I'm a Psycho, Baby...
Your lips, my lips
I wake up slowly and sit up carefully, stretching, I gasp when I open my eyes. Alex is sat cross legged at the end of my bed, 'Um, hi.' I mumble,
'Hey. Sorry, didn't mean to make you jump.' he chuckles,
'Its fine. Why are you here?' I ask,
'I don't know. Being alone isn't fun.' he shrugs and notice there are tears in his eyes and he's shaking even though there's a smile on his face,
'Alex, are you okay?' I ask, concerned,
'Yes.' he says, a little too quickly,
'Alex, are you sure?' I sigh and he shakes his head,
'No. I need to cut jack. Really badly.' he whimpers, tugging his sleeves down,
'Come here.' I whisper and he crawls over, I wrap my arms around him and he nuzzles into my neck, I squeeze him tightly and he let's out a shaky breath and I stroke his back gently, 'it's okay Alex. I've got you. Everything's okay.' I whisper.
About ten minutes later, Alex pulls away slowly, 'thank you.' he whispers,
'It's okay Alex. I'll always be here for you, you can always come to me.' I sigh, rubbing his back,
'Jack... Don't kill yourself.' Alex says softly,
'I won't.' I mumble,
'I mean it. Things have changed a lot since you've arrived. Please don't kill yourself.' he whispers,
'Okay, I won't Alex.' I whisper back, he smiles and leans up, kissing my cheek softly, I blush and he chuckles.
(two weeks later)
I open my door with a yawn and smile at Alex, 'hey buddy.' I say, letting him in,
'Hey.' he mumbles,
'You okay?' I ask,
'Can we cuddle?' he sighs and I nod, grabbing his hand and pulling him over to my bed and sitting down, pulling him into my lap and wrapping my arms around him,
'everything okay?' I ask, he shrugs and nuzzles into my neck,
'Alex, tell me what's wrong.' I whisper,
'I want to go home.' he whimpers, clutching my shirt,
'I know you do buddy. But you just need to wait it out. They'll let you out of here soon.' I tell him,
'But I don't want to leave you.' he sighs,
'Alex, we're gonna have to part at some time.' I tell him,
'But I don't want to.' he whines,
'I know. Let's watch a film.' I say softly.
I look down at Alex and find him looking up at me, 'what?' I ask,
'You're beautiful.' he says, blushing,
'Not as beautiful as you.' I tell him, he rolls his eyes and leans up, pressing his lips to mine softly. I gasp shakily but lean into the kiss, my hands holding his neck.
Alex pulls back slowly and smiles sheepishly at me, 'you have soft lips.' I tell him and peck them again gently,
'Jack, I don't know if you guessed this but I have the biggest crush on you.' he mumbles,
'I did kinda guess, yeah.' I chuckle.
'Hey. Sorry, didn't mean to make you jump.' he chuckles,
'Its fine. Why are you here?' I ask,
'I don't know. Being alone isn't fun.' he shrugs and notice there are tears in his eyes and he's shaking even though there's a smile on his face,
'Alex, are you okay?' I ask, concerned,
'Yes.' he says, a little too quickly,
'Alex, are you sure?' I sigh and he shakes his head,
'No. I need to cut jack. Really badly.' he whimpers, tugging his sleeves down,
'Come here.' I whisper and he crawls over, I wrap my arms around him and he nuzzles into my neck, I squeeze him tightly and he let's out a shaky breath and I stroke his back gently, 'it's okay Alex. I've got you. Everything's okay.' I whisper.
About ten minutes later, Alex pulls away slowly, 'thank you.' he whispers,
'It's okay Alex. I'll always be here for you, you can always come to me.' I sigh, rubbing his back,
'Jack... Don't kill yourself.' Alex says softly,
'I won't.' I mumble,
'I mean it. Things have changed a lot since you've arrived. Please don't kill yourself.' he whispers,
'Okay, I won't Alex.' I whisper back, he smiles and leans up, kissing my cheek softly, I blush and he chuckles.
(two weeks later)
I open my door with a yawn and smile at Alex, 'hey buddy.' I say, letting him in,
'Hey.' he mumbles,
'You okay?' I ask,
'Can we cuddle?' he sighs and I nod, grabbing his hand and pulling him over to my bed and sitting down, pulling him into my lap and wrapping my arms around him,
'everything okay?' I ask, he shrugs and nuzzles into my neck,
'Alex, tell me what's wrong.' I whisper,
'I want to go home.' he whimpers, clutching my shirt,
'I know you do buddy. But you just need to wait it out. They'll let you out of here soon.' I tell him,
'But I don't want to leave you.' he sighs,
'Alex, we're gonna have to part at some time.' I tell him,
'But I don't want to.' he whines,
'I know. Let's watch a film.' I say softly.
I look down at Alex and find him looking up at me, 'what?' I ask,
'You're beautiful.' he says, blushing,
'Not as beautiful as you.' I tell him, he rolls his eyes and leans up, pressing his lips to mine softly. I gasp shakily but lean into the kiss, my hands holding his neck.
Alex pulls back slowly and smiles sheepishly at me, 'you have soft lips.' I tell him and peck them again gently,
'Jack, I don't know if you guessed this but I have the biggest crush on you.' he mumbles,
'I did kinda guess, yeah.' I chuckle.