a split second I took that all away from her. I did. No one else.
I had watched as the blood stained through the sweatshirt she was wearing. It was my favorite sweatshirt.. I always loved when she wore it..
What?.. No.. NO.
And just like that, something clicked.