Manage Me, I'm a Mess

Wide awake, my mistakes, so predictable

(later on)

I gasp when Jack suddenly attaches his lips to my neck and starts sucking and kissing,
'Jacky...' I mumble, rolling my head forward and clutching the bathroom counter,
'Mums at work... Dads out... We have a good four hours... I'd like to show you just how much I love you tonight.' he whispers, 
'Jack... I...' I trail off,
'Say no if you don't want to baby.' he says softly,
'I want to.' I nod,
'Honestly?' he asks,
'Honestly. I love you more than anything.' I whisper, leaning back against him,
'I love you.' he mumbles, taking my hand and dragging me to our room.

-

'You. Are. Beautiful. Magical. Wonderful. Perfect. Amazing. Brilliant. I love you.' jack whispers, pressing kisses to my bare chest, I stroke a hand through his hair and he smiles up at me,
'I love you so much.' I say softly,
'I love everything about you.' he whispers,
'Even my horrible arms?' I ask,
'your scars are your stories. They don't change you. They are battle wounds. They make you strong and beautiful. I love them. I don't love that they are their, but I love them because they are you.' he explains and I smile,
'Be mine forever?' I gush and he nods, chuckling softly.

-

I blush as Joyce smirks at me when I walk into the kitchen to get a drink,
'Nice hair Alex.' she chuckles and my hands quickly go up to flatten my sex hair,
'You're early.' I state,
'Yeah hun. Can I get you something?' she asks,
'I just came to get a glass of water.' I mumble, embarrassed, as I walk over to the sink,
'Lex, don't be embarrassed, I made Bassam go out so you and Jack would get some alone time. I'm not stupid.' she laughs, patting my back,
'Thats awkward as fuck.' I chuckle, setting my glass down in the draining board,
'He loves you. So much. I've never seen him so in love.' she sighs happily,
'I love him Joyce. He's become my world.' I blush and she chuckles and ruffles my hair,
'Im glad you're apart of our lives Alex. I love you.' she smiles,
'I love you too.' I smile back.

'Your mum knows we had sex.' I whisper in jacks ear and he chokes on his own breath,
'What?!' he gasps,
'Don't worry. Shes cool. She made you dad go out just so we could be alone.' I chuckle and he laughs,
'Alexander, I must say, you are damn good in bed.' he smirks and kisses my cheek,
'You too, babe, you too.' I chuckle and curl into his side.