The Stories I'll Never Tell My Kids

I'm not the person everyone thinks I am. I have stories to tell, I know things people would kill to find out. I could destroy lives, reputations, including my own. I will never forget the first time I realized it; "You're living other peoples fantasies. Do you know how many people would kill to be you?" he said. I didn't respond, because I knew he was right. I was living thousands of girls dreams all in one night of my life. I've partied with celebrities, even slept with a few. Honestly, you probably wouldn't believe my stories if I told you. I've been the girl all the bad boys wanted. I had my pick of band guys, DJ's, managers, producers, but none of them were ever good enough. I wanted everything, and now I have nothing. I barely have my sanity. Looking back on it, it seems like a movie. But to be honest, there isn't much to look back on, it's only just begun.