Side Effects of Love
Chapter 48
It had been a few hours, and I was still crying. How could everything ffall apart in just a few minutes? Lauren and Rosalee, hell even Brendon tryed to talk to me, but I wouldn't talk back. AFter being called a slut and then my boyfriend thinking I loved another guy, I just want to end my life. But I know I won't, I'm too scared too. But still, life right now is just a complete waste of time.
I could hear people talking in the other room, I heard someone laugh, I think it was Jon. I'm glad that they can be happy at a time like this. Am I just being overdramatic? I don't know anymore. I wish that my mind would turn off, that none of this had ever happened, but I can't just delete this time from my life. There was an odd silence from the other people, but I didn't care. I just stayed in my bunk, lying face down, listening to Pierre's voice.
SPENCER'S P.O.V.
I am so very mad. How can she love another guy? I don't even know who she was talking to! Has she been cheating on me this whole time? God, Ryan was right, she IS a slut! The guys, Rosalee, and Lauren were all talking, except Ryan. Why does everything have to be so confusing?
RYAN'S P.O.V
I don't know why I called Allison a slut, I really don't. Maybe it's because she's fucked Spencer twice, and I can't fuck Rosalee. This is all my fault. I ruin my relationship with Rosalee by trying to have sex with her before she's ready. Then I act all horrible and make Allison upset. ANd because I did that, Spencer is pissed off at Allison. Am I really this stupid?
Lauren's P.O.V.
I guess going on tour isn't as fun as I thought it would be. Jon's great though, I really like him, question is, does HE like ME? ANyways, I wish Allison would talk to me, I know what she can do when she get's super upset. Not a pretty picture.
Brendon's P.O.V
Touring isn't that much fun right now.
I could hear people talking in the other room, I heard someone laugh, I think it was Jon. I'm glad that they can be happy at a time like this. Am I just being overdramatic? I don't know anymore. I wish that my mind would turn off, that none of this had ever happened, but I can't just delete this time from my life. There was an odd silence from the other people, but I didn't care. I just stayed in my bunk, lying face down, listening to Pierre's voice.
SPENCER'S P.O.V.
I am so very mad. How can she love another guy? I don't even know who she was talking to! Has she been cheating on me this whole time? God, Ryan was right, she IS a slut! The guys, Rosalee, and Lauren were all talking, except Ryan. Why does everything have to be so confusing?
RYAN'S P.O.V
I don't know why I called Allison a slut, I really don't. Maybe it's because she's fucked Spencer twice, and I can't fuck Rosalee. This is all my fault. I ruin my relationship with Rosalee by trying to have sex with her before she's ready. Then I act all horrible and make Allison upset. ANd because I did that, Spencer is pissed off at Allison. Am I really this stupid?
Lauren's P.O.V.
I guess going on tour isn't as fun as I thought it would be. Jon's great though, I really like him, question is, does HE like ME? ANyways, I wish Allison would talk to me, I know what she can do when she get's super upset. Not a pretty picture.
Brendon's P.O.V
Touring isn't that much fun right now.