I'm a Psycho, Baby...
Hurt
Me and Alex are sat opposite each other, cross legged on his bed, our hands are tangled together between is and he's staring into my eyes, 'what are we doing?' I whisper and he shrugs,
'I don't know. I'm just admiring your beauty.' he smiles and let's go of my hands, get leaning forward and kissing me passionately as he gets onto his knees, he pushes me back until my head his the pillows, he then straddles my waist and starts kissing my neck, 'tell me if I go too far.' he whispers and I nod, tilting my head in pleasure.
(later on)
I wake up and look around, Alex is sat up in bed next to me, leaning agains the head board and chewing on his nails, looking worried, I reach up and take his hand away from his mouth, 'don't do that. What's wrong?' I whisper and he flinches away,
'Alex...' I breathe,
'I hurt you.' he whimpers,
'No you didn't.' I say, confused, he waves his hand to my chest and I look down, there are long, red nail scratch marks painting my pale skin, 'oh lex, you didn't hurt me babe, it's fine. Look, I'll put a shirt on if you want.' I whisper,
'No, it's fine. Are you sure I didn't hurt you?' he asks with wide eyes,
'I promise baby. I'm fine.' I breathe and he nods, lying down and pressing gently kisses to my chest.
(a few days later)
'Hey.' I whisper, crouching down next to Alex, who is curled up in the corner of his room, I reach out slowly and try and put my hand in his,
'Dont touch me.' he gasps,
'Sorry, sorry. Lex, can you talk to me?' I ask and he whimpers,
'I fucked up Jacky.' he whispers,
'How baby?' I sigh,
He shakily points to the bathroom, I take a deep breath and walk over quickly, I open the door slowly and sigh, Alex has smashed the mirror and there is glass filling the sink, 'oh lex...' I whisper, rushing over and kneeling back down in front of him, 'can you show me baby?' I ask softly, he whimpers but lifts his sleeve up anyway and shows me the too shallow gashes on his arm, 'fuck. Let me hug you please.' I whisper and he nods, I pull him into my arms and he whimpers, 'I love you.' I breathe.
'I don't know. I'm just admiring your beauty.' he smiles and let's go of my hands, get leaning forward and kissing me passionately as he gets onto his knees, he pushes me back until my head his the pillows, he then straddles my waist and starts kissing my neck, 'tell me if I go too far.' he whispers and I nod, tilting my head in pleasure.
(later on)
I wake up and look around, Alex is sat up in bed next to me, leaning agains the head board and chewing on his nails, looking worried, I reach up and take his hand away from his mouth, 'don't do that. What's wrong?' I whisper and he flinches away,
'Alex...' I breathe,
'I hurt you.' he whimpers,
'No you didn't.' I say, confused, he waves his hand to my chest and I look down, there are long, red nail scratch marks painting my pale skin, 'oh lex, you didn't hurt me babe, it's fine. Look, I'll put a shirt on if you want.' I whisper,
'No, it's fine. Are you sure I didn't hurt you?' he asks with wide eyes,
'I promise baby. I'm fine.' I breathe and he nods, lying down and pressing gently kisses to my chest.
(a few days later)
'Hey.' I whisper, crouching down next to Alex, who is curled up in the corner of his room, I reach out slowly and try and put my hand in his,
'Dont touch me.' he gasps,
'Sorry, sorry. Lex, can you talk to me?' I ask and he whimpers,
'I fucked up Jacky.' he whispers,
'How baby?' I sigh,
He shakily points to the bathroom, I take a deep breath and walk over quickly, I open the door slowly and sigh, Alex has smashed the mirror and there is glass filling the sink, 'oh lex...' I whisper, rushing over and kneeling back down in front of him, 'can you show me baby?' I ask softly, he whimpers but lifts his sleeve up anyway and shows me the too shallow gashes on his arm, 'fuck. Let me hug you please.' I whisper and he nods, I pull him into my arms and he whimpers, 'I love you.' I breathe.
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Sorry this is really crap. I don't even know if anyone actually enjoy this fic. It's very difficult for me to write. xokyra