Miss Missing You

may 15th, 2013

7:53 pm

Mike

Mom found my letters. Somehow, she pulled me out of my courses at the college. She said this was "unhealthy" and that I needed to let go of you and your memory.

Fuck. I don't wanna let go. I want to remember every night we spent together and every time you told me that you loved me and every moment our lips touched and that spark that went off the very second we connected. I wanna remember every word you ever said to me and how you sounded when you were half-asleep or shouting or whispering things into my ear and everything you were and are.

I'm tired of being told I have to forget you. I'm tired of listening to them. I never want to forget the way you made me feel.

Tony