Long Ago

I wish I could go back.

I wish I knew.

Winter is now spring, the trees recovered from the harsh cold conditions and grew back all their leaves.

She's pretty.
It shouldn't hurt that you moved on because its been so long.
Sometimes I wish I could get on a plane and fly across the country, away from you. So I could leave you and your memories behind. I could leave the pain behind. But I can't do that, so i'm still hurting. Still broken.

Recovery takes time and I know i'll eventually be ok. I'll make it through this like how the trees grow back their leaves in the spring, how they're always the same as they were before the winter.

Even after i'm ok again, I think i'll always have you in the back of my mind, and you'll always have a piece of my heart that i'll never get back.

Thats why I wish I knew.

I wish I knew, and hadn't fallen in love with you on those warm summer nights, long ago.