7 Text Messages, 4 Missed Calls, 1,100 Miles Apart

Hey darling

From Jacky (13:32);
Hey darling xxxx

To Jacky (13:33);
Hey cupcake xxxx

From Jacky (13:34); 
how's college today? xxxx

To Jacky (13:35);
It's alright my lovely. Just an average boring day. What about you? How're the boys? xxxx

From Jacky (13:36);
Same tbh :3 Zacky's ill, Ri says hi xxxx

To Jacky (13:37);
Bless him. Say hi to Rian, tell him I miss him xx I'm being stared at... xxx

From Jacky (13:38);
He says he misses you too. Who's staring at you sweetheart? xxxx

To Jacky (13:39);
A few girls. I don't recognise them. Time to use the, "I'm sorry honey, I'm gay" card xxxx

From: Jacky (13:40);
Hahaha I love you :') xxxx

To: Jacky (13:41);
Bells gonna go, I'll talk to you later baby xxxxx

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'Hey honey.' my mum smiles when I walk into the kitchen,
'Hey ma... Um, mum, when do you think I'll next be able to go to Baltimore?' I ask and she sighs,
'Missing him?' she whispers and I nod, sitting down on a stool and dropping my head onto the table top, she walks over and rubs my back,
'Alex, baby, why do you put yourself through this?' she asks,
'Because I love him mum. I will never love anyone but him.' I say shakily,
'I know honey. I just hate to see you like this.' she sighs,
'I know mum, but you've got to remember jack is upset as well, and I have to go through him being sad, and it hurts him more than me mum, it really does.' I whisper and he hugs me,
'The first opportunity I get to take you back to Baltimore, I will, okay?' she says softly and I nod,
'Thank you. I love you.' I whisper, she chuckles and kisses my hair.

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From Jacky (22:47);
Hiii xxxx

To Jacky (22:49);
Hey boo xxx

From Jacky (22:52);
{new multimedia message}

I groan quietly at the picture of Jack, he's shirtless and clearly got his hand in his boxers,

From Jacky (22:53);
Is you mum home? xxxx

To Jacky (22:54);
Yeah xxx

From Jacky (22:55);
Dammit xxxx

To Jacky (22:56);
Why darling? xxxx

From Jacky (22:57);
I'm kinda horny and thinking of my sexy boy xxxx

To Jacky (22:58);
Damn. Well my laptops downstairs and I don't really wanna go get it while I'm half hard... But we can sext? xxxx

From Jacky (22:59);
Fine by me xxxx

To Jacky (23:01);
What are you doing baby? xxxx

From Jacky (23:02);
Got my hand down my pants...

To Jacky (23:02);
Gonna do as I say?

From Jacky (23:03);
Always

To Jacky (23:04);
Take your boxers off. Knees up. Legs spread.

From Jacky (23:05);
Done

To Jacky (23:06);
Okay, now I want you to tease your hole and pretend its me, okay darling?

From Jacky (23:07);
Mmmm Alex

To Jacky (23:08);
I want you to do that until you are really close, okay?

I send the text and start jerking myself off,

From Jacky (23:13);
I'm gonna come

To Jacky (23:14);
Stroke yourself. Pretend it's me

From Jacky (23:15);
{new multimedia message}

From Jacky (23:16);
Nnnnnnnnggggh aleeeeex

The picture is of his hand wrapped around his cock, it makes my whole body shake,

To Jacky (23:17);
Come for me

I pump myself until I come over my stomach, moaning Jacks name,

From Jacky (23:19);
Fuck

From Jacky (23:20);
{new multimedia message}

I chuckle at the picture of jacks stomach with his come splattered on it,

To Jacky (23:21);
Looking yummy ;) I love you xxx

From Jacky (23:22);
I love you too. Can't wait till I can touch you again xxxx

To Jacky (23:23);
I'm sticky xxxx

From Jacky (23:24);
Id clean you if I was there xxxx

To Jacky (23:25);
I know you would. I'm gonna go clean up. Text you later baby xxxxxxx

----a few day later----

From Jacky (19:38);
Alex... xxxx

To Jacky (19:40);
Yes baby? xxxx

From Jacky (19:41);
I relapsed... xxx

A sob escapes my lips but I quickly try to muffle it,
'Alex? Sweetie, what's wrong?' my mum asks quickly,
'Jack relapsed.' I sob, bursting into tears,
'Oh god...' she sighs and rushes over, hugging me tightly, 'talk to him. Be calm with him. Make sure he's okay and safe.' she says quietly, rocking me side to side, I nod as she pulls away and pick my phone up,

To Jacky (19:46);
Fuck honey. I love you. Are you okay? xxxx

From Jacky (19:48);
I don't know... I'm really shaky and can't stop crying. I feel like I've dissappointed you xxx

To Jacky (19:49);
No honey, you haven't dissappointed me. You're trying and that's all that matters to me. I just don't like it when you're upset xxxx

From Jacky (19:50);
I'm alright hun. Just needing a hug xxxxx

To Jacky (19:52);
I would hold you in my arms if I could baby, you know I would. You mean the world to me, please don't hurt yourself xxxxxxx

From Jacky (19:53);
I was 8 weeks clean. I was doing well. But I just miss you so much xxxxx

To Jacky (19:54);
I'm sorry baby. This is all my fault xxxx

From Jacky (19:55);
It's not baby xxxxx