Miss Missing You

october 2nd, 2013

10:36 pm

Dear Mike,

Jaime and I made it official today after dinner, and we hung out together at his place. I think today was the longest I've ever gone where I didn't think about you, even for a second.

Now I feel really guilty; Jaime shouldn't have to deal with that. Maybe this was a bad idea. I don't want to forget what we had, but I know it's not fair to Jaime. I can't keep feeling like people are pulling me down under the water.

Hah, sounds like what you described to me that October.

Please come back. I miss you more than I should.

Tone
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hey, I won't be able to update this weekend because I left my journal at home! but don't hate me, i'll be back on monday!