Legends

Right after Romane had run away, Brian had threw the girl out of his apartment. He stayed there, standing in his living room.

He had fucked up.

He didn't knew what to do. He didn't even remember her. He was wasted, last night, God knew what he had done. He walked to the couch.

It was like a big bad dream. Eventually, he would wake up. The earlier, the better.

He closed his eyes. I'm sure she hate me, now... it felt like he was stabbed at this idea.
No, it's not possible...

He stood up, feeling numb and empty inside.

He walked to the bar. He pulled out a bottle full of vodka, and one of cheap whisky. He sat back down, then turned the TV on. He took out his phone, and dialed a number he knew too much. He knew it was stupid. But he couldn't help it. He wanted to feel good, as he felt like shit.

~~~~

Zacky and Ted knocked at Brian's door, angrily. They were here for ten minutes, and he had still not opened the door.

Ted had called Romane, around noon, and her dad answered, saying she had came home from Brian's crying, and she didn't want to talk to anyone. After, he had called Kaleb, but since he finally was with his girl, he wouldn't answer the phone. He had after called Matt, since he was close to Romane, but it was the same, he was with his girl. So he called Zacky, and he answered and was pissed at Brian. None of them knew what happened, but they knew Brian had get wasted the night before, and they weren't stupid, it was obvious.

After five more minutes, of tries of opening the door, they went to the back door. It was unlocked.

They went inside, and frowned when they noticed how silent it was. They walked to the living room, and froze.

Brian was laying on the couch, his eyes closed. In front of him, the TV was break into pieces, and remained on the floor, with fragments of a glass bottle. He had in his hand an almost finished bottle of Vodka.

They walked to him.

"He's passed out?" Ted asked.

Zacky walked to his friend. And froze once again. "Look" he said.

Next to him, on the couch, a bag of white powder remained.

"What the fuck, Bri!" Ted sighed.

"Wake him up, I'll clean this mess" Zacky said, as he walked to the destroyed TV, wondering what happened.

Ted shook Brian's shoulder. At first, he didn't responded, but when Ted used more strength, Brian's eyes blinked open.

"Ted" Brian noticed, as his eyes went back close.

"Stay awake, Bri!"

Brian stared at him. His eyes were red, and he seemed broken.

"Why?"

"Because I don't want you to fell in coma."

Brian shrugged.

"Bri," Zacky started. "I have no idea what you did, but I know what you're doing isn't going to help at all. You should be after her."

Brian sat up on the couch, looking at Zacky. "She doesn't want me close."

"I'm sure she want."

"Do you know what I did?" Brian stood up, still drunk and high. He could barely stood up. He looked straight into Zacky's eyes. Zacky shook his head.

"I came back here with a girl. She opened the door of my room to me and a whore." His voice was full of anger, and pure hate.

"What the fuck Bri? Why did you do that?" Ted asked, with big eyes.

"Because I was fucking wasted, and I hadn't fucked anyone in two fucking month!" Brian screamed at his brother.

"And you think it's a good excuse?!" Ted snapped.

"I know it ain't one!" Brian screamed louder.

"You're a fucking asshole, Bri!" Ted screamed at Brian. He care for Romane. She was like his baby sister. He wanted to punch Brian for hurting her.

"You think I don't know that?!" The guitarist yelled back.

The little brother rose his fist, and punched Brian on his jaw.

Brian took a step back. He spat the blood in his mouth, then way quicker than Ted had thought, Brian punched him with all his strength in the stomach.

Ted bent down at the pain. He felt Brian's hands on the sides of his head. He rose it, and looked into Brian's mad eyes. Usually, Brian didn't get violent when he get wasted, but that day was nothing like usually. Ted knew his head was going to collide with Brian's knees, but before he could move away, Zacky pulled Brian back. Brian tried to escape his embrace.

"Cal down Bri!"

Brian stopped moving. He fell from Zacky's hold, on his own knees. His hand went to his face.

Zacky put his hand on Brian's shoulder.

"Leave me alone" Brian whispered.

Zacky's hand tightened.

Brian stood up, screaming "Leave me alone!"

Zacky pulled his hand back on Brian's shoulder. "Bri, list-"

"Don't fucking touch me! Go away!"

"We're not leaving." Zacky said, pulling his hand away, and staring into Brian's red eyes.

Brian sighed angrily, and walked to his room. He slammed the door open, the slammed it shut.

He stared at the bed. The bed he had share with that whore he didn't even know.

With a scream, he took one side of the bed, and tree it in the air, throwing the bed over, breaking at least a heel.

He walked back and let his back hit the wall. He slipped down to the floor, looking at the window, thinking about her.

Alerted by the noise, Zacky opened the door, and stared at the bed, then at Brian, who didn't seem to notice he was there. Zacky closed the door, and looked at Ted.

"I know it's the alcohol and the drug in his body which make him act this way, but holy shit!" Zacky said, unable to find any word to describe Brian's actions.

~~~~

Romane was wrapped in her batman cover, watching How To Train Your Dragon. She had a mug of hot chocolate in her hands. She was sniffing through the whole movie.

She was sitting on her bed, watching her laptop, witch was on the bed in front of her. Around her were some stuffed animal. She had two Teddy bears on her lap: Elwin and Roman, Brian's and hers Teddy bears. She heard someone opening the door, but didn't move. She wasn't in the mood to talk.

"Ro?" She turned her eyes to Ted.

"Are you okay?" He asked as he walked closer.

She nodded.

He sighed. They had been home for two days, but she had still not say a single word.

He sat next to her, and pulled her to him, his arm around her shoulder.

He didn't know how to help her. What could he say? 'Forget him, he's an asshole'? To be completely honest he really wanted to say that. But he wasn't stupid, he knew they were meant to be together, he couldn't talk her into moving on from their relationship, at least not this early. He knew how Brian was. He couldn't doom him like that. He just stayed there, in silence.

"Wanna talk about it?" He asked.

She wanted to know how Brian was. She wanted to know what happened after she ran away from him.

She hadn't really thought, when she saw them two in the bed, and after the shock, she ran. She stopped once she was in her room, in her bed.

He had never came to her house before, so he probably didn't even knew where her house was.

She had turned her phone off. She didn't wanted to talk to anyone.

Around half an hour later, Ted finally left.

He went to the living room, where Kaleb, James, Fran and Aaron were sitting, worried.

"She still don't want to talk"

In her room, Romane turned the film off. She was no longer in the mood to watch it.

She opened Twitter. She wanted to think about something else than Brian. But everyone was talking about the video of her cover of Ed Sheeran, with Ted and Brian. Many people were asking her different stuff, on her twitter.

@A7xAsh @BabyRo one day you're screaming, the other you're rapping, you're amazing!

Romane smiled.

@BabyRo: @A7xAsh I just play songs I like without caring about who made it, or witch style it is.

@A7xAsh: @BabyRo that's why you're so amazing. I wish I could be like you.

@BabyRo: @A7xAsh Be yourself, it's way better.

Romane looked at ye ceiling. She wanted to be someone else. She wished she could open her legs like it was no big deal. Brian would probably agreed to be with her if she was that kind of girl.

I need to become one of those girls.

She was sure there was something she didn't understood about sex. Everyone liked it, so much. But for her it was just a disgusting thing, which hurt like hell. There was nothing likable in it. She knew her experience wasn't the better, since she wasn't consenting. But even, even if it probably was ten times better, it still seemed to be horrible.

But was she ready to live this again for Brian?

Avoiding to answer that question, she opened YouTube to listen to some music.