You Are My Life, the Air I Breathe

A cut cannot heal, unless you leave it alone

'Aleeeeeex!' Jack grins, lifting me up and spinning me around, I giggle and kiss his forehead,
'Hi darling.' I whisper and he smiles up at me,
'I love you Lexy.' he whispers and I chuckle,
'Love you too. Zack, you let him get drunk.' I smirk at the boy walking onto the bus,
'That I did.' the muscular boy smiles,
'Thanks for that.' I laugh, rolling my eyes,
'You love it.' Rian laughs from behind me,
'Jacky, put me back down baby.' I chuckle and he drops me back down on the sofa next to Rian and then sits in my lap, 'god you're weird when you're drunk.' I smile, running a hand through his hair,
'I'm not thaaat drunk.' He complains,
'I know darling. I've seen you completely pissed.' I chuckle.

(next day)

I wake up to find jack isn't in my bunk with me, I get out of bed and walk into the bus lounge, 'Where's Jack?' I ask,
'Gone to get his princess waffles.' Rian smirks and I smile, sitting down next to him,
'Bless.' I chuckle,
'He loves you too goddamn much.' Zack says quietly,
'I know. It's a bit odd at times, but I love him the same I guess. He just likes to show off a bit more.' I explain,
'It's cute. He'd be devasted if you ever broke up with him.' Rian says,
'Dude, don't even say that, I love him.' I say quickly,
'I know, I know, I'm just make a point.' he smiles softly, ruffling my hair.

I'm getting showered when Jack gets back, and apparently that's an invitation for him to walk into the bathroom, 'Jack.' I whine when I see him walk,
'Hey gorgeous.' he smiles and I turn around completely so my back is facing him, I can hear him undressing behind me and I sigh,
'Babe, don't bother. I'm not fucking.' I chuckle but he just drops his jeans to the floor and I sigh and continue washing my hair.
A few minutes later, jack drops to his knees behind me, grabbing my ass cheeks and spread them quickly, pushing his tongue against my hole,
'F-fuck.' I stutter and lean forward, my arms propping me up against my wall as Jack works his tongue in me, 'You fucker.' I mutter, reaching behind me with one hand and grabbing his hair.

I groan as I jerk myself to climax, justs tongue still rimming me. Once I've come down, I make Jack stand up and dropping to my knees, taking him into my mouth quickly, he moans and grips my hair, I look up at him through my lashes and he rolls his head back with a contented groan.

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Me and Jack eat the (now cold) waffles in my bunk before heading into the bus lounge, Zack wolf whistles and I laugh and sit down, pulling Jack into my lap, 'we could hear you fucking moaning in here.' Rian smirks,
'Friends aren't friends if you haven't heard them moaning.' I grin and Zack laughs,
'we are definitely your friends then.' He chuckles and I smirk at him, wrappng my arms around Jack's waist.

(a few days later)

'Alex...' rian whispers, pointing at Jack, I look down to see he has fallen alseep, his head still on my lap and his fingers gripping my jeans, I smile and open the camera on my phone and take a picture of Jacks sleeping face, Rian chuckles softly and gets his phone out, 'Smile.' he whispers and I smile at him so he can take a picture, I tweet the picture of jack that I took after Rian has taken his picture,

@AlexAllTimeLow: hey @JackAllTimeLow you fell asleep on me pic.twitter.com/haowprbs

I tweet it an then go to Rian's twitter to see if he's tweeted the picture he took,

@RianDawson: just kids in love (and sleepy) :) pic.twitter.com/oueoxlabd

I retweet it and save it before putting my phone back down and playing with Jacks hair, 'can I ask you something?' Rian asks and I nod, 'do you think there's been something bothering him recently? He just seems very off.' he says quietly,
'Yeah... Yeah I think there is.' I sigh, looking down at my boyfriend,
'I'm sure he's alright Lex, but maybe you should have a chat with him.' he sighs,
'Im going to when we're next in a hotel.' I whisper.

(a few days later)

'Hey darling, come here.' I whisper, making grabby hands for Jack, he comes and sits next to me on the sofa and I ofer him some chocolate, he shakes his head, bringing his legs up onto the sofa and wrapping his arms around them, 'baby, do you want to talk about anything?' I ask, shuffling closer to him and wrapping my arms around his body,
'Um... Lex, my mum is sick.' he sighs and I squeeze him,
'How so baby?' I whisper,
'Th-They think it's breast cancer.' he breathes and
I take a shaky breath and rest my forehead on his shoulder,
'Fuck. I'm sorry baby.' I sigh,
'I just want to go home Alex.' he whimpers,
'I know honey, we can leave if you want, I'm sure the fans will understand.' I whisper,
'I can't dissappoint them.' he mumbles and I squeeze his arm,
'Okay baby, well, tours over next week and I will take you straight home to see your mum, okay?' I say softly, and he nods,
'I love you.' He whispers and kisses my hair,
'I love you too sweet heart. I love you so much.' I breathe.