Don't Waste Your Time on Me
You're not a hero, you're a liar
Something doesn't feel right... We just finished a show and something is not right.
'Are you okay Alex?' Zack asks,
'Have you seen Jack?' I sigh,
'No sorry bud. Check the dressing room?' he says softly and I nod.
'Jack?' I call walking into the dressing room, I stop dead in my tracks at the sight in front of me, Jack is walking out of the little bathroom, doing up the button on his jeans, behind him is a blonde girl with messy hair and big tits, 'how could you?!' I gasp,
'Oh damn I better go.' The girl giggles,
'Get the fuck out!' I yell and she rushes past me,
'Alex, it is not what it looks like.' Jack croaks,
'Really Jack? What were you doing in there then? Having a little wrestle?' I snap,
'Alex, you need to listen to me, please.' he whimpers, his voice doesn't sound right,
'Jack you cheated on me! I knew you didn't love me! You just felt bad for me!' I cry,
'No Alex, I love you, please just listen.' he begs, falling to his knees and sobbing into his hands,
'Jack...' I whisper, walking over cautiously,
'She forced me into Alex. She raped me.' He sobs and I gasp, falling to my knees in front of him,
'Jack... Jacky...' I breathe, reaching out for his hand slowly, 'baby, I need you to talk to me.' I whisper,
'She dragged me in here and forced me into the bathroom and started undressing me. I kept telling her to get off, that I have a boyfriend and I love him and she just kept saying "he'll never know" and "it'll feel good". It didn't feel good Alex. I feel dirty and like I've betrayed you.' He cries, clutching my hand desperately,
'Okay baby, sshh, you haven't betrayed me sweetie, it's not your fault.' I say softly,
'It is! I'm a guy, why couldn't I of pushed her away? Guys don't get raped Alex! I'm so fucking weak.' he sobs,
'Baby, guys can get raped, it's not uncommon, okay? I'm gonna sort this out, I bet she's still in the building. I'm going to put you on the couch and then send Zack in, okay honey? I'm gonna find her.' I whisper and help him up and onto the couch,
'Just stay here baby boy, it'll be okay.' I whisper and kiss him softly.
'Rian! Zack!' I yell, rushing over to them, 'sorry girls, I need to borrow these two.' I say to the fans and drag them both away,
'What's going on?' Zack asks,
'Some girl forced Jack into having sex with her. He's been raped. My boyfriend has been fucking raped.' I whisper and they both gasp, 'Zack, I need you to go to the dressing room and sit with him, don't talk if he doesn't want to. Rian you need to help me find her if she's still here.' I say quickly and he nods and we both rush to the entrance of the venue, 'Shut the doors and do not let anyone out.' I say sternly and the security guard raises an eyebrow, 'seriously, we need to find someone urgently.' I say and he nods and closes the doors, I turn to Rian,
'Blonde. Big tits. Long legs. Red lipstick.' I tell him and we both look around, scanning the fans,
'There?' Rian asks, pointing to some girls in the corner,
'That's her.' I gasp and storm over, pinning her against the wall,
'Rian call the police.' I say quickly,
'Get the fuck off me!' she squeals,
'I NEED EVERYONE TO GET OUT OF THIS BUILDING. I'M SORRY. BUT YOU ALL NEED TO LEAVE. I LOVE YOU ALL!' I shout and the security guy opens the door and people start rushing out,
'You girls stay. I want all of you to sit down and not move.' I say to her and her friends, 'make this easy for yourselves.' I add and they all sigh and sit on the floor,
;Are you doing this because I had sex with your boyfriend?' the bitch laughs and her friends gasp,
'No. I'm doing this because you fucking raped my boyfriend you bitch.' I snap and her friends gasp again and move away from her,
'You raped Jack Barakat?' one whispers,
'Not really.' she laughs,
'Why don't you tell my crying, broken boyfriend that.' I yell,
'Oh fuck off.' She snaps,
'You heartless cow.' I spit.
'We're going to keep miss Luton at the station tonight and we're going to need your boyfriend to come down tomorrow for questioning, we understand that he is in no fit state now so we need him there tomorrow, anytime after 9 o'clock.' The police woman tells me and I nod,
'Thank you.' I whisper.
I sigh when I walk into the dressing room to see Jack sobbing into Zacks chest, Rian, Flyzik and a few other crew members standing around the room, looking at Jack with worried expressions on their faces, 'Jacky, Alex is back.' Zack whispers and Jack pulls away from him and makes grabby hands at me, I smile sadly and walk over, lifting him into my arms carefully, he wraps his legs around my waist and his arms around my shoulders and sobs into my neck,
'Shh, I know darling, I know.' I whisper, rubbing his back.
'Are you okay Alex?' Zack asks,
'Have you seen Jack?' I sigh,
'No sorry bud. Check the dressing room?' he says softly and I nod.
'Jack?' I call walking into the dressing room, I stop dead in my tracks at the sight in front of me, Jack is walking out of the little bathroom, doing up the button on his jeans, behind him is a blonde girl with messy hair and big tits, 'how could you?!' I gasp,
'Oh damn I better go.' The girl giggles,
'Get the fuck out!' I yell and she rushes past me,
'Alex, it is not what it looks like.' Jack croaks,
'Really Jack? What were you doing in there then? Having a little wrestle?' I snap,
'Alex, you need to listen to me, please.' he whimpers, his voice doesn't sound right,
'Jack you cheated on me! I knew you didn't love me! You just felt bad for me!' I cry,
'No Alex, I love you, please just listen.' he begs, falling to his knees and sobbing into his hands,
'Jack...' I whisper, walking over cautiously,
'She forced me into Alex. She raped me.' He sobs and I gasp, falling to my knees in front of him,
'Jack... Jacky...' I breathe, reaching out for his hand slowly, 'baby, I need you to talk to me.' I whisper,
'She dragged me in here and forced me into the bathroom and started undressing me. I kept telling her to get off, that I have a boyfriend and I love him and she just kept saying "he'll never know" and "it'll feel good". It didn't feel good Alex. I feel dirty and like I've betrayed you.' He cries, clutching my hand desperately,
'Okay baby, sshh, you haven't betrayed me sweetie, it's not your fault.' I say softly,
'It is! I'm a guy, why couldn't I of pushed her away? Guys don't get raped Alex! I'm so fucking weak.' he sobs,
'Baby, guys can get raped, it's not uncommon, okay? I'm gonna sort this out, I bet she's still in the building. I'm going to put you on the couch and then send Zack in, okay honey? I'm gonna find her.' I whisper and help him up and onto the couch,
'Just stay here baby boy, it'll be okay.' I whisper and kiss him softly.
'Rian! Zack!' I yell, rushing over to them, 'sorry girls, I need to borrow these two.' I say to the fans and drag them both away,
'What's going on?' Zack asks,
'Some girl forced Jack into having sex with her. He's been raped. My boyfriend has been fucking raped.' I whisper and they both gasp, 'Zack, I need you to go to the dressing room and sit with him, don't talk if he doesn't want to. Rian you need to help me find her if she's still here.' I say quickly and he nods and we both rush to the entrance of the venue, 'Shut the doors and do not let anyone out.' I say sternly and the security guard raises an eyebrow, 'seriously, we need to find someone urgently.' I say and he nods and closes the doors, I turn to Rian,
'Blonde. Big tits. Long legs. Red lipstick.' I tell him and we both look around, scanning the fans,
'There?' Rian asks, pointing to some girls in the corner,
'That's her.' I gasp and storm over, pinning her against the wall,
'Rian call the police.' I say quickly,
'Get the fuck off me!' she squeals,
'I NEED EVERYONE TO GET OUT OF THIS BUILDING. I'M SORRY. BUT YOU ALL NEED TO LEAVE. I LOVE YOU ALL!' I shout and the security guy opens the door and people start rushing out,
'You girls stay. I want all of you to sit down and not move.' I say to her and her friends, 'make this easy for yourselves.' I add and they all sigh and sit on the floor,
;Are you doing this because I had sex with your boyfriend?' the bitch laughs and her friends gasp,
'No. I'm doing this because you fucking raped my boyfriend you bitch.' I snap and her friends gasp again and move away from her,
'You raped Jack Barakat?' one whispers,
'Not really.' she laughs,
'Why don't you tell my crying, broken boyfriend that.' I yell,
'Oh fuck off.' She snaps,
'You heartless cow.' I spit.
'We're going to keep miss Luton at the station tonight and we're going to need your boyfriend to come down tomorrow for questioning, we understand that he is in no fit state now so we need him there tomorrow, anytime after 9 o'clock.' The police woman tells me and I nod,
'Thank you.' I whisper.
I sigh when I walk into the dressing room to see Jack sobbing into Zacks chest, Rian, Flyzik and a few other crew members standing around the room, looking at Jack with worried expressions on their faces, 'Jacky, Alex is back.' Zack whispers and Jack pulls away from him and makes grabby hands at me, I smile sadly and walk over, lifting him into my arms carefully, he wraps his legs around my waist and his arms around my shoulders and sobs into my neck,
'Shh, I know darling, I know.' I whisper, rubbing his back.