Give Me a Chance, Let Me Show You What I've Got
No idea
I smile as I watch Jack tuning his guitar, his tongue is poking out slightly and he looks adorable, 'Alex, can you help me, I can't tune the E.' He whines and I nod, leaning my guitar against an amp and walking over, I stand behind him and put my arms around him and rest my chin on his shoulder, tuning the string for him, 'you smell really good.' he mumbles and turns his head to the side and smelling me,
'Quit sniffing me you weirdo.' I chuckle,
'Its not weird, youre my best buddy and i will smell you all i want.' he smirks and i roll my eyes, strumming his guitar and smiling with satisfaction, I move my hands so they're on jacks chest so I'm hugging him from behind, 'awh, I get an Alex cuddle, today's a good day.' he chuckles and kisses my hair softly, fucking hell he drives me crazy, I just want to kiss his lips until they hurt. I pull away and Jack turns round, wrapping his arms around me shoulders and pulling me into an awkward hug with his guitar between us, 'come stay in my hotel room tonight?' he asks and I nod, smiling.
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Once rehearsals are done, me and Jack head back to the hotel while everyone else goes out for pizza, 'drink?' Jack asks and I decline politely and drop myself down on his bed, 'you look shattered.' he says and walks over, sitting himself on my stomach,
'Oof.' I mutter,
'Am I too heavy?' he asks and I shake my head,
'Not at all heavy.' I say softly,
'Are you okay lexy?' he whispers and I nod, raising an eyebrow,
'I mean it Al, are you okay? You've been really off recently.' he sighs, getting off me and lying down, curling himself up and resting his head on my stomach,
'Im fine.' I whisper, my fingers combing through his hair,
'Do you trust me?' he asks,
'With my life.' I tell him,
'Will you tell me anything?' he whispers,
'Yes Jack.' I nod,
'Have you been having a lot of attacks recently?' he asks,
'Um, yeah, actually, why?' I ask,
'Ive noticed.' he sighs,
'How so?' I whisper,
'You've been very pale recently, and didn't come to parties over Christmas and you're freaking out over this tour.' he says quietly, tracing the pattern of my tshirt,
'Oh. Wow, you pay attention to me.' I chuckle,
'Of course Lexy, I'm worried about you.' he whispers, I squeeze his shoulder and he smile at me
'Don't be dude, I'm alright.' I smile, playing with his hair.
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'Jack, Jacky, you're laying on my arm, Jack I need you to move.' I whine, trying to wake Jack up, 'Jacky boy, wake the fuck up.' I groan, poking him,
'What's going on?' he asks,
'You fell asleep on my arm and it really fucking hurts, can you move?' I whisper and he sits up quickly, I groan as I stretch my arm out,
'Fuck Lex, I'm sorry.' he says, trying to stiffle his laughter,
'Not funny bro, I can't feel my fingers.' I whine and he takes my hand and starts massaging it,
'Itll come back in a minute.' he tells me and continues rubbing my hand between his, he chuckles when he notices how red my arm is and the indents the creases of his shirt left, 'sorry I fell asleep on you dude.' he smirks,
'Its okay.' I say quietly.
After a few minutes I pull my hand away, 'thanks, I have feeling in my fingers now.' I chuckle and he smiles at me and moves so he's lying next to me, he moves closer and makes me out my arm around him,
'Go back to sleep Jacky.' I whisper and he mumbles something inaudibly, 'what?' I ask,
'I said I love you bro.' he whispers,
'Love you too bud.' I whisper back. Man, he has no idea.
'Quit sniffing me you weirdo.' I chuckle,
'Its not weird, youre my best buddy and i will smell you all i want.' he smirks and i roll my eyes, strumming his guitar and smiling with satisfaction, I move my hands so they're on jacks chest so I'm hugging him from behind, 'awh, I get an Alex cuddle, today's a good day.' he chuckles and kisses my hair softly, fucking hell he drives me crazy, I just want to kiss his lips until they hurt. I pull away and Jack turns round, wrapping his arms around me shoulders and pulling me into an awkward hug with his guitar between us, 'come stay in my hotel room tonight?' he asks and I nod, smiling.
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Once rehearsals are done, me and Jack head back to the hotel while everyone else goes out for pizza, 'drink?' Jack asks and I decline politely and drop myself down on his bed, 'you look shattered.' he says and walks over, sitting himself on my stomach,
'Oof.' I mutter,
'Am I too heavy?' he asks and I shake my head,
'Not at all heavy.' I say softly,
'Are you okay lexy?' he whispers and I nod, raising an eyebrow,
'I mean it Al, are you okay? You've been really off recently.' he sighs, getting off me and lying down, curling himself up and resting his head on my stomach,
'Im fine.' I whisper, my fingers combing through his hair,
'Do you trust me?' he asks,
'With my life.' I tell him,
'Will you tell me anything?' he whispers,
'Yes Jack.' I nod,
'Have you been having a lot of attacks recently?' he asks,
'Um, yeah, actually, why?' I ask,
'Ive noticed.' he sighs,
'How so?' I whisper,
'You've been very pale recently, and didn't come to parties over Christmas and you're freaking out over this tour.' he says quietly, tracing the pattern of my tshirt,
'Oh. Wow, you pay attention to me.' I chuckle,
'Of course Lexy, I'm worried about you.' he whispers, I squeeze his shoulder and he smile at me
'Don't be dude, I'm alright.' I smile, playing with his hair.
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'Jack, Jacky, you're laying on my arm, Jack I need you to move.' I whine, trying to wake Jack up, 'Jacky boy, wake the fuck up.' I groan, poking him,
'What's going on?' he asks,
'You fell asleep on my arm and it really fucking hurts, can you move?' I whisper and he sits up quickly, I groan as I stretch my arm out,
'Fuck Lex, I'm sorry.' he says, trying to stiffle his laughter,
'Not funny bro, I can't feel my fingers.' I whine and he takes my hand and starts massaging it,
'Itll come back in a minute.' he tells me and continues rubbing my hand between his, he chuckles when he notices how red my arm is and the indents the creases of his shirt left, 'sorry I fell asleep on you dude.' he smirks,
'Its okay.' I say quietly.
After a few minutes I pull my hand away, 'thanks, I have feeling in my fingers now.' I chuckle and he smiles at me and moves so he's lying next to me, he moves closer and makes me out my arm around him,
'Go back to sleep Jacky.' I whisper and he mumbles something inaudibly, 'what?' I ask,
'I said I love you bro.' he whispers,
'Love you too bud.' I whisper back. Man, he has no idea.