Miss Missing You
may 1st / may 4th, 2013
May 1st, 2013
Dear Mike,
Do you remember the medicine I was taking two years ago? I don't remember what it was called. All I know is that it made me see things that weren't there.
Like right now I can see you and feel you and I know you aren't here but god dammit you look so fucking real and I can't do it I can't-
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May 4th, 2013
Mike,
The room is spinning; it has been for the past two days.
I accidentally took my sisters antidepressants instead of my own. Who knew they looked exactly the same? Turns out i'm allergic. Hallucinations aren't normal.
Hospitals make me anxious. I can feel my skin crawling as every second aches on by. Or maybe it's just withdrawal symptoms. Apparently, antidepressants can be made with amphetamines. I guess it makes sense.
Anyway, I miss you. I probably always will.
Tony
Dear Mike,
Do you remember the medicine I was taking two years ago? I don't remember what it was called. All I know is that it made me see things that weren't there.
Like right now I can see you and feel you and I know you aren't here but god dammit you look so fucking real and I can't do it I can't-
--
May 4th, 2013
Mike,
The room is spinning; it has been for the past two days.
I accidentally took my sisters antidepressants instead of my own. Who knew they looked exactly the same? Turns out i'm allergic. Hallucinations aren't normal.
Hospitals make me anxious. I can feel my skin crawling as every second aches on by. Or maybe it's just withdrawal symptoms. Apparently, antidepressants can be made with amphetamines. I guess it makes sense.
Anyway, I miss you. I probably always will.
Tony
♠ ♠ ♠
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