It All Starts with Tragedy

Ashley happily pulls me into our house with a huge smile on his face. After we get in and put my stuff away we sit on the couch and Ashley looks at me smiling.
"It's so great to have you home baby!" He says excitedly
With that he hugs me tightly and I can't help but to laugh at his excitement. He pulls away after pecking my lips and blushes looking at me.
"Sorry Andy, it's just....for a moment there I thought I wasn't going to ever see you again and then we found you but I was to scared to be all excited and I was so shocked and you were so hurt I didn't want to hurt you even more or anything." He rants
"It's fine babe, I get it and it's fine. I'm excited to be home with you too."
His smile widens and his eyes get larger and I swear you could see the light bulb pop up over his head.
"Andy?"
"Yes?"
"As celebration of your return and simply because I love you, I'm taking you on a date!"
"Babe, I'd love to but the fans don't know, what if we run into one or someone sees us. They're gonna be so mad we didn't tell them."
Ashley thinks about this then says,
"Then if you're ready we can tell them tonight. Before or during out date, post a picture or make a video or something?"
I think about this, we can't keep this a secret and neither of us really want to anyways so why the hell not. I smile at him and reply,
"Okay baby."
He smiles at me hugely and quickly kisses me.
"In that case, go get ready! We leave in an hour."
I peck his nose and make my way to our bedroom to change. I'm just in some random clothes Jake brought to the hospital for me. I slip on a nice but casual button up half sleeve black shirt a pair of plain black skinny jeans and combat boots. I walk past the bathroom to see Ashley already changed and doing his hair so I walk in and wrap my arms around his waist kissing his neck. He leans into my touch and smiles at me in the mirror. I rest my head in the crook of his neck as he applies a little eyeliner then turning to me smiling.
"I'm done if you need in here babe." He says before laying a kiss on my forehead.
I nod and we move so I'm in front of the mirror to apply only a thin line of liner to my waterline and tease my sort hair slightly. I look up to see him looking at me in the mirror so I stick my tongue out at him and he laughs. He grabs my hand and says,
"Come on let's go."
"Wait."
He looks at me puzzled as I pull out my phone and pull him with me to the body mirror in the hallway.
"Its time they know Ashy."
It takes him a moment but he then ketches on and smiles at me. He nods so I put on my phones camera and he kisses my cheek as we hold up our intertwined hands as I take the picture posting it on Twitter. With the caption, 'Going on a date tonight with my love. @AshleyPurdy I love you baby. #AndleyIsReal' Ashley reads this as I write it and kisses my cheek again saying,
"I love you too Andy."
I look down at my phone to see my Twitter blowing up so I simply turn it off and set it down looking at Ashley.
"Let's go Love, we have a date to be on."
We make our way out to my car and he gets in the driver's seat as I get passenger's holding hands in the middle he starts the car and we make our way out of the driveway.
"Can I know where we're going?"
"On a date."
"Where though?"
"That's a secret."
"Ashy!" I whine.
~Skipping car ride~
It turns out to be this restaurant that I've never even heard of. It seems a little fancy but not like crazy suit and tie fancy. We walk in and are seated in the back by a window then handed menu's.
"What would you like to drink tonight?" The waiter asks.
"Dr. Pepper sounds good for me." Ashley replies.
"Pepsi please." I answer
The waiter walks away with a nod and Ashley looks at me smiling.
"Yes?" I question.
"I'm just glad to be here with you tonight."
"I'm glad I'm here too."
"I love you Andy, more than anything in the world."
"We love with a love that is more than love, my dear Ashy." I quote.
"Where'd you learn that? Its beautiful."
"Its from a poem called Annabell Lee by Edgar Allen Poe actually."
"I didn't know you were into that kind of stuff."
"Eh, only a few poets get my attention."
The waiter then returns with our drinks and sets them in front of us. Passing us menus he asks,
"Do you happen to know what you gentlemen would like this evening?"
After a quick glance down Ashley replies,
"Yes, I'd like the steak please."
"I'll go with the chicken."
"Any sauce with that sir?"
"No thank you."
The waiter nods and walks away happily. I look over to see Ashley raising an eyebrow at me.
"What?" I question.
"Isn't that a bit plain and boring?"
"Yeah plain and boring just like me!"
(A/N Andy actually said this at Warped last year. He got chicken and held that conversation with a volunteer while standing behind me. I volunteered to serve lunch and met him and Juliet.)
Ashley leaned over the table and lightly slapped my arm.
"You're not plain and boring!"
"Believe what you please Ashy."
"Oh, I will."
Ashley looks down at his phone and laughs. I look at him confused.
"What's so funny?"
After he clams down his laughing he shows me his phone to see he has Twitter open. I read his newest interactions that says,
@BVBlove: @AshleyPurdy Uh, was the picture a joke that you took with @AndyBVB earlier about Andley? "

@SaraBVB: Guys, there is no Andley, that pictures probably photo shop and someone probably hacked @AndyBVB him and @AshleyPurdy aren't together!"

I pass him back his phone and begin to laugh too. I lean across the small table and kiss him quickly.
"Who would of thought when we finally tell them they wouldn't believe us and call it photo shop." I laugh.
Ashley just shakes his head with a smile on his face.
"Should we try and prove it to them?" Ashley questions.
"If you want babe."
Ashley sits there and thinks about it.
"After we eat we will." He says as he sees our food being carried over to us.
~Skipping eating~
After we pay we walk out of the restaurant hand in hand. After we get in the car, me in drivers and Ash in passenger Ashley grabs his phone. He crawls over onto the consul facing me.
"Now would you like to prove them wrong?"
"Any chance I have to show the world I have you I'm up for it."
Ashley smiles and kisses me.
"So how are we gonna do this?" I ask
"I'll just take a picture of us kissing, if you don't mind and post it to Twitter with a caption about being with you."
"Of course I don't mind Ashy. Come here."
With that I lightly grab his chin and pull him to me. He smiles and gets his phone ready, I pull him so our noses are touching and he leans in and attaches our lips. I hear his phone make a click sound indicating it took the picture but he didn't pull away, and I didn't want him to. The kiss becomes more passionate as Ashley's hands find their way around my waist and my extra hand makes its way to his hair. It becomes more heated and eventually I pull Ashley into my lap still kissing passionately. His hands begin to roam my torso as my hand joins my other in his hair. This kiss begins to hold something more then just passion or love but even a bit of lust. I slowly start to feel Ashley become a little hard against my hip and I can tell he's trying to hide it. Usually I would pretend I don't feel it but tonight, something seems different, I have more confidence then usual. I do know Ashley wants to have sex some day, come on its Ashley but he'll never tell me that, he'll think I'll see it as pressuring me. I haven't thought about doing that in a long time, but right now as I can tell that's what Ashy wants deep down, I know I want it too. I gain an odd bit of confidence and lightly move my hips against Ashley's and I hear him gasp in my mouth. I continue this action making it a bit more evident and he moans lightly into the kiss. Hearing him moan makes me become a bit hard and I can tell he's caught on because I feel him smile in to the kiss. My hip movements become a little rougher and Ashley moans then pulls away from the kiss leaning his forehead on mine looking into my eyes breathing raggedly.
"Do you know what you're doing to me?" He questions.
I peck his lips and say,
"Of course."
"Do you know what this is going to lead to if we continue this?"
"Yes Ashy I do."
He looks at me protectively, like the smallest thing would take me away from him.
"Do you want this. And please Andy, please don't say yes simply because you know I want this, cause if so I can wait. Babe I could and would wait forever if that's what you want."
"I know that Ashy, but I do really want this, I want you." I say rubbing against him for a second.
He moans lowly and looks at me nodding his head.
"Promise?"
"I promise Ashy."
With that he gets off my lap and back on the consul. He looks at me and begins to kiss and suck at my neck. He pulls back slightly and says,
"Come on then, we should probably get home."
He then leans back into my neck and goes back to what he was doing.
"How am I supposed to pay attention to the road baby?" I say before letting out a moan.
"Do you want me to stop?"
"Not exactly."
"In that case, you'll find a way and we don't live far from here, maybe fifteen minutes."
"I can do that."
"Good cause i didn't want to stop."
With that he begins to kiss my neck and sucking in different spots. I turn on the car and begin to make our way home. About a road away from the house Ashley managed to find my sweet spot and I can't help but to moan out his name. As soon as we pull into the driveway and the car is stopped Ashley climbs back into my lap kissing my lips roughly. I grind against his hips and hardened member and he moans out,
"Ah-An-dy"
He softly bounces on me causing me to moan. My hands make there way to his hips and I open my car door and pick up Ashley and make my way into the house still kissing him roughly. After we're in the house he jumps down and pushes me up against the wall and begins to grind on me. Just then my paranoid mind gets to me, telling me we can't do this. He'll see me without clothes, nothing to hide my imperfections, he'd see everything. Its not that I mind him seeing my body but more so what is on my body. I want this but don't want him to see.
"A-ash" I half moan
"Yes baby?"
I grab his hips that are grinding on me.
"No"
As soon as I say that he stops and looks confused at me. I don't want to anger him I know how much he wants this...
"We can't" I mumble.
His eyes widen with concern and he says,
"What? Oh fuck baby, did I hurt you or I....I we don't have to. I thought you wanted this too, I'm so sorry-"
He begins to panic and scan my body with his eyes looking for any injury he could have caused. I grab his chin so he's looking at me and say,
"No no Ashy you didn't hurt me and I do want this...we just can't."
He calms down at this but that look of relief is soon replaced with confusion.
"Then why can't we?"
I just look away from him covering my eyes with my hair. He turns my face back to him after a moment and moves my hair from my face with his index finger. He leans up and kisses me sweetly placing his arms around my waist.
"Andy, baby is it because of your self harm scars and the marks from what that asshole did to you?"
I don't want him to see, to see all those scars from my self harm....I don't want him to know how weak I really am. I don't want him to see those marks that are still on my pale skin for when Mathew had me...I don't want him to worry. I've tried so hard to hide them from him since we've returned form the hospital. I just nod slightly and start to run my fingers through the short layers of Ashley's hair so I don't look at his beautiful face, there is no point lying to him.
"Babe, I knnow they're there; but that doesn't change how I see you. No matter what you'll always be my extremely attractive, strong and sexy boyfriend. Okay baby?"
I believe him...part of me doesn't but I know Ash would never lie to me. And you know what I want this, I wanthim so fuck it! Instead of replying I smile at him and kiss him beginning to grind on him. He smiles softly at my actions and grinds against me as well. He runs his tongue across my bottom lip begging for enty, I thought about it for a moment and decide to be a dick and not let him in my mouth. He growls against my lips causing a vibration, then deciding to bite my lip ring and pull on my lip causing me to unwilling moan. Ashley takes the opportunity and slips his tongue into my mouth mapping out every inch of my mouth as my grip that's made its way to the back of his shoulders from under his arms tightens. I ketch his tongue with my own and begin a war for dominance. I feel him smile against my lips as he starts to fight back making sure he wins the rule. He does eventually win the battle and I pull back looking into his eyes deeply seeing lust and love written boldly across his face and in his eyes.
"Ashy." I whisper.
"Yes baby?"
"Fuck me." I whisper seductivly.
He smiles at me brightly flashing me that infamous Purdy smile.
"Anytime Love."
With that grabbing my hand interlocking our fingers he guides us to the bedroom. As soon as he closes the door behind me he pushes me onto the bed and climbs on top of me, straddling me across the waist pinning down my arms. I lean up and attach our lips as I grind my hips on his. He lets out a low moan and starts unbuttoning my shirt.
"We don't need this here" He mumbles as he takes off my shirt.
I lean up and take off his shirt, he lists his arms to help me and I through it on the floor somewhere after its completely off of him. I then begin to kiss the kiss I have exposed, I make my way down to his outlaw tattoo and run my tongue across it lightly. He moans at the feeling and tries to be dominate and damn I want him to dominate me but there is one thing I want to do to him before I let him have complete control. I flip us over to Ashley's surprise and he tries flipping us again but I stop him by grabbing his member through his jeans.
"Baby, I want to dominate you." Ash whines
"And you can love but first I want to do something so just don't fight me on this."
He nods and lays back but is propped up on his shoulders so that he can see me. I lean down getting between his legs and I grab the top of his pants then look at him for approval. He nods his head yes so I unbutton them and slowly pull them down. I'm a bit nervous but I want to treat Ash, I want to do with, I want to taste him. I pull them completely off taking off his shoes to then look back at Ash to make sure this is okay. He once again nods at me still confused on what I'm am doing, he'll know soon. I grab his man hood with my cold hands and feel him jump. I begin to move my hand, giving him a hand job looking up and I can see he is enjoying this. He begins to let out soft moans as my hand starts to move faster.
"Andy, I'm gonna-"
I cut him off by taking my hand off of him and he looks at me confused but before he can ask I lean my head forward never loosing eye contact with him. I stick out my tongue and run it lightly up his dick before putting him fully in my mouth. I hear him gasp in shock and pleasure as I begin to move faster. I soon feel his fingers in my hair and he tries to take control, its just who Ashley is, a very dominate person of course in the bedroom so I don't fight it and let him take control. I begin to bob my head faster and I feel him touch the back of my throat causing me to moan around him. He then take a full control and tries making me continue to deep throat him which I'm completely okay with as he moans loudly putting any porn star to shame.
"Andy, baby I'm gonna cum!"
Instead of moving off of him I only move faster and deeper even humming until he lets out the loudest moan of the night mixed with my name as his cum shoots down my throat, shockingly this may sound odd but I love how he tastes. I pull away licking his man hood on the way then crawl back up to him kissing him making him taste himself.
"Andy, I can't take any more teasing."
"I know and you don't have too. I'm all yours."
He smiles at my words then kisses me flipping us over. Still kissing me he unbuttons and takes off my jeans and I kick off my boots. He then puts one finger under my boxer's elastic before pulling away to look at me for approval. I nod my head yes and he smiles reconnecting our lips before I feel him take off my boxers. He slowly spreads my legs apart and once again breaks the kiss to look at me.
"Are you sure you want this?"
"Yes Ashy I want this, I want this a lot. Don't you?"
"Well of course I want this, I love you and am attracted to you. I just don't want you doing anything you don't want to."
"I want this."
He nods and reconnects our lips before spreading my legs as far as far as the can comfortably. Then putting one of his fingers into me then adding another scissoring me. It hurts like hell but I know it won't for long so I suck it up as he adds his third finger. He eventually pulls them out when he thinks I'm stretched enough and positions himself at my entrance. He slowly enters me only a little at a time, eventually he's all the way in and it hurts like a bitch, he's so big! He stays still so that I can get used to him, soon the pain is replaced with extreme pleasure and I moan letting Ashley know he can move. He leans down and connects our lips beginning to thrust. Soon his pace isn't fast enough.
"Faster" I moan
He begins to move even faster and hits something deep inside of me causing me to practically scream out in pleasure. He smiles because he knows what he hit and goes to hit my prostate again moans with every other thrust hitting it every time. I feel my climax coming and I can tell Ashley's is coming to because his moans have increased and he's gone a little sloppy with his thrusts.
"Harder baby." I mumble.
He does as asked and thrusts into me harder with everything he has causing us both to moan. I can feel it I'm there.
"Ash-shee"
"Huh"
"In gonna-"
He thrusts harder and says,
"Do it baby, cum for me."
Only two more thrusts and I released all over my abdomen. Ashley watches and soon releases after me. He pulls out and lays down beside me as I cuddle into his side laying my head on his chest. His breath is still ragged so his chest is rising and falling extremely fast so I lean up and play with his hair knowing it calms him down. Soon his breathing is back to normal and he's smiling at me so I lay back down on his chest and he puts his arm protectively around my waist.
"Andy?"
"Yeah Ash?"
"I love you, you know that right?"
"Yes, of course I know you love me. I love you too Ashy."
"Baby, you mean the world to me. You're smart, and funny, you care about people a lot even if you aren't doing so good, and-"
He leans up and scans my body as I blush.
"You're beautifully breathtaking. I couldn't be more happy that you're mine."
I cuddle more into his side as he lays down again.
"I love you too Ashy, so so much. I don't know what I'd do without you, if I could even live or function without you. You're my everything."
"Andy, can you promise me something?"
"Anything Love."
"Promise me, that if anything were to ever happen to me you won't fall back into self harm."
"I promise Ashy. Are you trying to tell me that you may leave me?"
"No no no its just that you never know what's going to happen in life, bad things happen to good people and I just want to know that if by chance something happens to me, you'll be okay."
"I promise Ashy, I promise."
"Good, now get some rest. I'm tired and I know you are too."
I nod my head cuddling into Ash I close my eyes and let sleep over take me but only after I mumble to Ashley,
"I love you Ashy."
"I love you too baby."
With that I let my dreams over take me as I'm in the arms of the man I love dearly.