Status: This is my first fan fiction. Sorry if it sucks.
Another You
Downward Spiral
*Austin's P.O.V.*
The past couple of days, Alan has been acting strange. He flinches when I try to touch him. He seems so distant and it is really scaring me. He has also been leaving the bus when ever he has the chance. Did I do something wrong? What is going on with him? I decided to talk to Aaron about this. Me and Aaron were in the back lounge. "Have you noticed that Alan flinches a lot?" I asked him. "Yeah I have." he sighed. "He won't kiss me or even hug me. I want no, need to know what's wrong." I felt my throat closing and my eyes watering. "Same here. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you since you are husband." he looked at me. I couldn't talk. I just broke down. "It physically hurts." I choked out.
*Alan's P.O.V.*
I was getting dressed on Jon's bus. He saw my scars and thought they were disgusting. I have bruises because he hits me a lot. I am so fucking disgusting. I'm cheating on Austin. I find no enjoyment in it though. I wouldn't be doing this if Jon hadn't threaten to hurt Austin. I can't let Austin get hurt. Jon walked into the room. He glared at me. "Get out you slut." he growled. I speed walked out of the bus. I have been doing this with Jon for the past 3 days. Everytime I step off of that bus and onto my bus, I throw up because I'm so disgusted with myself and I cut a little deeper.
The past couple of days, Alan has been acting strange. He flinches when I try to touch him. He seems so distant and it is really scaring me. He has also been leaving the bus when ever he has the chance. Did I do something wrong? What is going on with him? I decided to talk to Aaron about this. Me and Aaron were in the back lounge. "Have you noticed that Alan flinches a lot?" I asked him. "Yeah I have." he sighed. "He won't kiss me or even hug me. I want no, need to know what's wrong." I felt my throat closing and my eyes watering. "Same here. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you since you are husband." he looked at me. I couldn't talk. I just broke down. "It physically hurts." I choked out.
*Alan's P.O.V.*
I was getting dressed on Jon's bus. He saw my scars and thought they were disgusting. I have bruises because he hits me a lot. I am so fucking disgusting. I'm cheating on Austin. I find no enjoyment in it though. I wouldn't be doing this if Jon hadn't threaten to hurt Austin. I can't let Austin get hurt. Jon walked into the room. He glared at me. "Get out you slut." he growled. I speed walked out of the bus. I have been doing this with Jon for the past 3 days. Everytime I step off of that bus and onto my bus, I throw up because I'm so disgusted with myself and I cut a little deeper.