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Downfall
Alone
I hate it here.
And I honestly don't even know where "here" is!
I'm lost.
Alone.
Broken.
Depressed.
You name it!
Why didn't God just kill me.....?
It would have been better than this.
I'm always alone....
I just want to be loved for once...
I drop down to my knees hopelessly near a tree stump, my now black filthy wings drooping at my sides.
I look around at the seemingly endless forest in disgust, only making me cry more.
The sky was darkening...
Just like my mood.
But I had to suck it up and figure out what I could use as shelter.
I look down at the tree stump, and then another rather close by to it.
I quickly get up gathering leaves and twigs, laying the twigs from one tree stump to the other, covering them in leaves.
After about ten minutes of satisfied work, I nod my head and clap the dirt off my hands, getting under my amazing makeshift shelter.
I make a pile of leaves under my head as a pillow, closing my eyes actually having something go right for once.
I was actually starting to fall asleep...
And guess what?
BAM!
Like a fucking monsoon hit.
Not even kidding.
So yes.
Twigs and leaves?
No.
They DO NOT withstand a downpour....
Fuck my life.
I cover my face with my wings, rain falling at furious speed, almost feeling as if the raindrops were bullets.
What a horrible day...
And night.
Someone kill me?
Please?
And I honestly don't even know where "here" is!
I'm lost.
Alone.
Broken.
Depressed.
You name it!
Why didn't God just kill me.....?
It would have been better than this.
I'm always alone....
I just want to be loved for once...
I drop down to my knees hopelessly near a tree stump, my now black filthy wings drooping at my sides.
I look around at the seemingly endless forest in disgust, only making me cry more.
The sky was darkening...
Just like my mood.
But I had to suck it up and figure out what I could use as shelter.
I look down at the tree stump, and then another rather close by to it.
I quickly get up gathering leaves and twigs, laying the twigs from one tree stump to the other, covering them in leaves.
After about ten minutes of satisfied work, I nod my head and clap the dirt off my hands, getting under my amazing makeshift shelter.
I make a pile of leaves under my head as a pillow, closing my eyes actually having something go right for once.
I was actually starting to fall asleep...
And guess what?
BAM!
Like a fucking monsoon hit.
Not even kidding.
So yes.
Twigs and leaves?
No.
They DO NOT withstand a downpour....
Fuck my life.
I cover my face with my wings, rain falling at furious speed, almost feeling as if the raindrops were bullets.
What a horrible day...
And night.
Someone kill me?
Please?
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A bad day or a bad life?†††